Chapter 6 I Just Want to Be with You 3
I looked at Shen Jingyu with a little surprise, and when I saw her slowly walking towards me, getting closer and closer, I couldn't help but feel a chill in my heart.
"Qianqian, can we talk alone?"
Shen Jingyu sat down opposite me, her face was pale, her bright black eyes were a little dim, and her long golden curly hair was wavy and draped over her shoulders, making her look like a gentle and beautiful goddess.
The school cafeteria returned to normal and gradually became lively.
I nodded to Shen Jingyu, agreed to her request, and persuaded Bai Yaning to leave first.
"Jingyu, you..."
"Qianqian, I have something to ask of you." Shen Jingyu looked up at me, a sad and bleak smile on her lips, her voice low and a little hoarse, "Qianqian, Zihan must have told you. He, he proposed to break up with me and cancel our engagement in front of the elders of both families. Zihan also said that the person he likes is you, and he wants to be with you."
I sighed quietly, my eyes full of apology. I wanted to say something, but my throat seemed to be blocked by cotton and I couldn't make a sound.
It turned out that the news Bai Yaning heard was true.
It was not until this moment that I felt the strong throbbing in my heart. Luo Zihan was like this, hiding a gentle and affectionate heart under his cold and indifferent appearance, and his tenderness, his true love, his cherishment... everything was given to a stupid girl like me without reservation.
Yes, I believe that I must be the happiest girl in the world.
"Qianqian, do you like Zihan?"
Shen Jingyu's words made me quickly collect my thoughts and return to reality.
I raised my head, looked into her eyes, and said firmly, "I like him!"
"So, how much do you like it?"
I smiled awkwardly, clenched my hands tightly under the table, and my heart beat uncontrollably faster.
"I like Luo Zihan. I fell in love with him without realizing it. I hope to stay by his side forever, accompany him left and right, and face everything in the future with him."
"Hehe..." Shen Jingyu suddenly laughed a few times, her eyes gradually turned red, tears rolled in her clear eyes, she looked pitiful, "Qianqian, you know, I have liked Zihan since I was very young, and I have always liked him. My feelings are getting deeper and deeper, and I can't extricate myself. The marriage between Zihan and me was decided by our parents when we were young. Over the years, Zihan has never raised any objections. Zihan doesn't let me study at Dijing College, so I will do what he asks, because I like him. Zihan hates girls who are stupid and nagging, so I will fight. I will change myself because I like him! Zi Han doesn't like to talk and doesn't say sweet words, so I will take the initiative to go to his house every weekend, go out with him, and find topics that interest him to deepen our relationship, because I like him! Qianqian, how long have you known Zi Han? What have you done for him? Do you have deeper feelings for him than I do? Maybe there is no first come first served when liking someone, but... Qianqian, I treat you as a friend, and you also know that Zi Han and I are dating, so why do you want to take him away from me? "
Faced with Shen Jingyu's accusations, I could not refute or explain. I suddenly felt guilty, as if my body was drained away and I couldn't move at all.
If, if I could control my heart, control my feelings, or I wouldn't let myself like Luo Zihan, but it's too late... I like him, I can't deceive myself, and I can't make Luo Zihan sad. It's so difficult and precious to find someone who is in tune with you in the vast sea of people! This is a gift from God. I don't want to give up Luo Zihan. I want to firmly protect this relationship, just because I like him!
Shen Jingyu looked at me silently, her face becoming paler and paler. Crystal tears flowed down her cheeks and the ends of her curly hair.
Soon, her tearful appearance attracted many eyes around her. Everyone looked at us, speculating and whispering.
"Jingyu, I'm sorry..."
At this moment, it seems like there is nothing I can do except apologize .
Shen Jingyu shook her head, raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said with a sob: "Qianqian, please, leave Zihan and give him back to me, okay? I have been with Zihan for so many years and I like him more than anyone else. If it weren't for you, he would definitely abide by the marriage agreement between our two families and stay with me until old age. Qianqian, I beg you, please give up Zihan, I will be grateful to you forever."
