Chapter 59
Feng Xiyan was afraid that Mu He would be angry, so she finally chose to satisfy him. After parking the car, she followed him upstairs.
As soon as she closed the door, Mu He kissed her.
First, I pressed him against the door and kissed him, then dragged him to the wall and kissed him for a while, and finally pulled him into the room, pressed him on the bed and continued kissing him.
Feng Xiyan passively accepted Mu He's kiss. She always felt that he was a little abnormal today, and realized that this abnormality was not caused by his failure to reply to the message in time.
Unable to bear it any longer, he raised his hands and grabbed Mu He's shoulders. He turned over and pressed him under him, interrupting this abnormal kiss.
I thought Mu He would be angry, but I didn't expect him to just lie there motionless and let him lie under him, appearing unusually well-behaved.
Feng Xiyan frowned: "Tell me, what happened during the few hours I was away from the company?"
Mu He's long eyelashes trembled, and after a while he spoke, but did not answer his question. Instead, he said seductively: "Don't you want me?"
Feng Xiyan finally understood why Mu He insisted on him going upstairs, but instead of satisfying him, he turned over and lay down beside him, sighing helplessly: "You can't do strenuous exercise right after eating."
Mu He: “…”
In a word, the good atmosphere was completely ruined.
Should we say that she is worthy of being Feng Xiyan?
Without waiting for Mu He to organize his words to respond, Feng Xiyan spoke again and asked the same question again: "You are very abnormal today. What happened?"
Mu He was stunned - he was abnormal?
Sure enough, after knowing some things, you will have different views of the same person, and your attitude will also become different.
Plus, he's a very emotional person, eager to do something, and his expression is too obvious, so that seems a little abnormal, right?
At this point, Mu He didn't want to keep it to himself any longer.
Half a year ago, he had so many things to say, and even now, he still can't express them clearly.
So, he really didn't want to keep anything in his heart anymore.
Thinking of this, Mu He asked tentatively: "Do you still need to meet the friend you met today next week?"
Feng Xiyan's first reaction was that Mu He thought he was two-timing. On this issue, even if he had no desire to survive, he had to make it clear: "I'm not going. If I go again, I will definitely take you with me."
Mu He: "Then when will you go again?"
Feng Xiyan: "I don't know. Maybe I don't need to go anymore."
"Hmm?" Mu He blinked.
He knew that Feng Xiyan would not make promises easily, so "no need to go again" really meant "no need to go again".
Already well?
Realizing that Mu He's reaction was too "calm", Feng Xiyan didn't think he was two-timing. Finally realizing something, she asked tentatively, "Do you know she's a psychologist?"
Mu He was silent for a while and then said "hmm".
really……
Feng Xiyan: "So you also know that I have social phobia?"
Mu He blinked - he didn't know.
So, Feng Xiyan went to see a psychologist to cure his social phobia?
It's not as scary as I imagined...
"Don't worry, I'm fine now." Feng Xiyan said helplessly, "I've been fine since a week ago. Today I'm going to say goodbye."
Mu He secretly breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good..."
It turns out it’s not PTSD, it’s just social phobia?
Mu He suddenly felt like he'd been deceived by Fang Cheng—that bastard! Why did he make it sound so serious? He was so scared!
Feng Xiyan looked at Mu He's profile. He didn't want to talk about this matter at first, mainly because he didn't want Mu He to worry unnecessarily.
But since Mu He already knew, he could only explain it clearly: "I don't know how much you know, but to put it simply, I was kidnapped when I was a child. For a long time, I felt that people were dangerous and didn't want to interact with anyone. However, in order to acquire knowledge and pursue my own interests and hobbies, interacting with people is inevitable, so I went to see a psychologist to find a way to overcome it."
After a pause, he chuckled, "And then I found it, it was you."
"Me?" Mu He was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to look at Feng Xiyan.
Feng Xiyan raised a hand towards him and touched his face gently: "With you by my side, I feel like I can overcome anything."
Mu He let him touch her, wanting to say something but stopping himself. Finally, he said in a somewhat suppressed voice: "I'm not that great... I just happened to appear when you were able to overcome it."
Mu He was just being modest at first, but he never expected Feng Xiyan to say the next sentence: "Maybe that's the case."
