Chapter 473 I will make you happier in the future
Xiu Zi looked at the director, not knowing what he meant by asking this. She initially thought positively, thinking that her boss cared about her, wanted to understand her life, and help her find a boyfriend?
"I wasn't in a relationship when I came to China, and now that I'm here, I have even less time for one." Xiu Zi looked at the director and smiled gently.
"Oh, you are not in love yet? There is no telling when this war will end. Originally, I also believed the saying that the whole of China could be occupied in three months. Now it seems that this was just a beautiful lie. The war may last three years, let alone three months, or even three decades." The head of the agency said, looking at his sleeves.
Xiu Zi was even more confused. Why did the chief say this to her? He was the chief. Wasn't he afraid of shaking the morale of the troops by saying this? She didn't know what the chief meant, and didn't dare to answer casually. She just looked at him.
"Xiu Zi, why are you looking at me like that? I'm speaking the truth and I want you to face reality. Of course, these words cannot be said casually, do you understand?" The head of the agency looked at Xiu Zi with concern.
"I know. Chief, why are you telling me this?" Xiu Zi asked bravely .
"I said, I want you to know that reality is cruel, not as beautiful as you imagined when you came to China," said the director.
"Chief, don't worry, I am ready to serve the Emperor." Xiu Zi said quickly, fearing that the Chief was testing his loyalty to the Emperor.
"I know this, Xiu Zi, but there are some things you should consider. Loyalty to the Emperor is a must, but, but, you should think about it. If you have never experienced love in your life, and have never truly been a woman, do you think it's worth it?" The head of the agency looked at Xiu Zi and smiled.
"Chief, I don't understand what you are saying or what you mean." Xiu Zi looked at the chief and thought, could it be that the chief wants to examine me? I haven't done anything disloyal to the Empire of Japan!
"Xiu Zi, don't misunderstand me. What I meant was that you are ready to serve the Emperor. If that day ever comes, you shouldn't have any regrets."
"Head of the Agency, I have no regrets in serving the Emperor."
"How can there be no regrets? How can a girl not have regrets if she has no experience of love and has not truly experienced what it feels like to be a woman?" The director smiled somewhat ambiguously.
Xiu Zi thought about it and had some idea of what the director was thinking, but she was not sure. She looked at the director, wanting to hear what she was saying.
"Xiu Zi, you should experience the feeling of love and the joy of being a real woman. In this way, even if you are loyal to the emperor, you will have no regrets. In other words, after experiencing all this, you are ready to be loyal to the emperor." said the head of the agency.
"Head, but, I, I don't have a boyfriend..."
"Xiu Zi, I can help you, let you experience what love is, and let you become a real woman. Do you understand what I mean?" The director finally revealed his cards. He believed that the woman under his command would not dare to refuse him. The reason why he told her so much was to make her mentally prepared. He did not want to force her.
Xiu Zi looked at the head of the agency, feeling a little excited and a little scared. She said, "Head of the agency, I'm too ordinary. I don't dare to tell you..."
"Xiu Zi, don't underestimate yourself. Don't let yourself be an incomplete woman for the rest of your life. War is cruel, and we may have to pledge allegiance to the Emperor at any time. In this case, let's prepare to pledge allegiance to the Emperor first! Come, I will teach you how to fall in love. People in love, especially those in their first love, can dance first and relax themselves." The head of the agency started playing music, and a sentimental song floated up.
The head of the agency walked up to Xiu Zi, took her hand and brought her to the middle of the house. Xiu Zi looked at the head of the agency without any reaction.
"Come on, let's dance!" The director held Sleeve's waist, took one of her hands, and started dancing, and Sleeve moved along.
After they danced a few rounds, her sleeves really loosened up. She thought, what the chief said was right. She didn't know when the war would end, and she didn't know when she would be loyal to the emperor. She might as well enjoy life while she could and experience the joy of life!
The head of the agency watched as Xiuzi's body became lighter and lighter. He lowered his head, kissed Xiuzi, and said with a smile, "Can you find the feeling of love?"
"Yes, but I feel like I'm in a dream." Xiu Zi said with a smile.
"It's like a dream but not a dream. This is the best state, Xiu Zi. You will experience the beauty of love and the happiness of being a real woman." said the head of the agency.
"Really?"
"Of course, you have to believe me. Xinzi, love is beautiful. Of course, when you become a real woman, you will also know the beauty and greatness of being a woman. Xinzi, come, kiss me." The director said without twisting his body, but lowered his head, wanting Xiuzi to kiss him actively.
