Chapter 4: Wish
What I will give you is the most sincere, heartfelt and incomparable wish in this world, just like what I said back then. I just hope that you can be happy and blessed forever, and I just want to watch you quietly in the corner.
In the back mountain of Xuansheng College.
The gardenias bloomed all over the mountain in this summer, and the fresh and subtle fragrance permeated every corner of Xuansheng College. The lush gardenia trees and the largest "wishing tree" on the top of the mountain with countless light pink ribbons floating on it became the most beautiful fairyland in summer.
Student Union Office.
"Xia Ying, the gardenias seem particularly beautiful today..."
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"Xia Ying, why did you stop me from competing with Ji Xingyan that afternoon..."
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"Xia Ying?" Bai Xichen began to frown and looked at Yin Xia Ying who had been looking at the back mountain. She looked very calmly, as if all she had to do now was to look at the back mountain.
"Xia Ying? Xia Ying?" He called her name again and again.
Xia Ying turned around and laughed: "What's the matter, Senior Xichen?"
Suddenly——
With a "bang", a huge bang fell on the top of the head.
"Senior, it hurts!" Xia Ying rubbed her head, "Senior Xichen, don't be angry." She stuck out her tongue mischievously again.
Bai Xichen smiled helplessly: "Let me ask you, why didn't you let me compete with Ji Xingyan in the match that day?"
Why……
She is worried about Ji Xingyan...
His body wouldn't allow him to do this...
Xia Ying raised her face and said, "Because you were very tired after playing basketball that day, and Ji Xingyan looked very powerful. If you compare them, wouldn't you definitely lose, Xichen?"
"How do you know I will definitely lose?" Bai Xichen crossed his arms and looked at Xia Ying with amusement.
"Well..." Xia Ying was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to answer for a moment. "I know Senior Xichen is very good, but you were obviously very tired that day. How could you compete with him? Even if Senior didn't lose, his physical strength must not be that good, right?"
Bai Xichen was suddenly stunned, and the smile froze on the corner of his mouth. He walked closer to Xia Ying, held her shoulders, and asked softly: "Xia Ying, are you concerned about me?"
…
"Xia Ying, are you concerned about me?" Seeing that she didn't answer, Bai Xichen asked again.
"Senior..." Xia Ying lowered her head and didn't look at him, "Of course I care about you..." She smiled awkwardly, her little face slightly , her black hair hanging down, making it impossible to see the expression on her face.
Bai Xichen smiled, his face full of unconcealed joy and happiness. Xia Ying's kindness, Xia Ying's attentiveness, Xia Ying's beauty... At this moment, Bai Xichen felt that she was so beautiful. He couldn't help but want to hide her from anyone.
"Senior, is this semester's school celebration about to start?"
"Yes, it's next Wednesday." Bai Xichen replied, "The anniversary of Xuansheng College is a very sacred event, and this year, there will be a special event."
When Xia Ying heard about the special event, her curiosity was aroused again: "Special event? What special event? How come I don't know about it?"
Seeing her cute appearance, Bai Xichen touched her little head lovingly and smiled: "It's the Xuansheng Princess and Xuansheng Prince selection event held every two years at Xuansheng Academy."
"Princess and Prince?" Xia Ying began to bite her fingers unconsciously.
"Yes."
"How is the selection process going to be? What kind of rewards are there?" Xia Ying smiled secretly. This was what she was most concerned about.
"Vote." Bai Xichen snapped his fingers and ruffled Xia Ying's black hair. "Starting tomorrow, the school will give each student two exclusive voting slips, one blue and one red. Write the name of the boy or girl you support on each slip, and then put them in two boxes prepared by the Student Union. On the day of the school anniversary, the Student Union will announce the ballots, and the girl and boy with the most votes will be the Princess and Prince of Xuansheng respectively!"
Xia Ying suddenly realized.
"And the reward is that Princess and Prince can go to the mysterious gardenia forest behind Xuansheng College and make a wish. Tie your wish to the largest gardenia tree on the top of the mountain, and that wish will definitely come true."
Xia Ying listened carefully, her eyes full of sparkling colors. Can she go to the Gardenia Forest to make a wish? Will the wish come true? If she could, she wanted to make this wish to him. She wanted him to live a healthy and happy life.