Mu He: “…”
"But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter." Feng Xiyan turned sideways to face him and put her arm around his waist. "Anyway, no matter what the reason, I can't leave you anymore."
Mu He pursed his lips, not wanting to admit that his heart was touched after hearing these words.
"Do you have any other questions for me?" Feng Xiyan asked.
Mu He is no longer a problem.
For some reason, Mu He felt much more at ease when hearing the same thing from Feng Xiyan than from Fang Cheng.
After hearing Fang Cheng's words, Mu He almost thought that Feng Xiyan had really been useless before he met him, and then collapsed and became useless on the spot after he retired from the circle.
Now it seems that is not the case.
If Feng Xiyan is really useless, where does his ability at work come from? Doesn't he study?
If Feng Xiyan really fell into despair after he retired from the entertainment industry, when did he become the vice president of Qingjiu and gain the recognition of all Qingjiu employees?
Mu He once again felt that Fang Cheng was a bit scary.
I thought it was just a fox in sheep's clothing, but now I don't know what kind of creature is under the sheep's clothing...
Yes, he can ask Feng Xiyan.
Thinking of this, Mu He asked Feng Xiyan: "What is your relationship with Fang Cheng?"
When Feng Xiyan heard this question, she knew that Fang Cheng must have told Mu He all these things, and she also knew that he must have exaggerated and made it sound serious, which was why Mu He was so uneasy.
Feng Xiyan frowned, thinking about how to teach Fang Cheng a lesson after returning to the company. He still answered Mu He's question calmly: "We can be considered childhood friends. We played together before going to school, and later we basically went to the same school and the same class."
"Elementary school, junior high school, high school, college - all in the same class?!" Mu He was shocked.
Feng Xiyan said "hmm" and added: "We even shared a dormitory in college."
Mu He thought: How can this be called a childhood friend? It's clearly a parasite clinging to Feng Xiyan!
Thinking back carefully, Fang Cheng seemed to have been talking about how good Feng Xiyan's family background was, and never mentioned a word about his own family background.
He even used the tone of someone like Feng Xiyan's family, or even Feng Xiyan's elder, to praise him openly and mock him secretly...
So angry!
Before Mu He could finish these words, Feng Xiyan continued, "He is very smart and perseverant. He has always been by my side. No matter what I ask him to do, even if he complains, he will help me complete it in the end."
Mu He couldn't help it: "...He is trying to please you."
"I know." Feng Xiyan responded, "He's always been trying to please me. It was normal in high school and college, but in elementary and middle school, all his grades were 1-5 points lower than mine, and his ranking was always within three points below me. It was obvious that he did it on purpose."
Mu He: “Fuck.”
Mu He now reasonably suspected that Fang Cheng described Feng Xiyan's situation as so terrible, and openly praised and secretly mocked him, in order to persuade him to retreat so that he could take Feng Xiyan for himself.
As if knowing what he was thinking, Feng Xiyan said lightly: "It's time to find him a girlfriend."
Mu He blinked: "Are you sure he likes girls?"
Feng Xiyan: "This can be confirmed."
Okay, Mu He felt half relieved.
Then Feng Xiyan sat up from the bed and got out of bed: "I still have work to do, so I'll go back to the company first. The game will be played later."
Mu He was stunned for a moment, and just wanted to get up to help him. But halfway through, Feng Xiyan domineeringly pushed him back onto the bed, and then a passionate kiss followed.
After the kiss ended, Feng Xiyan leaned over to Mu He's ear and jokingly said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "I forced the kiss back."
Mu He got goosebumps all over his body, then remembered what he had said before, and couldn't help laughing: "Wait for you in the game."
Feng Xiyan: "Okay."
Mu He watched Feng Xiyan walk out the door and added tentatively, "When did you take me?"
"Some other day." Feng Xiyan responded without turning his head.
Mu He didn't know whether to laugh or cry - why was this guy always so calm when he shouldn't be calm.
*
After Feng Xiyan returned to the company, he signed the contract first.
When he handed it to Fang Cheng and asked him to deliver it, he twirled the pen and said without looking up, "What did you say to Mu He?"
