Chapter 51 Bitter Love (1)
Located in Yanshan, southwest of Wangcheng.
Zhou Yan and his group were resting in the mountains.
"Are you tired?"
On the hill, Yinyin stood and looked into the distance, Zhou Yan approached from behind...
"Won't!"
Yinyin turned around slightly and smiled at Zhou Cheng. Yinyin looked fine and free. From her conversation with Zhou Yan, it didn't feel like she was kidnapped. After answering Zhou Yan's question, Yinyin turned around again and faced the distance...
" When I heard that you were willing to go with me, I was really surprised. I thought I was dreaming."
Zhou Yan began to narrate that when he was negotiating with Zhou Cheng in the palace, he had sent his subordinates to meet Yin Yin. Whether they agreed or not, they had to take Yin Yin away. However, what surprised Zhou Yan was that Yin Yin took the initiative. Zhou Yan still couldn't believe this was the truth, which was why the royal city did not fall into chaos.
Yinyin showed no interest in Zhou Yan's narration. She was still looking into the distance, with an infinite melancholy and unhappy look in her eyes. She was just standing there. Although she was right in front of him, Zhou Yan felt that Yinyin was very far away from him, even out of reach? He knew clearly that he was not in Yinyin's eyes at all.
"Yin Yin!"
A bitter and soft call, the tone contained various emotions of calling, including bitterness, sadness, pain, pity... etc., which clearly reflected the confusion in Zhou Yan's heart at the moment.
Even though he knew that Yinyin didn't have him in her eyes, Zhou Yan still suppressed the pain in his heart, took off his cloak, and covered Yinyin with it...
"It's a little chilly in the mountains. You haven't recovered from your illness yet, so please take care of yourself."
Zhou Yan's gentle words lingered in her ears, and his words made Yin Yin's heart palpitate slightly, but even so, her face remained calm and she did not respond.
Suddenly, crystal snowflakes fell from the sky like dandelions...
“It’s snowing!”
Yinyin stretched out her hand to catch a small crystal snowflake, and looked up. Countless snowflakes were dancing and falling slowly. This was the first snow after the beginning of winter, and it seemed to be a little earlier than in previous years...
Zhou Yan just looked up and then moved his gaze back to Yin Yin. For some reason, Yin Yin bathed in the snow made Zhou Yan feel indescribably tempting and yet difficult to approach.
"The falling snow dances all over the sky, the beautiful scenery makes people jealous, I think of my beloved a thousand times, but I don't know who her heart is with!"
A poem full of infinite affection made Yinyin speechless. When she heard Zhou Yan suddenly recite a poem, she turned sideways to look at Zhou Yan. In fact, she had discovered along the way that Zhou Yan felt the same way about her as Zhou Cheng did. That was why Yinyin chose to ignore him. Yinyin knew that in the blank memory she had forgotten, there must be someone she could not forget. Even so, Yinyin still could not remember and would always enter a world of self-reflection unconsciously. However, Zhou Yan had seen through all this...
It is no exaggeration to say that Zhou Yan's poem is a love poem. It expresses his affection for Yin Yin and also tells Yin Yin's thoughts.
"I won't force you, nor do I ask you to give me an immediate answer. I just hope you won't worry alone. You don't need to force yourself to remember the past. The past is the past after all. Being too obsessed with it will inevitably hurt your body . There may be some things I can't tell you, but if you want to know something, I can tell you as long as it can be said. So don't always worry alone. If you have anything, tell me and I can help you, okay?"
Compared to Zhou Cheng, Zhou Yan and he have some similarities, but they feel different. As for Zhou Cheng, Yin Yin once believed in him and still believed in him very much. He often said nice things in her ears, but after she knew some things he had not told her, Yin Yin clearly felt that Zhou Cheng had changed. He always said that he loved her and would give her freedom, but he unknowingly put too many invisible shackles on himself. The reason why she went with Zhou Yan was entirely because she wanted to stay away from Zhou Cheng and the place that made her feel suffocated. She wanted to go out for a walk, maybe this way she could get back her lost memories.
On the way here from the royal city, Yin Yin knew that Zhou Yan cared and protected her in every way, which was very consistent with Zhou Cheng's approach at first glance. After realizing Zhou Yan's affection for her, Yin Yin deliberately kept a distance, at least she could stay away from the "cage" that bound her. She didn't know if Zhou Yan would be like Zhou Cheng, but at least she was now relaxed physically and mentally, and she was much more relaxed than when she was in the palace and the royal city. She didn't feel suffocated, and now she could only take one step at a time.
"Thank you for your concern, but it's not necessary. I can handle my own affairs. I don't need anyone to interfere. If you have rested enough, just keep moving forward."
Quite cold, even cold words came out of Yin Yin's mouth. As she finished speaking, she had passed Zhou Yan and came behind him. Because it was the first time that Zhou Yan felt such a cold side of Yin Yin, even he was stunned. Is this really the Yin Yin he knew before?
Yin Yin stopped a few steps behind Zhou Yan: "Besides, I can't believe you."
After saying this, Yin Yin walked away, towards the crowd, towards Xiuying and Xue Han, leaving Zhou Yan standing there in a daze.
