Chapter 49 Just like before,

Qiu Xingci slept all morning and only opened his sour and tired eyes in the afternoon.

Then, he was startled when he thought that today was Monday.

It’s over!

It’s over, it’s over!

"Why didn't you call me..." Before he could finish his words after getting up for class

, Qiu Xingci reflexively covered his throat, feeling extremely dry and painful.

Recalling his painful moans last night, Qiu Xingci angrily glared at Chi Chengye who was sitting on the sofa.

It's all because of this dog man's torment!

The dog man still had a keen eye. Seeing this, he immediately poured a glass of warm water into his cup and came over, holding his shoulders and feeding him water.

"You're thirsty, drink some water and moisten your throat."

The distance between the two of them was getting closer, and Qiu Xingci could smell the nice and faint gardenia scent of soap powder on him.

The smell is very good, different from last night. It seems that I woke up and took a shower secretly.

Qiu Xingci lowered his head, dragged the bottom of the water glass, and drank quietly.

After the glass of water bottomed out, his throat felt better.

Then, Qiu Xingci looked lazily at Chi Chengye and instructed him to work: "Bring me my clothes, I have to go back to school."

Chi Chengye: "Don't be so anxious, I'll let your classmates help you Answered. "

Qiu Xingci guessed that the classmate he was talking about was Wang Zeyu.

Qiu Xingci was immediately relieved when he remembered that there were only two classes in the morning, and he should be able to make up for it by looking back at Wang Zeyu's notes.

As soon as the tense state of mind relaxed, the feeling of physical fatigue came up instantly.

He brought the pillow over, placed it on his chin, and carefully looked at Chi Chengye's "settlement record."

There were red marks on his neck and teeth marks on his chest. Although his face was filled with pride, Qiu Xingci was satisfied when he saw the scratches on his arms.

It seems that his combat effectiveness has not weakened.

As he watched, Qiu Xingci noticed that the clothes on this stinky brother were not very decent.

He was wearing a long, deep V-neck shirt, and a very rare pair of black quarter shorts that flattered his legs.

Qiu Xingci's eyes fell on it, and after a quick glance, he moved away embarrassedly.

After a moment, he muttered, "You're so coquettish."

Chi Chengye's tone contained the laziness of satisfied desire, which was very shameless.

"That's just for show."

After a few seconds, he lowered his voice again and asked with a grin, "Are you satisfied?"

Qiu Xingci rolled his eyes and turned to face the other side.

This movement made my body feel extremely uncomfortable.

Qiu Xingci said coldly: "Not satisfied."

Then he changed the subject and said unceremoniously: "I slept for too long and didn't even eat breakfast. Please help me order a takeaway."

"I've already prepared breakfast. " Qiu Xingci asked uneasily

: "Did you make it?"

Chi Chengye said: "Don't worry, I bought it."

Qiu Xingci breathed a sigh of relief: "Bring some here, let me have a taste."

It’s great to eat dark cuisine.

After saying this, he wanted to sit up.

However, as soon as he moved, he felt a sore and numb pain in his lower back that extended to his tailbone, which made him hiss softly.

Chi Chengye, who was walking out, stopped and looked sideways.

Qiu Xingci glared at Chi Chengye with shame, "Look at the good things you have done, whether they are light or serious, it hurts like hell."

Chi Chengye was no longer in a hurry to go out now. He sat back down on the bed slowly and leaned over. He bowed his head, apologized, and placed his palms on Qiu Xingci's waist, massaging him gently.

"It's my fault." He relaxed his strength very gently and asked gently, "Does this make you feel better?"

"Just do it." Qiu Xingci spread his brows and commanded: "Go further down. A little."

As he spoke, his eyes accidentally fell on the wooden coat rack not far from the end of the bed, and he was furious when he found a tattered yellow skirt on it!

"Try harder. Where did the endless strength from yesterday go?"

Feeling that the strength was getting heavier, he frowned again: "Hey, I asked you to use a little more force, but I didn't ask you to use that much force. "

At this moment, Chi Chengye is like an angry little daughter-in-law, shrinking and never refuting, with an incredible good temper.

Seeing this scene, Qiu Xingci commanded him more confidently.

"Go and bring me my breakfast. If it doesn't taste good, I'll put you in the cold palace."

"Go right now." Chi Chengye curled his lips and first pushed the prepared bed-crossing table over, adjusting it so that Qiu Xing could I found a very comfortable position, and then went to serve breakfast as I was told.

What he prepared for Qiu Xingci were hot crab roe soup dumplings, fried beef dumplings, and a fresh and salty tofu puff sprinkled with pickled, sweet and crunchy carrot cubes and many toppings.

Qiu Xingci felt very appetizing when he smelled the crab roe soup dumplings.