Upon hearing this, Fang Cheng's smiling face froze, but quickly returned to normal. "He asked me where you'd been, and I let it slip that you'd been seeing a psychiatrist. He got curious after hearing that, so I took the opportunity to tell him about your past. I'm sorry, I should have asked for your permission first." He paused, "But he's your boyfriend, he's bound to know sooner or later."
Feng Xiyan put down the pen and flipped through the documents casually: "Fang Cheng, I remember I said that you should not worry about things other than work in the future."
Fang Cheng pursed his lips, held the contract in his arms, and bowed to Feng Xiyan: "Sorry."
"Apologizing is useless." Feng Xiyan said, and finally raised her eyes to look at him, "I hate to act first and ask for permission later."
Fang Cheng stopped talking and looked at him silently.
Feng Xiyan like this made him feel scared.
In her memory, Feng Xiyan had only looked at him with this kind of eyes twice. Once was now, and the other time was when Feng Xiyan had come back from the brink of death and was finally discharged from the hospital and returned home. When she faced him alone, she asked him in a tone that suppressed deep despair and disappointment: "Why didn't you call the police?"
——Fang Cheng was present on the day Feng Xiyan was kidnapped.
They go home together after school.
The kidnappers first captured Fang Cheng, and Feng Xiyan bit the kidnapper's hand to protect him.
Fang Cheng, who successfully broke free from the kidnappers, turned around and ran, but Feng Xiyan was caught.
Afterwards, Feng Xiyan was locked in a dark room for two days and two nights, always hoping that Fang Cheng would call the police to rescue him.
But Fangcheng didn't.
So he questioned him.
Fang Cheng burst into tears on the spot, kept apologizing, saying that he was scared and that he regretted it.
Feng Xiyan watched him desperately apologize, and felt that the whole world was dark. People were so scary, and this world was so scary. Walking on the street, strangers would suddenly rush out and hurt you, and then even the friend you trusted the most, or even the friend you saved with your life, might not only not be grateful to you, but also hope you die.
Fang Cheng would never know that when he accompanied Feng Xiyan to see a psychiatrist, after the psychiatrist asked him to leave, Feng Xiyan's first words to the psychiatrist were: "I want to forgive someone. What should I do?"
If you can't even forgive your best friend, how can you face the people around you who are even strangers than Fang Cheng?
But now, with Mu He, Feng Xiyan suddenly realized that whether people are close to each other is not determined by the length of time they spend together, but by the distance between their hearts.
Some things can never be forgotten in this life, and some people can never be completely forgiven in this life.
Feng Xiyan is silent, autistic, and has psychological problems?
He only behaves like this in front of Fang Cheng.
But at this point, he didn't want to cause trouble for Fang Cheng.
After all, it wasn't Fang Cheng who kidnapped him back then, and Fang Cheng didn't have the courage to do so.
If he had the courage, he would not have been so servile to the Feng family until today.
"Fang Cheng, I can forgive you once again. For the last time." Feng Xiyan said, "From now on, you don't have to worry about my affairs. You just need to take care of your work. You have never let me down at work, and I hope you can keep it up."
"Yes, I will." Fang Cheng lowered his head, and his hand holding the contract tightened unconsciously.
Feng Xiyan: "Go ahead and say hello to the client for me."
"Okay." Fang Cheng looked up and smiled slightly.
However, as he turned to walk out the door, he paused, sighed, and said, "I'm sorry. Thank you."
Even he himself didn't know what he was apologizing for or why he was expressing gratitude.
He didn't know how much Feng Xiyan knew and how much he misunderstood.
Between people, there are always more misunderstandings than truths. Ultimately, everyone only believes what they want to believe, regardless of the harm this belief may cause to others.
But no matter what, Feng Xiyan is still willing to give him a chance, and that's enough.
After being bound by the Feng family for so many years, Fang Cheng has become indifferent.
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In short, let's live our own lives.
*
After Feng Xiyan left, Mu He lay on the bed in a daze for a long time.
He couldn't help but wonder, what would happen if Feng Xiyan had asked for him just now?
As I was thinking about it, something started to feel wrong...
Mu He turned over in bed and punched his pillow in annoyance.
Finally, remembering that he had made an appointment with Feng Xiyan to meet in the game, he didn't toss and turn in bed for long before going to the bathroom to take a shower, blow-drying his hair and entering the game.