"Jingyu, I'm sorry."
After accepting Luo Zihan's confession, I have made up my mind to love him and accompany him with my life, and to protect this precious relationship with all my heart. So, no matter what, I will not give up easily.
Shen Jingyu seemed to have anticipated this outcome. She raised her head and sighed, forcing back the tears in her eyes, and stared at me with an unprecedented coldness and indifference.
"Qianqian, let's make a deal."
I was slightly startled, and asked cautiously: "What, what deal?"
"As long as you leave Zi Han and reject Zi Han's feelings, I will agree to any other conditions you propose."
Shen Jingyu raised her eyebrows and looked at me. Her voice was so cold that it made people shrink, just like the snow on the Antarctic ice peaks, chilling to the bone.
I looked at him fearlessly and said word by word, "Sorry, I only want Zihan! If you still insist that I make conditions, then please let me go."
"What did you say?"
Shen Jingyu's voice suddenly rose eight octaves, making everyone's suspicious and surprised looks even more unpredictable. There was ridicule, astonishment, expectation, and gloating.
"Jingyu, I like Luo Zihan."
She raised the corners of her lips coldly, and a sharp light flashed in her eyes.
"So what? I like Zi Han more than you do!"
I sighed quietly, frowned at her, and said in a deep voice: "Yes, you knew Luo Zihan earlier than me, and appeared by his side earlier than me, but... in the world of feelings, there is no time order, only likes and dislikes. My feelings for Luo Zihan will not lose to anyone else! Jingyu, if you really like Luo Zihan, you should hope that he will be happy, instead of holding on to him tightly and dragging him into the abyss of pain!"
"Huh, that sounds really nice." Shen Jingyu looked at me with a half-smile, her eyes full of mockery, "Yao Qian C Qian, you think Zi Han can be happy? That's just wishful thinking! How do you know how deep the relationship between Zi Han and I has been for more than ten years? He likes you, but it's just a momentary impulse. Don't think you can be with him forever! Even if you are unwilling to give up, the elders of the Shen and Luo families will stop Zi Han from canceling the engagement. In the end, Zi Han still belongs to me!"
Listening to Shen Jingyu's almost threatening words and looking at her expression which was completely different from before, I suddenly lowered my head, my heart ached, and I chuckled helplessly.
I understand. This is why Shen Jingyu came to see me.
Even if Luo Zihan proposed to break up with her, even if Luo Zihan insisted on breaking up the engagement, Shen Jingyu still had the support of the two major families behind her. She didn't come to beg me to give up Luo Zihan, but to challenge me in person.
of.
In this case, I should cheer up and do my best to protect the relationship between Luo Zihan and me.
"Qianqian, please think about it carefully."
Shen Jingyu stood up calmly and looked down at me. Her long golden curly hair perfectly covered her cheeks, making it impossible for the students around her to see her true expression.
"You should know that before you lose everything, the wisest thing to do is to protect yourself."
"Sorry!" I looked up at her, smiled and said firmly, "I have been a stubborn girl since I was a child. As long as it is a path I have determined, I will never give up or look back even if I reach a dead end! Moreover, I believe in Luo Zihan, I believe in him with all my heart!"
"Hmph! Whatever you want."
She sneered at my answer, but the moment she turned around, her pitiful face returned to her face.
Looking at her back gradually going away, my heart suddenly sank to the bottom and I couldn't describe the feeling.
As Sister Shang Mei said, Shen Jingyu is a very unusual girl. She is not only smart, but also thoughtful and cunning. I had to be vigilant and deal with her carefully.
Shen Jingyu's arrival caused quite a stir at Dijing College. That afternoon, I once again became the "focus" and "person of the hour" on the school forum.
As a result, the news that Luo Zihan and Shen Jingyu had broken off their engagement spread like wildfire and became the headline news of Dijing College. Those who were interested took the opportunity to spread rumors. They did not dare to offend the noble, cold, wise and calm Young Master Luo, so they put all the responsibility on me alone. Some people even scolded me as a "witch" and "fox spirit" who seduced Young Master Luo.
