Chapter 54: Unforgettable Past (4)
"What happened? Why did the emperor fall ill as soon as he returned? And..."
Zhao Ziyan wanted to say something but stopped himself, because he knew that such words were too insignificant compared to the health of a king, and not everyone could say them.
"That person has lost her memory now. She has completely lost her memory of him. The emperor feels that he should stay by her side, but he doesn't know when she will recover. He has to choose to return home because he is concerned about national affairs. That is why he suffers mental damage, that is to say, he blames himself. After a long time, he will naturally fall ill. Moreover, he has been hiding his longing for that person in his heart for many years. He originally thought that he could keep her by his side this time, but things don't go as he wishes. Therefore, after many years, even the strongest person will fall ill."
Wang Ye seemed to see what Zhao Ziyin was thinking and told him everything he wanted to know. He also seemed to know that Zhao Ziyin did not want to reveal the other party's name, so he never mentioned Yin Yin's name, right?
"The emperor is a rare wise ruler who has brought many benefits to the country and the people. However, even if he can bring happiness to many people, he cannot easily grasp his own happiness. Although I don't know what's good about that person, I know that the emperor loves her deeply, which shows that she must be someone worthy of the emperor's love. There must be other reasons for not bringing her back this time? Even if it is irresistible, I still hope that she can return to the emperor , because the emperor needs someone who can truly support him and get a place where he can relax occasionally. This is not only for the country and the people, but also for the people of the world, and even more for the emperor himself."
"……yes."
Wang Ye silently agreed with Zhao Ziyan's words. If everything could go so smoothly, then the world would surely usher in true peace soon. But at the same time, Wang Ye also knew that things are unpredictable and everything is destined. It cannot be changed by human power. What is coming will eventually come. He knows very well that Zhao Ziheng has to make a great sacrifice to choose between the country and his beloved, and the pain after the choice will follow. Wang Ye knows that it is he who made Zhao Ziheng make such a difficult choice, so he decided to stay with Zhao Ziheng and assist him in the future, in order to make up for his compensation for prompting Zhao Ziheng to make a difficult choice. Although this alone cannot make up for the current trauma between Zhao Ziheng and Yin Yin, he also wants to atone for what he has done, because two people in love are innocent.
In sleep.
A lakeside holiday park.
"Ajun, you will stay with me forever, right?"
"certainly."
After hearing Li Jun's reply, Wang Shu showed a worried expression?
"What's wrong?"
Wang Shu turned around to face Li Jun, hugged him, and leaned into his arms.
"Shu'er?"
"Although you are always by my side, I always feel that you will suddenly disappear one day. Even though I can lean on your arms and hug you now, I am still very afraid. For me, I can't imagine what I will do without you now."
Li Jun clearly felt Wang Shu's uneasiness. He held her gently with his hands to make her feel real. Perhaps a tight hug would give her more truth, but Li Jun was afraid of hurting her. He has always been so careful to protect and care for her. Isn't that enough?
"You know I don't know how to get along with others, and I don't know how to make you feel less uneasy. Tell me, what should I do? How can I make you feel less uneasy?"
The uneasiness on Wang Shu's face became more obvious in his arms. Maybe it was because Li Jun was always so cautious with her that made her feel uneasy?
"…Dad said that you have to give up being a police officer in order to be with me. Are you really willing?"
Wang Shu was not a fool. She knew very well that Li Jun was loyal to the police and valued this profession. However, would he be willing to give it up for her? Even if he gave up, would he not have any concerns in his heart? Wang Shu's words did shake Li Jun. The police profession was his dream. If he really had to give it up, he certainly would not feel nothing. But it was not just this...
"Shu'er!!"
He held Wang Shu a little harder, perhaps to prove his determination.
"Being a police officer has been my goal for a long time, but after all, the police also exist to protect others. When I find the person I want to protect forever, it will no longer be important to me whether I am a police officer or not. If there is someone who is worth protecting for a lifetime, I will of course only protect her. Having more goals is meaningless. What's important is that after finding the only person I want to protect, I don't have the energy to protect others. If I can't even protect one person, how can I protect more people? Now that I have found you, I will only stay by your side and protect you from now on."
Listening to Li Jun's words, Wang Shu also tightened her grip on him. She didn't know how much of Li Jun's words she should believe, but she hoped they were all true. She believed that her choice was not wrong.
"If one day, when I need you the most, you are not by my side, I will hate you."
"Don't worry, that day won't come."
Li Jun's answer eased Wang Shu's anxiety a little. She left Li Jun's arms and looked up at him affectionately: "Close your eyes."
Li Jun, who was a little slow to react to Wang Shu's words, closed his eyes. Then he felt softness on his lips. He opened his eyes hurriedly and saw Although he was scared, he still enjoyed this feeling. Now that he thinks about it, it seems that Wang Shu has the initiative every time, and Li Jun really seems a little slow on the other side.
