Chapter 41 Wanwan, I feel so bad.

Ye Wanwan has been a god for hundreds of years and has written countless stories of love, hate and hatred, but she has never tasted the true love of the world. In her eyes, the love of parents, the friendship of close friends and the obsession of lovers are just rafts for gods to cross the calamity.

But when she really walked in the mortal world and really felt the love of her parents and the friendship of her friends, her long-empty heart seemed to be filled.

When there was really someone who called her his wife, Ye Wanwan actually had a strange feeling - a sense of belonging. After

Yun Ting was dismissed by Qi Youan, he was the only one who personally pushed the girl who pretended to be sleepy in the wheelchair. The girl's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she realized that she did not return to the bedroom, so she turned back to the direction of the Qinzheng Palace, and the fragrance of ink filled the room.

It really deserves to be the emperor's study, Ye Wanwan thought. The Diligent Administration Hall was grand and imposing, with golden books piled up. The books in the center were piled high with memorials, which showed that the new emperor was very busy.

Just as Ye Wanwan was looking around and admiring the hall, she suddenly felt a tightness in her arms, and was lifted up and fell into the man's arms. "Ayou!" She exclaimed and climbed on the other's neck.

Qi Youan bent down and sniffed her neck and smiled, "Wanwan is still so fragrant." After saying that, he actually held her and sat down on the dragon table, holding her in his arms.

Years of wind and frost had worn away the childishness between the eyebrows of the young emperor. At this moment, the dark dragon robe was full of awe-inspiring majesty. Ye Wanwan was tightly caged in his arms and could not break free.

"Accompany me to review the memorials." The emperor rested his chin on her thin shoulders, and the ink pen drew on the memorials like flying. He really didn't want to be separated from Wanwan for a moment. When he woke up in the morning, he saw the charming figure of the girl in his arms sleeping like a crabapple in spring, and he actually had the idea of taking her to the morning court.

"Wanwan, can you recognize the characters on the memorial?" Although Ye Wanwan was from Qi country, she had studied hard day and night and could read Rong characters fluently. How could she not understand?

But Qi Youan was at a loss about this. His simple question had a deep meaning in Ye Wanwan's eyes: Why did he suddenly ask this question? Is he afraid that I would reveal the secrets of the court?

The girl turned her eyes and shook her head with her innocent big eyes.

Qi Youan showed an expression of "not unexpected", smiled, took her slender jade hand and wrapped it in his palm, and the ink pen flowed between their fingers: "I will teach you."

Ye Wanwan sat obediently in his arms and followed the movement of his fingers. Qi Youan had a naughty idea in his heart. She suddenly took the girl's pearly earlobe and nibbled it lightly. Ye Wanwan frowned in pain, and when she looked back, her almond eyes were wide open, like a kitten with its fur standing on end.

The emperor smiled happily when he saw this scene, and rubbed her cheek with the tip of his nose, narrowing his eyes and said, "Why don't you kiss me?"

The girl understood his intention, hesitated for a moment, clutching her sleeves, and was in a dilemma. Finally, she closed her eyes and moved closer to the person on the back of the dragon-patterned chair.

At this moment, Ye Wanwan's body was tense, and the emperor's clear fragrance became stronger in her nostrils. She was so obedient to Qi Youan because he was the emperor now, Ye Wanwan thought. The

girl slowly moved closer to the man in the imperial robe, and finally closed her eyes and her cherry lips touched his cheek like a dragonfly touching water.

"Not enough." The emperor's Adam's apple rolled, but the force with which he grasped her wrist revealed his thoughts. The lustful eyes and the reaction from below indicated that he was extremely excited. This was the first time that his Wanwan took the initiative to get close to him, but the human heart is greedy like wildfire, and once it gets a little rain, it wants more.

Ye Wanwan was restrained by his waist and could not move. She glanced at the emperor's rosy thin lips and hurriedly turned her head away. She understood Qi Youan's intention, but she didn't want to do it, or she was ashamed to do it.

Qi Youan saw that the woman sitting on his legs was groping for the corner of the clothes on his knees and was very embarrassed. He endured the heat under his body and said calmly: "Forget it."

Just when he was about to say something else, he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart. The veins on his forehead bulged, and his five fingers grasped the front of the dragon robe into hideous wrinkles. He was so painful that he fell back on the dragon chair and gasped.

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing that he was pale, Ye Wanwan hurriedly touched his forehead with cold sweat and asked with concern.

"It's okay." The emperor tried to force a smile, and his nails had pinched into his palm. When she was about to ask someone to send her back, she was held down by Roudi's sleeve.