"Xia Ying?" He seemed to see through her thoughts. Bai Xichen leaned against the table, crossed his arms and smiled, "Xia Ying, if you want to be a Princess, I can make your wish come true!"
“Senior…”
"Xia Ying, the Xuansheng Princess, it has to be you." He whispered, with incomparable affection in his smile.
Bai Xichen promised that as long as she wanted, he would do it.
Lunch break at noon.
First-year Class A was packed with girls, as if all the girls in Xuansheng College were in this classroom. Starting from Xia Ying's seat, there were three layers inside and three layers outside, all the way to the Class A corridor.
"Xia Ying, the Princess selection event is about to begin, and the student union members will serve as statisticians. Xia Ying, you will help me, right..."
"Xia Ying, Xia Ying, Senior has always been very nice to you, right? I'll leave the selection to you this time..."
"Xia Ying, you have to know that the last Prince was Bai Xichen, and this year's Prince will definitely be him too. You have to help me..."
"Xia Ying, this is the jelly I prepared for you..."
"Xia Ying, this is the chocolate and cola I made myself..."
"Xia Ying, milk tea, cakes, biscuits, and these snacks. As long as you help me, I can give you more delicious things..."
…
Xia Ying looked at the female classmates and senior students in the classroom with puzzled eyes, as well as the various beautifully packaged snacks. Although she wanted to eat the food very much, she still held back.
"Stop——" Gu Yixue screamed loudly, and immediately stood on her chair, saying without any image, "Can you please be quiet? All classmates and seniors, please be quiet!"
Within three seconds, the noisy classroom fell silent.
Xia Ying looked at Gu Yixue with great gratitude, forced a very unnatural smile, and said: "Dear seniors, I can't help you with this matter. Princess and Prince are elected by everyone's vote..."
"But, you are the vice president of the student union..."
"Yes, your identity is different..."
"Xia Ying, why can't you help us..."
…
The tones in which they comforted each other seemed to indicate that they all agreed that Xia Ying could handle this matter for them.
"You don't have to go to such great lengths to build a good relationship with Yin Xiaying. The Prince of this year will definitely not be Bai Xichen."
Who is it?
Who is so arrogant? Who is it?
The girls all looked towards the door at the same time.
Ji Xingyan stood in the sunset glow at the door, his natural chestnut hair seemed to become transparent. He walked towards the classroom step by step, holding a delicate and beautiful gardenia in his hand.
When the girls saw him, they all consciously made way for him, and even their breathing became unnatural for a moment. Perhaps it was because of his natural arrogance that they had to make way for him, or perhaps it was because of admiration...
But not all girls...
"Why does he say that?"
"Yes, even if he is a new transfer student, he may not be the Xuansheng Prince of this class!"
"Is Ji Xingyan so sure?"
…
After saying that, he was already standing among the crowd.
Xia Ying lowered her head, rubbing the corners of her clothes, trying to hide herself in the crowd, making herself smaller and smaller, so that he couldn't find her. Even if they were already in the same school, she didn't want him to see her.
However, no matter how deeply she hid, that burning gaze filled with hatred always followed her.
The warm summer breeze ruffled her long hair and his short hair, and the fragrance of gardenia drifted into every corner of the classroom, becoming deeper and stronger.
Ten minutes passed.
He didn't move, and neither did she.
He stared at her.
She also lowered her head and sat motionless in her seat.
"Yin Xiaying, this year's Prince will definitely not be Bai Xichen." After saying that, Ji Xingyan turned and left.
Was this sentence meant for her?
Suddenly, it seemed as if a cold wind blew past her. She shrank her body in fear, and the warmth in her palms gradually faded. She lowered her head even lower. Did he want the title of Prince this year?
What exactly does Ji Xingyan want to do?
An evening with colorful clouds in the sky.
Yin Xiaying rolled up her sleeves, revealing her white arms, and carefully cleaned the glass in the office. She cleaned every piece of glass until it was as clear as a mirror, and in an instant, her smile was as clear as a mirror.
“Dongdong——”
There was a knock on the office door.
