Chapter 419 I accidentally violated your taboo again
Que Dongjin thought of Li Jianwei and Mishima Kawako, but he reminded himself in his heart not to think too much. How could such a thing happen?
"What are you thinking about?" Li Lexuan looked at Que Dongjin and felt that his mind seemed to be wandering.
"I'm thinking about Li Jianwei."
"The dead cannot be resurrected , so don't think about it and don't torture yourself," said Li Lexuan.
"I was thinking about him and Mishima Kawako."
"What did you say? Is he really related to that Mishima Kawako?"
"Yes. But he is not a traitor. Maybe Mishima Kawako really loves Li Jianwei. Do you think a Japanese girl would truly love Li Jianwei?" Que Dongjin looked at Li Lexuan.
"I don't know, I'm not Mishima Kawako." said Li Lexuan.
Que Dongjin smiled and said, "That's right, you're not a Japanese girl, how do you know what they're thinking?"
"You are a Chinese man, tell me, has Li Jianwei ever fallen in love with Meidao Kawako?" Li Lexuan looked at Que Dongjin, as if wanting to know the answer.
"I think he definitely didn't fall in love with her at the beginning. Meidao Kawako was a spy and Li Jianwei knew her purpose. Later, if Meidao Kawako really fell in love with Li Jianwei, it is unknown how Li Jianwei would react. However, it is certain that Li Jianwei would not love a spy wholeheartedly. After all, he is patriotic, and Meidao Kawako was an invader. Don't you think so?" Que Dongjin looked at Li Lexuan with a smile.
"That's what you said!" said Li Lexuan.
"Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. Anyway, you are not a Japanese girl, and I am not a Jap devil. We are both Chinese, and this problem does not exist." Que Dongjin held Li Lexuan's hand.
"Yes, we don't have this problem, so there is no need to worry about it," said Li Lexuan.
"Le Xuan, are you interested in classical literature?" Que Dongjin asked suddenly.
"I can't say I'm interested, but I do know a little about it." Li Lexuan smiled.
"Oh, classical literature is our national treasure, we should learn about it," said Que Dongjin.
"How do you know something about classical literature? Aren't you an orphan and live with beggars?" Li Lexuan looked at Que Dongjin curiously. She felt that Que Dongjin was indeed a mystery. Not only did he know a treasure map, but there were also many mysteries that she could not solve.
"This has nothing to do with beggars. I didn't stay in the beggar group for long. In fact, I learned to read when I was a child. My mother taught me. Forget it, I won't talk about it. The past is too hard to recall." Que Dongjin said.
"Okay, I won't tell you." Li Lexuan thought to herself, what does it mean that Que Dongjin's past is unbearable to look back on? His story must be very complicated!
"The moonlight is so nice today. Look, the mountains are even more beautiful under the moonlight." said Que Dongjin.
"The situation is determined by the mind. You are in a good mood."
"Yes, I feel much better when I'm with you." Que Dongjin thought of Li Jianwei. Although he was still a little sad, he still followed Li Lexuan's words. He really wanted to understand Li Lexuan thoroughly.
"Let's go, let's sit on the grass for a while. I really want to sit on the soft grass, lean on your shoulder, and look at the stars." Li Lexuan's voice was very soft.
Ever since he expressed his feelings to Li Lexuan, Que Dongjin found that Li Lexuan seemed to have become a different person. Can love really change a person? Que Dongjin asked himself.
The two walked to the grass next to the woods. Li Lexuan sat down, and Que Dongjin sat down beside her. Li Lexuan leaned her head on Que Dongjin's shoulder.
Li Lexuan didn't look like someone who had just started dating Que Dongjin today. Instead, she looked like a couple in love. She had no restraint at all and leaned on his shoulder very naturally.
Que Dongjin felt the friction of Li Lexuan's hair, and his heart began to itch again. Li Lexuan looked at the stars in the sky and said, "Dongjin, it's actually good to be a cloud, floating freely. The sky is so big."
"Clouds do not float freely, they are controlled by the wind. In fact, there is no absolute freedom, whether it is living or non-living," said Que Dongjin.
"Your words are very philosophical, but people always yearn for freedom, absolute freedom," said Li Lexuan.
"It is okay for human freedom as long as it does not harm the interests of others. But if it harms the interests of others, or infringes upon the interests of others, then one is building one's freedom on the suffering of others, which is immoral and should be condemned. For example, the actions of the Japanese devils will be condemned by people all over the world." Que Dongjin said.
"Dongjin, why are you telling me this again? I told you that I don't want to hear that word when I'm alone with you," said Li Lexuan.
"I'm sorry, I accidentally violated your taboo again. You see, it's not easy to be free." Que Dongjin said with a smile.
"When you say that, it seems like I have deprived you of your freedom of speech and I have become the one who restricts your freedom. Forget it, just say it, I won't care about it in the future. Even if I hate the Japs, I don't have to hate them like this, right?" Li Lexuan looked at Que Dongjin and smiled.