"I won't leave! What happened to you?" Ye Wanwan was very emotional. She knew that she had not written that the boy had a congenital disease. Now she must find out the reason for his appearance.

Qi Youan could no longer hold on and trembled as he took out the white medicine bottle from his arms, poured out the pills and swallowed them into his mouth. He gradually calmed down his mind amidst his rapid breathing.

Ye Wanwan's eyes were filled with heartache. She rolled up her sleeves and gently wiped the cold sweat from the emperor's forehead, and asked softly, "Can you tell me, what's wrong with you?"

The person Qi Youan least wanted to see in this state was questioning him. The young man lowered his head and thought for a moment, then raised his head and smiled, "Wanwan also knows that I have been struggling in the black market of Rongguo for many years. I have been living worse than pigs and dogs all day long, so naturally I have some problems. I often feel unbearable chest pain, but it's not a big problem."

The emperor's relaxed words were obviously not enough to convince Ye Wanwan. She asked tentatively, "Really?"

The emperor's majesty was unquestionable, but now in front of Ye Wanwan was not the king of Qiguo but Ergou, who used to accompany her day and night in the Prime Minister's Mansion.

"Really." Qi Youan took a breath and replied calmly.

...

Ye Wanwan felt uneasy. The destiny set in the book of tribulations was like a wild horse that had broken free from its reins, gradually going astray. She has always been in charge of other people's love affairs, but now she can't even control her own destiny, and she can't help but feel panic.

"What are you thinking about, Wanwan?" Unexpectedly, she was picked up by a force, and then her lips were hot, and the breath of the emperor was overwhelming. Qi Youan's kiss was wet, hot and lingering, and his palm was restless. He probed into her pajamas, stroked the sides of her legs, and gradually moved deeper.

Although Ye Wanwan's legs were still numb, she could clearly feel the burning touch.

"Wait... wait a minute." Her voice trembled slightly, as if she was angry and coquettish, and her fingertips pressed against his wrist, but she was powerless to resist. This posture, in the eyes of the emperor, became a teasing that was reluctant to resist.

The girl's pushing force was very small, and Qi Youan couldn't help but hold her legs more tightly.

"Wanwan, I feel so uncomfortable." The emperor's hoarse and magnetic voice drilled into the girl's ears like a snake, making her face flush.

Qi Youan narrowed his eyes with strong desire. Seeing the shy expression of the person in his arms, he felt even more hot and unbearable. Unfortunately, Wanwan's legs were inconvenient now, otherwise...

"Wanwan, can you help me?" Qi Youan whispered in her ear with their noses facing each other.

As he said that, he pulled the girl's hand towards him. Feeling the scorching heat, Ye Wanwan quickly withdrew her hand.

But the next second, the emperor put her on the bed and arched into her arms, saying coquettishly: "Wanwan, I really feel uncomfortable."

For some reason, Ye Wanwan's body became even hotter after hearing the emperor's coquettishness, and she didn't feel disgusted. So she followed Qi Youan's actions.

At this moment, she felt a mess in her mind, unable to think of anything, and her whole body was about to melt.

But the man on her body refused to let her have her way, and pulled Ye Wanwan's hand away and kissed her again.

After a long time, the man on her body finally stopped moving, and he smiled with satisfaction: "Wanwan is so good."

"Shut up." Ye Wanwan whispered, she was so embarrassed that she wanted to crawl into the ground.

Qi Youan laughed heartily, and kissed her rosy cheeks lovingly. Ye Wanwan was already charming, and now her flushed face hooked his heart like a vixen.

Qi Youan had never felt summer so hot, he quickly took off his clothes and threw them on the ground, revealing his strong body.

Ye Wanwan then noticed the burn mark she had left on his chest, which was forever branded on his chest like a rose.

The girl thought of all the bad things she had been forced to do to him before, and turned her head away guiltily.

The emperor felt her gaze, looked down at the mark he admired every day, held the girl's hand and stroked the dark red mark, saying: "This is the exclusive mark that Wanwan gave me."

He used to feel extremely humiliated when he saw this mark, but gradually he felt that he was inseparable from this mark, and the more he looked at it, the more he liked it.

The emperor had loose black hair and sharp eyes. He licked the corner of his bright red lips and said: "Whenever I think of Wanwan, I will stroke this mark, and it feels like Wanwan is staying with me." Qi Youan's eyes were filled with deep obsession.

Ye Wanwan was so shy that she didn't know what to do. Suddenly, she thought of the boy she had seen during the day, and hurriedly changed the subject: "I met a boy named Yu Shiyuan today. He seems to be the son of the late emperor. But I heard before that the late emperor had no children?"