Looking up, Bai Xichen was half leaning against the door, a gentle smile on his face.
"Xia Ying, school is over."
"Yes, Senior Xichen." Xia Ying replied calmly, and continued to wipe the next piece of glass. She stopped only when all the glass was clean. "It's all clean, look." There was great satisfaction in her smile.
"Yes - a capable girl." Bai Xichen walked closer to her with a smile, tidied her messy long hair, and carefully folded her sleeves and put them down. "Not bad, Xia Ying, you are the only one who can wipe the glass so clean without getting any dust on your clothes."
"Really?" Xia Ying was puzzled. "Senior, are you praising me or blaming me for not wiping it clean?"
"What do you-guess?" Looking at her cute expression, his smile became even wider, "Silly girl!"
Xia Ying grinned and smiled, so brightly.
Bai Xichen had never seen a girl who could smile so peacefully and contentedly, as if she was always happy in her life. Her smile was full of infectiousness, and whenever he was around her, he would unconsciously become contented.
His hand gently brushed across her bangs and pinned a beautiful gardenia hairpin into her hair. The crystals inlaid on it sparkled.
"Well, Xia Ying looks very beautiful when she wears it—"
"Senior Xichen..." Xia Ying didn't know what to say for a moment. She stood there in a daze, looking at his handsome face, looking at his eyes that were shining like gems.
"Xia Ying, you like gardenias, right? This hairpin is for you. Remember to wear it every day! It's not good to have bangs covering your eyes."
"But Senior..."
"This is an order." Before she could refuse, Bai Xichen's face darkened. "Also, you don't need to participate in the counting of votes for the Prince and Princess of the academy, which is held every two years."
"Why?"
"This is an order from the Student Union."
"Oh..." Xia Ying responded softly, and the gardenia seemed to become purer at that moment.
The same evening.
Ji Xingyan stood under the romantic cherry tree. The sunset glowed red, and his figure also became red. He looked up, staring at the white lace headband flying in the air, and did not move for a long time.
Xia Ying has never thought of herself as a lucky girl. Even though she was elected as the vice president of the Student Union without attending the Student Union job fair, she does not think it is a lucky thing.
And at this moment, she thought she was a real lucky baby.
She stood by the bulletin board, the busiest place in Xuansheng College, and stared at the selection results on the board with a dull expression, a faint smile on her face.
"How is it possible——"
“The results of this year’s selection are really unexpected!”
"Are the student union members blind? Or did they get the number of votes wrong?"
"Why isn't the Prince Senior Bai Xichen? This is simply impossible!"
…
But that's how it is.
The big black letters in the selection column shone brightly in the summer sun:
Xuansheng Prince——Ji Xingyan Total votes: ×××
Xuansheng Princess——Yin Xiaying Total votes: ×××
That's right! Xia Ying is lucky.
She can go to the wishing tree in the back hill and make a wish! She can give him the most sacred wish, right?
She wanted to give him the most sacred and sincere blessing.
but.
Why is she the Princess?
And why was it Prince?
Is it another coincidence?
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"Okay, Yin Xiaying, you are more cruel than I thought. You are willing to hurt everyone around you for your own benefit. You are just a snobbish woman, and I will make you regret the decision you made. Yin Xiaying, you will regret it."
…
Is this how it starts?
He wanted to make her regret it.
No one can do it except him.
How could he do this?
How can this be...
Thinking of this, Yin Xiaying immediately turned around and fled from the crowd, completely ignoring the girls' malicious words and contemptuous eyes. She quickly jumped out of the crowd and ran towards his classroom, her steps getting faster and faster. Beads of sweat flowed down her forehead, and the hem of her school uniform fluttered randomly on the campus path covered with snow-white gardenias.
Grade 3, Class A.
Xia Ying leaned against the classroom door, breathing heavily, her dark long hair wetly stuck to her delicate face, and the gardenia hairpin was also pinned in her hair. She clenched her hands, her nails digging deep into her flesh.
As if she felt no pain at all, she stood there and looked at him.
There was no one else in the classroom—only him.
Ji Xingyan sat in her seat looking out the window, her face cold and arrogant, her natural chestnut-colored hair flashing a faint light under the sunlight.