Xiu Zi looked at the handsome and capable man in front of her, and her heart was moved. She put her arms around the director's neck and kissed him.
The music stopped, but another piece of music started playing. It was a duet between the head of the agency and Xiu Zi. Xiu Zi was feeling the joy of being a real woman, and she was expressing her happiness through the music.
The chief finally stopped playing with Xiu Zi. He looked at Xiu Zi lying beside him and found that her skin was still very delicate. Thinking about the passion just now, he thought, making love with Xiu Zi was much more wonderful than making love with Meidao Kawako. He found a balance in his heart. He said to himself, Meidao Kawako, who do you think you are? Xiu Zi is much more attractive than you. Colonel Muto, do you think only beautiful women can give men the greatest happiness? You are wrong. Meidao Kawako was the one I used and then let you hold her. Are you sure that Li Lexuan has never lain in the arms of another man? A beautiful woman is not necessarily a woman who is sincere to you, let alone your first woman.
The director knew that he was Xiu's first man, and he felt extremely satisfied. He looked at Xiu and smiled and said, "Dear, how does it feel?"
"Very good, Chief, thank you for making me a real woman." Xiu Zi knew of course that she was not the chief's first woman. She knew that Mishima Kawako was his first love, but she didn't know why the chief broke up with Mishima Kawako. She wanted to ask, but she held back. She knew that sometimes asking too many questions would make a man dislike her, not to mention that he was her superior.
Xiu Zi had heard that a woman's first time would be a little painful, but she herself did not feel any pain. She thought that this question was not sensitive and it was about her own affairs, so there was no harm in asking.
"It's good that you feel good. I will make you feel even better in the future," said the director.
"Chief, I want to ask you a question, can I?" Xiu Zi looked at the chief, blinked, and looked gentle and lovely.
She looked really cute like this. The director thought of a saying: beauty is not necessarily cute, but cuteness can make a woman beautiful. He found that the woman around him had indeed become beautiful.
"Ask, what's there not to ask? We just became one." The head of the agency joked.
"I heard that a woman's first time is a little painful, why didn't I feel it?" Xiu Zi smiled and looked at the director.
"Xiu Zi, because I care about you, I didn't hit you directly, okay?" said the head of the agency.
"Is that so!" Xiu Zi knew the reason from his words. The director's love for her might not be true, but it was true that he did not directly confront her. In other words, because he was not the first one with her, he had experience, which allowed her to avoid the pain that others said and still be happy. She could only be happy.
However, Xiu Zi thought that she still lacked a kind of understanding. Of course, she did not say this thought, and she knew that she could not say it.
"Thank you for your love for me, Chief. I feel really comfortable. You are right. I will have no regrets if I continue to serve the Emperor loyally in the future." The hand on the sleeve moved on the Chief's chest.
"You are very cute. Xiu Zi, do you know what a cute woman looks like?" The director was in high spirits and felt proud.
"I have no idea."
"Sleeve, I think you're much cuter than Mishima Kawako. You're just adorable the way you are right now."
"Why? Chief, I know I'm not as beautiful as Mishima Kawako, nor as capable as her. Why do you say I'm cuter than her?" Xiu Zi no longer had any guard against the chief, and she spoke more casually.
"Mishima Kawako thinks she is unlovable because she is capable. She does not worship men, which makes men feel no pride. Then men will find her unlovable. There is a classic saying about love in China." The director smiled and looked at his sleeves. He hadn't been so happy for a long time.
"Chief, you know so much. Tell me, what is it?" Xiu Zi pretended to admire the Chief even more. She was actually quite clever.
"When a person truly falls in love with someone, they become silly in front of the person they love. Xiuzi, you're in love. You look a little silly in front of me. That's what the Chinese say, silly but cute, you know?" The head of the agency smiled and pinched Xiuzi's chest. "You're so elastic."
"Chief , you are so bad. You didn't even say anything when you pinched me." Xiu Zi smiled and twisted his body.
The director laughed heartily. He thought, women are born to be charming. They have learned how to make men happy with their sleeves in no time.
"Head, you're smiling so happily."
"How can I not be happy? Of course I'm happy to have a lovely woman like you lying next to me." What the director said was true. He was indeed very happy that night.
Xiu Zi was also very happy that night. She quickly went from being in love to being a real woman. She had two breakthroughs in her life in this short period of time.
"As long as you are happy, I will make you happier in the future." Xiu Zi looked at the director gently and buried her head in his chest.