The sun sets and night falls.
I sat alone in the apartment, chin in hand, in a daze. The grievances in my heart surged like a tide and turned into tears that kept rolling in my eyes.
I am not willing to accept this. I am not willing to be misunderstood by everyone, and I am not willing to endure such slander!
I spoke to Luo Zihan on the phone, and it seemed that he had also encountered a lot of resistance from the two major families. He was forced to return home by his elders and has not returned to school until now.
what to do?
Should I ask for help from my grandfather, whom I have always refused to acknowledge?
No, no! I haven't become a formal student of Dijing College yet, and I haven't passed the first test yet. How can I beg that stinky old man from the Yao family?
There were familiar footsteps outside the apartment door. It was Sister Shang Mei who came back.
"Sister Shang Mei!"
I immediately stood up, ran to the door, and opened it quickly.
"Sister Shang Mei, how is Luo Zihan?"
I knew that I looked a little embarrassed and a little crazy at the moment. I grabbed Sister Shang Mei's arm tightly, looked at her with pleading eyes, and placed my last hope on Sister Shang Mei.
Sister Shang Mei smiled tiredly and whispered, "Don't worry, just trust Zi Han."
Before that, Sister Shang Mei was also called back to the Luo family and left Dijing College with Luo Zihan. However, no one knew the reason.
"I'm sorry, Sister Shang Mei, I..."
"Silly girl, it's none of your business." Sister Shang Mei patted my shoulder comfortingly and said lightly, "Zi Han is a child who always silently endures everything. He should also strive for his own happiness. Qianqian, I C told you before that Zi Han can even accommodate his girlfriend, referring to his engagement with Jingyu. In fact, we all know that Zi Han doesn't like Jingyu, but Zi Han has never raised any objections and just accepted it silently. His three best friends, Yao, Chengxi and Mu Li, have thought of many pranks to force Jingyu to leave Zi Han on her own initiative, but the result has never changed."
"Why is this happening?"
I don't understand, I don't understand at all, since Luo Zihan doesn't like Shen Jingyu, why does he force himself? What is Luo Zihan thinking?
Sister Shang Mei sighed sadly, smiled bitterly and shook her head.
"This is a long story, anyway, it's the origin of the Luoshen family. Jingyu liked Zihan for a long time, but slowly, this feeling became almost distorted. Jingyu knows better than anyone that Zihan has no romantic feelings for her. In Zihan's eyes, she is just an ordinary friend and childhood playmate. The two of them are completely involved in the family marriage. Because of this, Jingyu's possessiveness will become stronger and stronger. To be honest, Zihan is not indifferent by nature. The reason why he has become like this is also thanks to Jingyu. From childhood to adulthood, as long as the girls appear next to Zihan, Jingyu will use all means to drive them away! You may not believe it, even if I, as a sister, get too close to Zihan, Jingyu's jealousy will be revealed. Such girls are too scary, Qianqian, you must be careful."
This, is this true?
I couldn't believe it. My head was dizzy, my body was stiff, and my back was cold.
Why?
Why did Shen Jingyu do those things?
Liking someone and falling in love with someone are obviously the most beautiful emotions in the world. How can they suddenly turn into a weapon that hurts others and yourself?
"Sister Shang Mei, has Luo Zihan returned to school? He..."
"Zi Han came back with me, don't worry." Sister Shang Mei stared at me and smiled again, "Girl, Zi Han really likes you, you must not back down. No matter what, I will always support you! By the way, I also want to thank you for helping me find a job I like. I have been to the agency your cousin belongs to and met the person in charge there. Everything is going well. I am going to apply for early graduation and become your cousin's assistant agent. I will inform you of your cousin's situation at any time. Qianqian, thank you so much!"
"Sister Shang Mei, you're welcome." I gently held her hand and leaned on her shoulder like a child. "What should I do? Sister Shang Mei, you are leaving school soon. Will it be difficult for us to meet? You are Min Hyuk's assistant manager. Please take good care of him. Remember to call me when you have time to let me know your situation, okay?"