"Ji Xingyan, do you really have to do this?" Xia Ying asked loudly.
for a long time.
He sat quietly, as if he didn't know someone was standing at the classroom door, looking at him and talking to him.
"Ji Xingyan!" Xia Ying's anger was completely ignited.
"Are you talking to me?" The voice was cold and emotionless, as if he was talking to a stranger.
"Is there anyone else here?"
Hearing this, Ji Xingyan smiled mockingly and turned to look at her, but his eyes passed through her and looked directly at the hairpin in her hair. He had never seen her wear a hairpin in his memory, and he never knew that she liked any headwear other than a headband.
It must have been given by someone else!
A strong sense of jealousy occupied his mind and thoughts.
"Why do you say it was me? Yin Xiaying, am I really that powerful in your eyes?"
"You..." Xia Ying bit her lip, "If you want to take revenge on me, if you want me to regret it, can you please not use this method?"
"I'm taking revenge on you? Why?" Ji Xingyan asked, "Yin Xiaying, are you referring to the Xuansheng Academy's biennial selection event?"
"That's right."
Looking at her determined and angry expression, Ji Xingyan felt a sense of satisfaction in his chest: "If I say I didn't do it, would you believe it?"
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"Yin Xiaying, you overestimate yourself. If I wanted to make you regret it and I wanted to take revenge on you, would I do such a childish thing? Why don't you ask Bai Xichen if it was him, the president of the student union, who did it?"
is that so?
Did she misunderstand him?
Ji Xingyan stood up from his seat. His height advantage forced him to lower his head to look at her: "Did I say something wrong? Yin Xiaying, even if I said that I would make you regret it, you are so sure that it was me who did it? Haha, that's ridiculous..."
His laughter was irritating to Xia Ying.
Xia Ying lowered her head, her body trembling slightly. How could she have misunderstood him? How could she hurt him like this again...
"sorry."
Ji Xingyan looked into her eyes in surprise.
"I shouldn't have insisted that it was you who did it. I apologize to you before I figured out what happened. I'm sorry, it's my fault." Xia Ying took a deep breath and continued, "Sorry for disturbing you." After saying that, she immediately turned around and walked away, running out of his sight like a gust of wind.
Gradually, she walked away, and her slender figure seemed to have become transparent in Ji Xingyan's eyes, as if no matter how hard he tried, no matter how much he wanted to keep her, there was no way.
Why……
He was clearly taking revenge on her, and clearly wanted her to come to him, so why did he say such things to her? Xia Ying was still Xia Ying, but he, it seemed, was no longer himself...
Why……
He hurt her, she took revenge on him, but he was still the one who was heartbroken...
The Student Union Office is still bright.
The beautiful gardenias on the desk were blooming to their fullest. Bai Xichen stared at the gardenias in a trance. The smile on his face was like an angel's, and the tenderness in his eyes was faintly visible.
She should have seen the results on the bulletin board...
Was she surprised? Was she very happy? He was eager to know what her expression would be when she learned the result. Thinking of this, he laughed out loud.
"Senior Xichen!" Xia Ying pushed the door open, but stood at the door and refused to come in.
"Xia Ying, you're here!" Seeing her coming, Bai Xichen walked towards her happily, "Did you see the result? Xia Ying, are you happy? I know you have always wanted that unique wish, so I..."
"Senior, why did you do this? Why me? And why him?"
Bai Xichen was stunned, not knowing how to answer her for a moment. He held her shoulders and smiled, "Xia Ying, this is why I don't let you interfere in the selection process. I can't let other students say that our student union has shady dealings and that we elect our own people, so..."
"So you're going to announce the results like that? Don't you think you're being too much, Senior?"
"Xia Ying..."
Yin Xiaying twisted his hands away and stepped back a little further away from him: "Senior, this is very unfair. Even if I'm not a Princess, or even don't have a chance to be selected, I will still be very happy and will not be disappointed. And..."
Bai Xichen interrupted her: "Xia Ying, it's not what you think. Why don't you think about why I do this? Why do I have to let you be the Princess?"
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"You want this opportunity so much, why can't I help you?"
"But... I don't want to use this method..."