Que Dongjin also smiled and said nothing more.
Seeing that Que Dongjin didn't say anything, Li Lexuan stopped talking too and looked at the stars quietly. Her mind began to imagine freely.
The breeze blew by, and the place became quiet. Under the moonlight, the two of them looked like a pair of lovers who had a tacit understanding. In fact, both of them were thinking about their own things.
Que Dongjin was thinking about Li Lexuan's two actions today, her taboo on the word "devils", and the questions she asked him about Li Jianwei and Mishima Kawako.
Li Lexuan thought about the change in Que Dongjin's expression and what he just said. She didn't know whether Que Dongjin said it on purpose or just casually. She thought about the conversation with several female team members again. She thought to herself, this is really weird!
The two of them stayed in silence for a while, both of them were a little confused. Que Dongjin didn't want to think about it anymore. He stroked Li Lexuan's hair and said softly: "Lexuan, does it feel good to look at the stars like this?"
"Very good. Dongjin, with you by my side, everything I do feels wonderful."
"Really?"
"Really. Dongjin, I want to kiss you." Li Lexuan turned her head and looked at Que Dongjin.
"I want to kiss you, too." Que Dongjin said as he moved closer and kissed Li Lexuan. They both closed their eyes at the same time.
The two of them just kissed for a while and didn't go any further. Que Dongjin didn't take the next step, and Li Lexuan didn't continue to seduce him.
"Okay, we're a little tired today, let's go back." Que Dongjin pushed Li Liaoxuan's head away, stood up and said.
"Let's go back and rest." Li Lexuan also stood up.
The two chatted about irrelevant things, returned to the village, and then parted ways and went back to their rooms.
Que Dongjin was lying on the bed, always feeling that something was wrong with Li Lexuan. He didn't know if Li Lexuan had any other purpose when she said she loved him.
In fact , Li Lexuan really fell in love with Que Dongjin. She was lying on the bed thinking about kissing Que Dongjin, and she felt sweet in her heart. However, she was a little scared. She was afraid that such happiness would come and go quickly.
Li Lexuan recalled what Que Dongjin said about the past being too painful to look back on, and she felt a little pain in her heart. She thought, isn't it the same for me? She thought of her childhood.
Li Lexuan is not actually Chinese, she is Japanese. She was born in a poor family in Japan. When she was eleven years old, in order to make a living, she joined a Japanese spy organization. She began to learn about espionage, including various arduous training.
After Japan launched the war of aggression against China, she was assigned to China. In order to infiltrate the Chinese anti-Japanese organization, her boss Wei found a good role for her. At that time, a Japanese bomb killed a family of three. The boss saw that the woman who was killed was about her age, so she replaced the girl with her and let her wander the streets, waiting for the opportunity.
The opportunity finally came, and she was recruited into a secret organization, which was the training camp she went to later. She was an orphan whose parents were killed in a bombing. Because the family of three who died in the bombing had been technically treated by the Japanese, she successfully infiltrated the underground organization. However, she only had a single line of contact with her superiors, and she had been dormant for such a long time.
Li Lexuan's original name was Qing Meiliko. She knew that the reason why she was not used as a chess piece last time was not because there was no way to contact her, but to allow her to play a better role in the future and complete a very important task.
Qing Meiliko, Li Lexuan's guess was wrong. In the eyes of her superiors, she was an excellent Japanese agent. She didn't have to be dispatched for every little thing. The deeper she hid, the greater her role would be in the future.
When Li Lexuan thought of this, she felt a little conflicted. She didn't know how she had unknowingly fallen in love with Que Dongjin, a Chinese man.
Because Li Lexuan was educated in militarism when she was in her teens, she always believed that those who fought against Japanese imperialism were a noble nation, and that the Chinese, or the Chinamen, were just an inferior race. However, she fell in love with a man of an inferior race, and she was unable to extricate herself from his love.
Li Lexuan felt pained when she thought about this. She wanted to struggle, but she knew that she could not betray the emperor. She had to be loyal to the emperor, even if it meant her death. However, she loved the Chinese people deeply. Sometimes she thought, if there had been no war, she could have lived a peaceful life with Que Dongjin. How nice it would have been.
Li Lexuan sometimes fantasized that she and Que Dongjin escaped to a place where no one knew them and lived a primitive life with the man farming and the woman weaving. They were happy savages, simple, without any purpose, but with deep love.
When Li Lexuan's thoughts were in a mess, she always used counting to numb herself. She knew that it would be even harder for her to fall asleep . She also vaguely realized that Que Dongjin seemed to be a little suspicious of her. She thought that Que Dongjin was too meticulous and she would reveal his flaws if she was not careful.
Don't think about it, go to sleep, and leave it to fate! Li Lexuan sighed in her heart and forced herself not to think about those annoying things no matter what.