Only to find out that Bai Zhuo is the only one online in my friend list?!
Mu He pulled Bai Zhuo into the team and asked, "Where are the others?"
Bai Zhuo responded somewhat speechlessly, "Yitong and Fan Shu... I'm afraid they won't be able to play the game today."
Mu He: "Okay, I understand. Are you home already?"
Bai Zhuo: "Yeah, just got home. Where's the great god Xiao Qingkuang?"
Mu He: "Just tell him to Suifeng. He has work now and will come later."
Bai Zhuo: "Oh, what about Luanhua and Shuying?"
Mu He: “I don’t know.”
Mu He responded and rolled his eyes, thinking that this group of people were hopeless - they agreed to complete the mission together, but in the end they all disappeared?
So does he wait for them to come online before completing the tasks, or does he complete them himself first?
Before they could make up their minds, Bai Zhuo asked again, "If we win the challenge, can we directly participate in the professional league? But we're only level 40 now..."
"To be precise, we can skip the preliminaries and directly participate in the quarterfinals." Mu He responded, calculating the time, "We still have a week to level up. If we can complete the quests, the leveling speed will be faster than before. We should try to reach level 50 within six days, leaving one day for the arena."
After listening to Mu He's words, Bai Zhuo suddenly remembered - yes, you can join the arena at level 50. If you can win the first ten games in a row, the experience points you gain will be multiplied several times, and your level-up will be like heaven.
"Let me predict, if everything goes well, we should be able to reach level 55 when the quarterfinals begin." Mu He said, and logged into QQ directly in the game and opened the "A Group of Wolf Destroyers" professional group. @无限好文,尽在Jinjiang文城
Mu He: @All members, let me assign you a task. Before the quarterfinals begins, all members must reach level 55, no matter what method is used.
I received a reply quickly:
Cylinder: Level 55? Is that okay?
Mu He: Oh, you are still alive?
Cylinder: We had dinner too late yesterday, so I’m going to sleep in today.
Mu He: Can’t you get out of bed?
Cylinder: Tsk, stop talking nonsense and get down to business.
Mu He: I've calculated it, and it's possible. Clear quests before level 50, and play in the arena after level 50.
Seeing this, Fan Shu, who had been silently peeping at the screen, couldn't help but:
Qie Shi Tian Xia: Even if we did all of that, a level 55 account fighting against a level 99 person?
Cylinder: Even good skills can't make up for the level gap...
Mu He: Do your best and leave the rest to fate, understand? It’s good to have some ideals and ambitions!
Cylinder: No, brother, do you know the difference between level 55 and level 99?
And kill the world: The opposite priest gave a negative buff and we suffered a lot of casualties.
Mu He puffed up his cheeks, thinking that his teammates were so unlovable.
Why are you so concerned about the level gap? If you get wiped, you get wiped. Even if you know you're going to lose, why not just join in for fun?
Just then, Yan Ziyue, who had just woken up, came online.
Luanhuadianyan: Have you... forgotten one thing?
Luanhua Miyueyan: There are four of us who have large accounts, why don’t we use them to participate in the competition?
Seeing these two messages, Mu He was stunned on the spot.
This is... asking him to play the priest again?
Luanhua Mimiyan: In 2v2, it will definitely be me and Aying, in 1v1, Xiao Qingkuang will go, in 3v3, we will give up, and in 5v5, the four of us will go, just bring a cannon fodder.
The dazzling array of flowers: Isn't it just four against five? Are we afraid?
Flowers and charm: If it's 5v5, use the cylinder, the wizard has more control.
Cylinder: ...I can be cannon fodder =_=
Qieshitianxia: Yeah, I think it's okay. 3v3, just me, Yitong, and Xiaobai, the three cannon fodder.
Shuying: Yes.
Leng Yan Jinmie: Wow, you came up with a solution so quickly, that’s amazing, you’re worthy of being the captain of Rosemary.
Mu He looked at the scrolling message and did not respond for a long time.
This method is not impossible, but...
Mu He sighed and felt that he really had a psychological trauma towards Murong and this account.
Even though he has reconciled with Feng Xiyan, even though Honghuang was criticized by the entire Internet and forced to quit the circle.
