Chapter 50: The Night Wind Blows and the Sadness of Separation
"Sir, you can't send me off. Hu Zi Niuniu and I are going to the underworld. The land god has also arranged for a car to pick us up at midnight."
Ningxiang's voice was a little choked up, and there was a hint of reluctance in her eyes.
I am no different. Ningxiang might never come back after she leaves. Separated by Yin and Yang. Entering the gate of hell and crossing the Naihe Bridge is a necessary procedure.
Once you enter the gate of hell, the Yin and Yang are separated, and the Naihe Bridge cuts off worldly love. Mengpo soup makes you forget yesterday's events. The road of reincarnation turns and the newcomer leaves.
Going to the underworld is actually going to another world. It is extremely difficult to come back. Even if it is reincarnation, there is no memory of the previous life. Even if we meet, we are strangers.
I was silent. I looked at Ningxiang and then at Mao Xueying.
The lights were still bright. But there was a depressing . I wanted them to stay, but was that possible? Ningxiang was a ghost, and going to the underworld was her best destination. Mao Xueying had a strong background. She was the daughter of Shangyun Group. She and I were from two different worlds. We might never meet again after this departure.
As time passed, the two girls and I seemed to enjoy the silent atmosphere. We stared at each other, revealing reluctance to leave.
Until the sound of brakes was heard outside the door. A rough voice shouted impatiently: "Get on the bus! Get on the bus, this is the last bus, hurry up!"
At this moment, two little ghosts suddenly appeared at the entrance of the basement holding the fish tank and looked at me with strange eyes.
Ningxiang stood up, looked at me with red eyes and said, "Mr. Ni, I'm leaving."
I nodded and said bitterly: "Ningxiang, let me take you out."
Ningxiang did not refuse, but turned around, pushed the door open and left quickly, followed closely by the two little ghosts.
I followed Ningxiang's footsteps and rushed out the door.
Ningxiang stood beside a car. She turned around and said with tears in her eyes: "Mr. Ni, thank you for taking me in. Ningxiang is very happy here."
After saying that, Ningxiang took the two little kids into the car.
The driver suddenly rolled down the window and stuck his head out.
It was a rotten face with only the eyeballs hanging on the dry bones. The upper and lower jaws made a clicking sound while speaking. A pair of eyes looked at me with greed and weirdness: "Do you want to go with me?"
I glanced at the driver calmly. My spiritual power was activated, and a fireball suddenly jumped out of my left hand: "Drive carefully. If I know that they have been wronged, I will definitely make you die."
The driver shuddered, and the car shot out like an arrow.
I stared blankly at the direction where the car disappeared. At that moment, I saw Ningxiang wiping her tears and gently waving at me. My heart suddenly felt very painful.
I turned around silently and went back to the living room.
Mao Xueyin curled up on the sofa, resting his head on the armrest, looking very pitiful. I could even see that Mao Xueying's closed eyes were red, obviously she had been crying.
"Alas, those who are supposed to leave will eventually leave. Why force yourself?" I comforted Mao Xueying while also comforting myself.
"Can you give me that quilt? I'm so cold." Mao Xueying curled up on the sofa and said with a sad look on her face.
I nodded, went into Mao Xueying's bedroom, took a quilt and covered her with it. Just as I was about to get up, Mao Xueying suddenly reached out and hugged my waist.
"Don't go away, I'm scared."
My body suddenly froze. This was the first time in my life that I had such contact with a woman. I turned my head to look at Mao Xueying, who was holding my waist with both hands, closing her eyes, with a smile on her lips, as if she was asleep!
I tried to gently move Mao Xueying's arms away, but she held me tightly.
"No, don't leave. Mommy, don't leave me, I'm scared!"
Uh, I feel petrified. How come I am a grown man, but I am being hugged by a beautiful woman as if she were her mother? What is going on?
Looking at Mao Xueying hugging me and showing the sweetness of a little girl, I suddenly softened my heart. I slowly sat down beside Mao Xueying. Maybe this is also good.
Time passed. The night was long, and the dawn came much later than usual. Looking out the window, it was pitch black. Mao Xueying hugged me tightly. I could feel her soft body. I could smell the faint fragrance emanating from her.
I was in agony. I couldn't deny that I was enjoying this moment. It was because of this strange feeling that I felt a flame burning in my body. Even the spiritual power in my dantian was stirring restlessly.
I simply closed my eyes. Perhaps practicing without distraction could help me calm down a little.
Smelling the intoxicating body fragrance of Mao Xueying, while concentrating on meditation, a strange power seemed to emerge. I fell asleep!
In my dream, I felt myself being held tighter and tighter. My body felt like I was in my mother's arms when I was little. This feeling made me sink and I couldn't extricate myself.
When the sunlight came through the window and mixed with the light from the living room, I opened my eyes. I was the only one on the sofa.