"Xia Ying, Xia Ying..." Bai Xichen's heart almost broke when he heard her say this. He just wanted to see her happy smiling face all the time. Was he wrong to do this?
"Senior, how could you do this? How could you do this..." How could you let her misunderstand him? How could you let her hurt him like this? How could you... Yin Xiaying, you are such a hateful girl. You are not qualified to stand beside these outstanding people, not qualified to be Ji Xingyan's guardian angel, not qualified to make wishes for him!
"Xia Ying, Xia Ying..." Bai Xichen was flustered. He had never seen Xia Ying like this before. His Xia Ying should have a smile on her face every day; his Xia Ying should happily go to the Mazilin to make a wish.
"Senior Xichen." Xia Ying took a deep breath. "The senior Xichen I know should be upright and sunny. He is fair and just to everyone and everything. Moreover, his smile is the purest smile in the world."
Bai Xichen stared at Xia Ying blankly, a slight smile appeared on his face, and his dark eyes were extraordinarily bright.
"This matter shouldn't have been handled this way." Xia Ying looked up at his eyes, the firmness in her eyes unquestionable, "Senior Xichen, you can treat the selection activities fairly, right?"
Looking at her sincere eyes that were expecting his answer, Bai Xichen suddenly felt himself sinking into a deep sense of guilt. He had no idea how to answer her. He was worried that his answer would make her sad.
for a long time.
No one spoke in the student union office.
There was only the sound of gentle breathing and gentle wind blowing.
"I'm sorry, Xia Ying."
Yin Xiaying was stunned for a moment, and her body gradually became stiff.
"I'm sorry, Xia Ying, this matter has already passed, and the whole school already knows about it. It can't be changed..." Bai Xichen said to her in a calm voice, "But, Xia Ying, you will make a wish, right?"
Will you make a wish?
No, she would not make a wish.
This kind of selection activity made her feel that her opportunity was snatched by unfair means. Even if she made a wish, she would still think that it would be impossible to realize it, so it would be better not to go...
She didn't know why, but she felt a slight chill in her heart.
Xia Ying shook her head, turned around without hesitation, and walked out of the office slowly, step by step, as if she was a pure gardenia being blown far away from him by the cool summer breeze.
Her back was a beautiful melody that he would never be able to touch.
Bai Xichen stood there, looking at her leaving back with a sad look in his eyes.
evening.
There was almost no one in Xuansheng College after school.
The gardenia forest behind Xuansheng College.
Yin Xiaying stood under the huge gardenia tree on the top of the mountain.
The cool summer breeze brushed across her cheeks, and her face immediately became gentle, and the gardenia hairpin holding her bangs looked particularly beautiful. Suddenly, she looked up at the blue sky, stretched out her right hand and calmly caught the beautiful gardenia petals floating down from the sky. The tender petals just spun and fell freely into her palm. At that moment, it seemed as if the most beautiful and brilliant light in the world was released from her palm.
Her back looked a little thin under the golden sunset.
"Is it okay if I don't bring a ribbon when I make a wish?" Xia Ying took a few steps back and looked up.
At the top of the gardenia tree, pink ribbons fluttered in the wind, as if beautiful and pure wishes were beginning to be released and realized between heaven and earth.
"Wishing tree, I want to secretly make a wish to you with an apology, okay? Although my name is on the results column of this year's Princess selection of Xuansheng College, this result is unfair to everyone." After saying this, Xia Ying laughed again, a smile as pure as the sky.
"I have the opportunity to come here and make a wish and tie a ribbon, but I don't want to do it... Senior Xichen said that the most sincere and genuine wishes will be granted at the wishing tree, so my wish must come true."
After saying that, Yin Xiaying lowered her head slightly, closed her eyes, clasped her hands in front of her chest, her long black hair spread freely behind her, and the hem of her school uniform swayed gently.
"I hope that he can be happier every day, not so cold, not so willful like a child, not see me anymore, and be healthier..."
Under the gardenia tree not far away, Ji Xingyan half leaned against the tree, looking at her profile. There seemed to be a hint of tenderness on his arrogant face, but his eyes were cold. There were even a few small gardenia petals falling on his naturally chestnut-colored short hair.