Qi Youan's eyes darkened when he heard this. He held her and leaned on the embroidered pillow, and slowly told her the reason.

It turned out that Yu Shiyuan's mother was just a singing girl in the palace. One day, she took advantage of the late emperor's drunkenness to secretly receive the rain and dew. The late emperor didn't care much at first, but she was pregnant with his flesh and blood.

The singing girl thought she could change her fate and fly to the branches to become a phoenix, so she secretly gave birth to a boy.

Unexpectedly, the late emperor was not happy about the news, but was furious. He imprisoned the mother and son in the side hall of the cold palace and only provided them with coarse meals every day.

When Qi Youan ascended the throne, he discovered their existence. The singing girl had already turned into rotten bones, and only the skinny child was left, curled up in the corner and chewing hard steamed buns.

Although Qi Youan hated the late emperor, when he saw Yu Shiyuan, he seemed to see his former self. He was moved with sympathy and settled him down.

Ye Wanwan felt cold in her heart after hearing this. She did not expect Yu Shiyuan's life to be so miserable. Her eyes were moist.

"I just asked him to have dinner with me today, but he can't even use chopsticks. If I hadn't fed him one bite at a time, he would have to eat with his hands." She frowned and sighed.

"You have never fed me..." Qi Youan said aggrievedly.

Ye Wanwan did not expect the emperor to care about this and to be angry with the child. She was speechless for a moment. Then, as if she had made some kind of resolution, she said in a firm tone: "Please ask Ah You to teach him poetry, books and etiquette. We can't let him be wild and unruly."

Qi Youan sighed helplessly and said, "Wanwan really wronged me. I sent a teacher to teach him a long time ago, but he was like a wild beast and refused to be disciplined. Everyone who approached him was hurt by him, so no one dared to get close to him."

The girl tilted her head in confusion. It was obvious that the Yu Shiyuan she saw was very well-behaved and cute, without any hostility.

"Then let me teach him!" Ye Wanwan sat up and made up her mind. There was nothing to do in the deep palace, so it was just right to kill the boring days.

Seeing her excited look, Qi Youan couldn't help but laugh and said, "Then I'll have to trouble Master Ye."

The next day, Yu Shimo was taken to the Qingming Palace near the emperor's bedroom. At first, he was still trembling with fear, but when he saw Ye Wanwan's figure, he immediately smiled and ran forward, timidly grabbing her sleeve.

Ye Wanwan couldn't help but smile at this cute look, stretched out her hand to tidy up his messy clothes, and said gently: "From now on, I will teach you the rules and teach you how to read and write, okay?"

Yu Shimo nodded obediently, looking at her with his dark eyes shining.

Ye Wanwan thought that teaching was difficult, and had made sufficient preparations. Unexpectedly, this child is very talented, memorizes everything he sees, and can draw inferences from one example. He can master it by heart after only one teaching.

He is worthy of being an emperor. Ye Wanwan secretly admired.

...

Although the rumors subsided for a while after punishing those gossiping palace servants last time, they immediately erupted like a suppressed volcano, and the rumors were more vigorous than before.

The versions that were circulated became more and more outrageous. Seeing that Ye Wanwan couldn't restrain herself, she thought of simply turning a deaf ear to it and letting it blow like the wind, and then it would naturally disappear.

But Qi Youan couldn't stand others pointing fingers at his wife. Whenever he saw a palace maid spreading rumors, he would beat her to death immediately.

After this move, the rumors in the palace were stopped, but more and more people in the court were eager to try. They gave Ye Wanwan a nickname - the evil concubine who brought disaster to the country.

"The evil concubine who brought disaster to the country? It's really a common name in storybooks." Ye Wanwan was lying on the pavilion feeding the carp that were tumbling and active in the golden pond. He didn't feel angry when he heard from Yun Ting that the outside world called him that. Instead, he felt a little funny.

"Do those ministers want to advise His Majesty to execute me to rectify the government?" Ye Wanwan straightened up and asked calmly.

"That's not the case. His Majesty loves the queen and punished all those who spread rumors. They dare not say anything excessive." Yun Ting said.

But the truth is, the harsher Qi Youan's punishment, the more rampant the rumors became, and one day they exploded -

dozens of ministers jointly petitioned to abolish the queen. Qi Youan was usually calm, but seeing these aggressive words, he threw them to the ground.

He had just ascended the throne for less than half a year, and his foundation was unstable, so he could do nothing about these dozens of ministers. Qi Youan originally thought that as long as he could become the emperor, he could protect the people he wanted to protect, but in the end he found that he could not protect himself.