Mao Xueying's body scent still remained on the quilt, but the beauty was no longer there.
There was a letter on the coffee table, probably left by Mao Xueying when she left.
I opened the letter and the beautiful handwriting caught my eye.
Ni Ge,
I'm leaving. It's possible that I'll never come back.
I am very happy these days with you.
This time, the family went back to form a marriage alliance with the Zhu family. This may be the fate and helplessness of people like us. Even our own happiness has to be used as a bargaining chip, which is a kind of sadness.
In fact, I envy you very much. You are free. You don’t need to care about the outside world’s opinions, you don’t need to maintain your own image all the time, you don’t need to consider every word carefully, and you don’t need to worry about all kinds of trivial matters.
If you want to laugh, you can laugh out loud, and no one will criticize you for being rude. If you want to cry, you can cry as you please, and no one will take responsibility and accuse you of being cowardly.
I really want to live in the same world with you. Unfortunately, for you, there is always a gap between you and me. This is a gap that I cannot cross.
What can I leave behind to make you remember me?
Last night was the first time I spent a night with a man in my arms. I left myself to you, maybe this is the only way you will remember me forever.
Will you come to see me? I really hope you can.
I will be engaged at the end of the year. If I am just a passing visitor, then you can forget about me.
Forgetting each other in the world may be the best destination.
Xueying left a note.
After reading this letter, I stood there for a long time. I was naked at this moment. I would not believe that nothing happened last night. I lifted the quilt and saw a touch of bright red, which made me even more crazy.
Why? Why do you have to do this? If you like me, why don't you just tell me directly? What does worldly constraints matter?
Xueying! Xueying! These two words kept popping up in my mind. Ningxiang left, and I felt heartbroken. Mao Xueying left, and she left me in this way. My heart was broken. As a man, I have to admit that I was shocked by Mao Xueying's beauty when I first met her.
In my heart, I always separated Mao Xueying and myself into two different worlds. Until last night, everything was over. Mao Xueying became my woman. But she still left. Only then did I realize that I was actually deeply attached to this woman.
I put on my clothes in a hurry and rushed out without any image.
Apart from the bamboo forest outside the house, there was no trace of the former atmosphere.
I ran forward quickly and took out my phone. The first person that came to my mind was Qian Yunfeng. Taide Group and Shangyun Group obviously have an unclear relationship, although Qian Yunfeng tried to avoid it. But I can still see it.
"Mr. Qian, where is Mao Xueying?" The phone beeped for a long time. Finally it was connected. I couldn't wait to yell.
The other party fell silent. After a while, he spoke: "It's Master Ni! Miss Mao is at the airport for a flight at twelve o'clock."
I hung up the phone carelessly and looked at the time. It was thirteen minutes to twelve o'clock. I rushed to the street of Donghua Village quickly. I saw a taxi driver stopped on the side of the road. The driver seemed to be planning to get off the car to buy some food.
I rushed over without thinking, grabbed the driver's neck, and stuffed him into the car. Then I jumped into the car.
"Big brother! Hero, I have parents and children to take care of! We haven't even opened the shop yet, and I only have this little money. I, I'll give it all to you!"
The driver was confused by me. He looked at my distorted face and took out a handful of change tremblingly.
"Go to the airport, here's the money, hurry up, it must be returned before twelve o'clock." I was in no mood to explain, so I grabbed a handful of hundred-dollar bills from my pocket and threw them on the operating table without even looking at them.
Ah! The driver stared at me blankly . This plot change was a bit unreal and he couldn't understand it for a while.
"Hurry up! I'm in a hurry. I don't think I have enough money!" In a hurry, I reached into my pocket again but found nothing.
"Enough, enough! I promise to make it!" The driver was awakened by my yell. Although the bill on the operating table was a little wrinkled due to my forceful grip, a quick glance showed that there were still about 1,000 or 2,000 yuan. This was a big deal for him, and it was worth it even if it was a violation of the traffic rules.
The taxi roared and honked along the street. The speed increased and soon it entered the fast lane. The speed had reached over 100 miles per hour.
In just seven minutes, five minutes before twelve o'clock, the taxi arrived at the destination.
I jumped out of the car and headed straight for the departure hall.
"Ni Ge is here!" Qian Yunfeng suddenly appeared not far away and waved to me.
I ran over without hesitation.
"Miss Mao is inside, just go in!" Qian Yunfeng winked at me and said before I even arrived.
"Thank you." I nodded, understanding that Qian Yunfeng didn't want to get involved. Being able to tip off here was already the limit.
I pushed open the glass door and rushed in, just in time to see Mao Xueying in a black long skirt and sunglasses walking towards the boarding entrance.
"Xueying!" All the words he had said before were stuck in his throat at this moment. He could only blurt out these two words.
Mao Xueying's body suddenly froze, and she slowly turned around. Her face was as tearful as a pear blossom, beautiful with tears of joy.