He glanced at Chi Chengye with satisfaction and said, "Not bad, very discerning."

The food suited his taste and tasted very good. Qiu Xingci ate without raising his head and enjoyed it very much.

It wasn't until after breakfast that he held on to his slightly rounded belly, feeling a little embarrassed.

Chi Chengye was so shy about him that he didn't notice and rubbed his belly very naturally.

Drowsily, Qiu Xingci felt a little sleepy again.

Chi Chengye asked: "There are still more than five hours from now to the afternoon. After breakfast later, how about we sleep together?"

Maybe this atmosphere was too comfortable, so Qiu Xingci did not refuse.

Naturally, the two of them slept together wearing the same clothes.

On this day, they had a tacit agreement to keep quiet, and no one mentioned the things they had broken up about. It seemed that the unpleasantness had slipped away with the passing of time.

But while he was resting with his eyes closed, Qiu Xingci did understand that after those years of separation, the estrangement still existed and had not been completely resolved.

Now, they are reconciled in a confused way, and maybe one day they will separate in a confused way again.

But even if he thought of this possibility, he didn't care at this moment. One day at a time, although it was absurd, he was happy at this moment.

In the afternoon, Qiu Xingci went to class wearing Chi Chengye's clothes and covering the marks on his neck.

After being teased by Wang Zeyu and borrowing his notes, Qiu Xingci retreated with confidence.

For a week, Chi Chengye sent messages to communicate with him on time every afternoon. When get out of class was over, he rushed to Qiu Xingci and took him home with him.

On Friday night, Qiu Xingci had a lazy dinner. Taking advantage of the cool night breeze, he suddenly said to Chi Chengye: "Let's go out to play. I want to go for a walk somewhere with better scenery. Relax."

Chi Chengye snapped his fingers and agreed readily: "I know a good place, and I'll take you there with me."

Qiu Xingci didn't know where the good place he mentioned was, and looked at him in the car in confusion. It’s been almost an hour of driving and we haven’t arrived at our destination yet.

He didn't like long-distance car rides, and he was a little sleepy when he stayed there: "How long will it take to get to the place you mentioned?"

Chi Chengye: "It's almost there."

Qiu Xingci put on his sunglasses and closed his eyes to rest.

It was almost dark at this time. Qiu Xingci rarely visited the night market and came here. He was a little curious. He took a look at the navigation and felt that he was almost in Xicheng District.

Looking forward through the car window in front, I felt that there was a mist of light getting closer and closer in front of me. It was hazy. When I got closer, I realized that it was the brilliant lights on both sides of the runway.

As the dusk fell, Qiu Xingci couldn't help but look sideways at the light show and the city's buildings receding outside the car window, and secretly cheered.

This scene is not bad, much more gorgeous than the old lights at their school.

Chi Chengye's car kept moving forward and stopped at a place.

Chi Chengye helped Qiu Xingci unbuckle his seat belt: "Come on down, let's take a walk here."

"I've booked a hotel and will spend one night here and go back tomorrow."

Qiu Xingci had no objection and nodded. , took off his sunglasses and got out of the car.

On the way here, he saw the nearby Haicheng Lake. Now he got out of the car and walked forward. The light penetrated the night and became clearer. Qiu Xingci saw at a glance the halo floating on the water in the distance, ripples layer by layer along with the ripples of the water.

Facing the lake, the evening breeze slowly blew the broken hair on his forehead, and a few naughty strands of hair stood up, making him look a little more ignorant and young.

Chi Chengye looked at him quietly, his eyes sincere and bright. After a moment of pause, he suddenly called out: "Xiao Ci,"

Qiu Xingci followed his voice and looked over, and asked doubtfully: "What's the matter?" ?"

Chi Chengye had nothing to say.

He shook his head and just smiled at Qiu Xingci.

Qiu Xingci: "..."

It's inexplicable.

After walking more than half the way around Amber, Qiu Xingci already had a bunch of grilled bean sausages in his hand.

When Chi Chengye hesitated to speak to Qiu Xingci again, Qiu Xingci couldn't bear it anymore.

"Do you have something to tell me?"

Chi Chengye took a deep breath and looked into Qiu Xingci's eyes: "Ah Ci,"

Qiu Xingci held the barbecue skewers with a calm expression: "Say it. "

Chi Chengye asked: "You still love me now, right?"

Qiu Xingci was a little awkward and didn't know how to answer: "This question is too vulgar, why are you the same as before..."

Chi Chengye was very stubborn: "Don't escape, you just need to answer, yes or no."

"I want to know the answer in your heart."

Qiu Xingci shook his head, and nodded again under Chi Chengye's anxious eyes.

"Actually, I can't tell clearly."

"We are like this now. It's too heavy to say whether we love or not."