Mu He still felt suffocated when he thought about playing the game using Muronghe and this account.
In addition, he did not want to exchange the victory of the league for the sacrifice of his teammates, and did not want any teammate to serve as cannon fodder.
Or let it go - Mu He had just finished typing these words and before he had time to send it, he saw the message sent by Feng Xiyan.
Suifeng: Goodbye. This kind of victory is meaningless.
Suifeng: If four people can win the league championship, is there any need for the remaining three people to exist?
Suifeng: Also, don't underestimate other teams. The Pro League isn't a challenge tournament.
The last sentence was obviously directed at Yan Ziyue.
Yan Ziyue smiled helplessly.
Flowers are dazzling: Big sponsor, I was wrong QAQ
Sparse Shadows: 0.0
Mu He looked at these messages and burst out laughing.
No one expected that these words would come out of Feng Xiyan's mouth, who had been trying to fight five people alone.
And this tone really has the arrogance of Xiao Qingkuang back then...
Mu He was stunned for a moment, and the smile on his face became a little helpless - what was he thinking? Feng Xiyan, just laughed frivolously.
Suifeng: Don’t act cute, it’s useless.
Flowers dazzle the eyes: →_→
Suifeng: And my words don’t count, I have to listen to the captain.
Seeing this, Mu He couldn't help laughing again, and finally after a long silence, he sent another message.
He directly @随风 and sent a heart-shaped emoticon.
Immediately afterwards, Feng Xiyan also @ him and sent an emoticon package of kiss, hug and lift up high.
Flowers dazzle the eyes: ...
Shuying: Showing affection again, goodbye.jpg
Flowers are dazzling: Showing affection again, goodbye.jpg
Just like that, in the next few seconds, this QQ group named "A Group of Wolfs Destroyed" was flooded with emoticons like "Showing affection again, goodbye.jpg".
Mu He couldn't be happier, and couldn't help but poke Feng Xiyan in a private chat:
Mu He: When will you be online? I miss you~
Feng Xiyan: On the way home.
Mu He: Okay, I’ll wait for you~
Mu He: Come to my house tonight?
Seeing this message, Feng Xiyan felt helpless.
This time he knew what Mu He was hinting at. He had thought about it... but he had no experience in this area. He was not sure whether he should find time to supplement his knowledge online first?
Otherwise, wouldn't it be too frustrating for him if the person he finally got left because he was not living a good life?
After much deliberation, Feng Xiyan finally sent this message back:
Feng Xiyan: If you think it won’t interfere with your work and leveling up.
Mu He: ...
Mu He: Forget it, let’s talk about it after the game.
Feng Xiyan: Yeah.
Mu He: By the way, have you helped Fang Cheng find a girlfriend?
Feng Xiyan couldn't help but laugh when he saw this message.
Why did he mention Fang Cheng again? Was he worried that Fang Cheng would snatch her from him?
But it’s time to find Fang Cheng a girlfriend, otherwise if he continues to go back and forth like this, Fang Cheng will end up living alone.
Thinking of this, Feng Xiyan looked up at Fang Cheng who was driving in front of him and said, "Fang Cheng, I will ask my father to introduce you to a girlfriend."
Fangcheng: ???
"No, why?" Fang Cheng was confused. "Just because of what I did this morning... Then don't treat me like this, okay?"
"Who told you I was going to mess with you?" Feng Xiyan was in a good mood, so her tone was relatively relaxed. "If I wanted to mess with you, I would have introduced you to a man."
Fang Cheng: “…”
"Don't worry, father won't treat the Fang family unfairly, so he won't treat you unfairly either." Feng Xiyan said, his lips curled up, and he smiled a little cunningly, "Your girlfriend's status can't be much worse than mine."
Fang Cheng rolled his eyes.
Well, I have to serve one more master from now on.
Is Feng Xiyan asking him to focus because he thinks he has too many thoughts?
Then on the other side, Mu He quickly received a reply from Feng Xiyan.
Feng Xiyan: He will have a girlfriend soon, and she will be too busy to care about me.
Mu He smiled and said: From now on, leave it to me.
Feng Xiyan: Well, I leave it completely to you.
Mu He: mua~