Sister Shang Mei smiled and assured: "Okay, it's a deal."
"But..." I suddenly thought of a question and frowned at Sister Shang Mei, "Does Luo Zihan know about this? There are some misunderstandings between him and Brother Minhe. If Sister Shang Mei becomes Brother Minhe's agent, I'm afraid..."
"Qianqian, please keep this a secret for me for now. I will tell Zihan in person after a while."
"But……"
The phone in the apartment suddenly rang, interrupting my conversation with Sister Shang Mei.
"Hello!"
"Qianqian, it's me."
The call was from Luo Zihan. My heart tightened as soon as I heard his voice.
"How are you? Are you okay? Is there anyone at home... Well, I know... Yes, Sister Shang Mei also said so, which made me firmly believe in you. Well, I'll be down right away, bye!"
I had just put down the phone when Sister Shang Mei's laughter reached my ears.
"Is it Zihan?"
"Yeah." I smiled and nodded, my cheeks slightly hot. "Sorry, Sister Shang Mei. I, I need to go out for a while. Luo Zihan is downstairs in the apartment building. I..."
Sister Shang Mei blinked her eyes and said, understandingly, "Go, go, Zi Han can't wait to see you."
I waved to Sister Shang Mei gratefully, opened the door quickly, and ran downstairs without stopping. Standing at the door of the apartment building, I saw the noble, arrogant, cold and affectionate young man at a glance.
C "Luo Zihan!"
I rushed into his arms like a happy little bird and hugged him tightly.
Luo Zihan opened his arms and held me tightly, his chin resting lightly on the top of my head, causing a slight pain. His breath was warm and calm, and his slightly cool fingertips gently stroked my cheek, making my heart surge with warmth.
"Silly, are you worried about me?"
I looked up at him, tears glistening in my eyes, and said bluntly, "Well, I'm worried about you, and I like you even more. Luo Zihan, thank you, thank you for liking me, thank you for protecting me and taking care of me, thank you for giving me an eternal and firm promise, thank you... uh..."
My words came to an abrupt halt because all the remaining words were taken away by Luo Zihan's kiss.
He held me tightly, and we embraced each other intimately, with our soft lips pressed together, burning and scalding. The kiss deepened with the sound of each other's rapid heartbeats... There was silence all around us, and time seemed to have stopped.
I forgot how much time had passed, Luo Zihan gently let me go, lifted my chin, and looked at me deeply.
Through the shining lenses, I saw the deep tenderness flowing in his black eyes.
"You, you and Shen Jingyu want to cancel the engagement..."
"Well, the elders will definitely oppose it." Luo Zihan smiled calmly, with a crescent-shaped arc at the corner of his lips. "However, no matter what they do, I will not be afraid. In this life, I, Luo Zihan, only love Yao Qianqian, and it is impossible for me to like anyone else. So, even if I break with my family, even if I lose everything I have now, I will never give in. Qianqian, when I have nothing, will you still love me and stay by my side?"
Uh? He, what does he mean by this?
Does he think that I, Yao Qianqian, love him unreservedly just because I am attracted by his identity and status?
What a bad guy! How dare he look at me like that!
"Luo Zihan, who do you take me for?"
I glared at him angrily, my eyes almost spitting flames.
He was slightly startled, a gleam flashed in his beautiful black eyes, he looked at me and said: "You are the most important person to me."
"Of course!" My cheeks were burning, and I didn't know how to refute. I was almost led by him. "No, no, I'm wrong. I want to tell you that I like Luo Zihan as a person, not the halo around you! I don't care if you are the young master of the Luo family, I only know that Luo Zihan belongs to me! Even if he loses everything tomorrow, I will only love him more and more!"
"Qianqian, thank you."
Luo Zihan hugged me tightly, his affectionate and deep voice echoed in my ears, like spring rain that moistened everything, slowly seeping into my heart...
That's enough. That's enough.
As long as Luo Zihan and I truly love each other and never give up on each other, what is there to be afraid of?