After Qiu Xingci said this, he saw that Chi Chengye's eyes were a little red.

His caring expression made Qiu Xingci feel extremely guilty, extremely nervous, and mentally burdened so much that he no longer dared to lie.

"To be honest, I like you."

"But like is like, love is love, they are different. The person I love most now is myself, and for you, I just like... Put it this way, do you understand? "

Chi Chengye stared at Qiu Xingci's eyes, his emotions were aroused by his words, and he smiled slightly.

He has been paying attention to Qiu Xingci and knows about Qiu Xingci's struggles, his move to live alone outside, and his struggles to maintain financial independence.

People's words can deceive, but their actions and instincts can't. Chi Chengye didn't believe Qiu Xingci's words of "no love", so after a moment, he replied: "I understand."

"Brother Ci , It's great that you still love me."

Qiu Xing said silently, "You really know the key points."

Chi Chengye couldn't help laughing, came closer, lowered his head and asked again: "Aci, we are reunited now. Can we continue to be together and spend this life together?"

Qiu Xingci stopped and thought seriously.

In fact, the first question is easy to answer: "We can barely get back together."

As for the second question, it's a bit difficult: "Life is too long, so just seize the day."

In fact, it's not that he doesn't understand. Chi Chengye asked what he just said That question was about testing my feelings and making a long-term commitment.

Qiu Xingci certainly knew what to say to appear sweeter and more affectionate. It was not that he had never told white lies before, but when facing Chi Chengye, he didn't want to say anything against his will.

"I can only promise that I like you at this moment. As for the future...the future, let's talk about it later."

Hearing his words, the expectant light in Chi Chengye's eyes extinguished, and his beautiful big eyelids drooped, and his slender eyes Eyelashes flickered.

Seeing him like this, Qiu Xingci felt a little guilty: "If you are very disappointed, you can also choose not to get back together. You can think about it carefully."

"I have a good temper and value fairness. If you lie to me or I lie to you on the Internet, it's all fine." It’s even. You’re treating me today and I’m in a good mood. I won’t be angry if you regret it.”

After Qiu Xingci said this, he pretended to be relaxed and finished the roasted bean sausage skewers in his hand, and took a few steps forward. , and threw the bamboo stick into the trash can.

After walking a few steps further, Qiu Xingci felt uncomfortable when he found that no one was following him.

He took a deep breath and turned around, only to find Chi Chengye just one step behind him.

When Qiu Xingci turned around, his eyes stared at Qiu Xingci gently.

Chi Chengye said seriously: "I don't regret it."

Qiu Xingci was stunned and looked into his eyes, a little moved.

The next moment, his body instinctively made him take a step forward and move closer to Chi Chengye.

And coincidentally, Chi Chengye also opened his arms and hugged him.

They hugged each other instinctively for a long time, as if they wanted to use their embrace to offset each other's hurt, doubt, sensitivity and fear of loss in this relationship.

Five minutes ago, Qiu Xingci thought there would be no more hugs.

At this moment, this intimate hug told him that their intimacy... had just begun.

Qiu Xingci closed his eyes and seemed to hear the sound of Chi Chengye's heartbeat accompanying his own, vibrating his eardrums.

The hotel's waterbed is very soft and the rocking motion is very rhythmic.

Chi Chengye set the time for a long time and renewed the room fee in advance. On the morning of the third day, Chi Chengye was satisfied and drove Qiu Xingci back.

It was officially the start of work on Monday, and there were many pedestrians along the way. As we approached Qiu Xingci's apartment, the traffic volume became much less.

The shops on both sides are usually crowded and lively, but this morning at six o'clock, the doors were closed and it was not opening time.

The rolling shutter door, which was soaked by the rain, made a dull sound and looked very lethargic.

After two days of crazy intimacy without shame, Qiu Xingci was also very lethargic. The co-pilot, who was leaning in the car with his eyes closed, huddled up and slowly woke up.

The sky was dark, and from time to time you could hear the splashing sound of wheels going over puddles. The wheels in front made a sound, and after a while, the wheels behind them also went over.

He heard the noise but didn't care.

At this moment, the person he likes is beside him, and he has quietly and unknowingly eliminated Qiu Xingci's uneasiness.

It will always clear up after the rain,

and during the time when the rain fell, he was no longer alone.

Qiu Xingci was sure that when he got off the car and had to walk through the muddy road, the people next to him would hold an umbrella and carry him along.

And after the rain has passed and the sky has cleared up, they will tell everyone that they are back to their most intimate state.

This time, they became brave and no longer flinched.

This choice is not to prove their growth, but to prove that they still love and still have the courage to believe in love.

The boy he once was is no longer the boy he was before, but the boy's love has not diminished at all.

Going round and round, just like before.

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