If no one can refuse to grow up, then how do we learn to endure the pain of youth transformation?

Yes, Song Jingyan really fell in love with Li Ye.
Song Jingyan confessed to Li Ye very straightforwardly.
Li Ye refused very straightforwardly.
"Why? Am I, Song Jingyan, not worthy of you?" Jingyan's face was full of disbelief. She didn't believe that Li Ye would reject her. She wanted to question the reason for the rejection.
"No reason. If you must ask why, then I'll tell you - I already have someone I like, but I'm sorry, that person is not you." Li Ye was very unhappy when Song Jingyan dragged him to the rooftop of the hospital building.
Li Ye really seems to dislike Jing Yan. He told me last time that he hates girls who act like princesses. He thinks what they need are servants to serve them, not princes who love them.
He said Jingyan was just that kind of person. As the daughter of a wealthy family, she grew up in a different environment and was inevitably a little spoiled, willful, and had all sorts of bad personalities. He really didn't like her.
"Then who is the person you like?" Song Jingyan asked unwillingly.
"I haven't even told the person I like that I like her, why should I tell you who I like?" When Li Ye repeated this to me, I really felt dizzy.
In the end, Song Jingyan's confession failed. But I really admire her courage. She is brave enough to say who she likes. Unlike me, even a secret love failed.
But I know that with Song Jingyan's proud personality, her self-esteem will not let her give up because of a failure. She always wants to get what she wants, no matter what it is.
I suddenly felt a little worried about Li Ye.
Although I was determined to study hard, I would still fall asleep in class due to exhaustion. The teacher knew my situation and didn't blame me too much.
I asked the study committee to copy a copy of the class notes for me every day, but I received the notes every night in the hospital. The nurse at the front desk said it was given to me by a boy. I asked what he looked like, but the nurse said the boy didn't want her to tell me, and also didn't want to tell me his physical features.
I flipped through the notebook and saw neat small characters, and the notes were very detailed and easy to understand. I knew who it was at a glance, and I would never forget such beautiful characters - He Xubei, who else could it be?
I appreciate He Xubei's kindness, but I don't plan to tell him. I don't want to hurt him. In the world of love, I am a coward. I don't even dare to let him know that I like someone .
And now, after the sunshine has gone, I plan to pack up this immature crush and bury it in the corner of my memories.
He Xubei, in the future, will you know that Yi Ping'an, this coward, actually liked you...
Youth is capital, and young bodies heal quickly from injuries.
This is Li Ye. He called me three days after being discharged from the hospital and said he would come to the hospital and asked me to wait for him. I suddenly became nervous: "Aren't you well? Why are you coming to the hospital again? Do you think this is your home?"
Li Ye said he wanted to come visit my father, and he felt embarrassed that he didn’t come to see him when he lived upstairs in the hospital.
I made fun of him for even knowing the word "excuse me", but if I could have foreseen what was going to happen next, I would have stopped him from coming over.