He just looked at her stubbornly.
The air around is still fragrant and quiet.
Everything is so beautiful as if it were in a dream.
"In this way, I can live every day happily." Xia Ying said lightly, and her rosy cheeks became even redder.
"Is that so? Is this all right, Yin Xiaying?" A familiar voice came from behind her.
Suddenly——
Xia Ying turned around, her face turned pale with surprise, and her breathing became disordered. Why did Ji Xingyan appear here? Did he hear what she said?
Seeing her stunned expression, Ji Xingyan sneered, "Why do you look so surprised? Or do you not want to see me?"
Xia Ying calmed down and said calmly, "No."
"Yeah?"
In the golden afterglow, she looked at him with a firm gaze.
But his eyes were always on the hairpin in her black hair. He wanted to take it off immediately. She was not allowed to have anything given to her by others.
The strong desire for possession almost drove him crazy.
Xia Ying clenched her hands and brushed past him. She didn't want to stand with him, she just wanted to be away from him , and she just wanted him to be healthier and in better shape...
"Stop." Ji Xingyan shouted coldly. How could he tolerate her leaving him like this? "Yin Xiaying, if you take another step forward, you will never be able to stay in Xuansheng College again."
Is he threatening her?
Xia Ying stopped and said, "Ji Xingyan, are you taking revenge on me and making me regret it? But I don't regret the decision I made, nor do I regret every word I said to you that evening."
My heart aches.
Ji Xingyan stepped forward and grabbed her arm with such force that Xia Ying had to turn around and look at him: "Do you know what you are saying?"
Xia Ying nodded, enduring the pain in her arm: "Of course I know what I'm saying, even every word. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have come to you and blamed you for what happened today, and we no longer have any relationship."
He was already angry when he heard this, and his anger intensified: "Yin Xiaying, do you think I don't know anything? Do you think I'm like a fool and will believe you just because you say a few words casually?"
"What?"
"On the evening three years ago, who said those unbelievable and heartless words to me under the cherry tree, and then cried for hours while hugging her body? It was you, Yin Xiaying, it was you. Have you forgotten? Do you really think that after three years, I still don't know the truth?"
The sour feeling coming from her nose made Xia Ying close her eyes in pain. How could she forget what happened that day? On that day, she said something extremely harsh to hurt him.
"Do you need me to tell you?"
Xia Ying began to shake her head vigorously: "No, I don't want to listen!"
"Don't you want to listen? I'm going to tell you!" Ji Xingyan approached her, anger burning in her chest, "You completely lied to me, Yin Xiaying. Three years ago, you left just because of my illness, just because of my congenital heart disease, right? Just because of a word from Butler Ji, you actually said that to me. Do you think you are so great?"
"No, that's not the case. Don't say that anymore." Finally, the tears that had been dormant in her eyes could no longer stop flowing down her face. "Why do you think so? Three years ago, everything I said to you was true. It was all true."
She had only one thought in her mind: this couldn't go on any longer, she couldn't let him continue talking...
"You still lied to me? How could you be so selfish, so selfish as to abandon the relationship we have had since childhood?"
No, that's not the case...
She wanted to explain herself so that he would stop talking, but the voice seemed to be stuck in her throat and she was so painful that she couldn't utter a word.
"Is a heart attack terrible? So terrible that you want to escape from me at all costs, right?"
"No, no..." That's not the case at all!
"No! I tell you, Yin Xiaying, no! You can never leave me again, no matter what the reason is, you can't leave me at all! Otherwise, I will go crazy, I really will..." Gradually, his voice became softer, his heroic face turned slightly pale, his anger subsided, and his eyes were misty.
"Ji Xingyan..." Xia Ying bit her lips and could no longer speak.
At this moment, Ji Xingyan hugged her: "You are mine, Xia Ying, you can only be mine..." His voice was extremely gentle. In his arms, Xia Ying heard his strong heartbeat.
He's nice, right?
Under the huge gardenia tree, Ji Xingyan held her tightly in his arms, not even giving her a chance to breathe. The beautiful and pure gardenia flowers fluttered one by one and fell to the ground beside them.
Under another tree.
Bai Xichen stood quietly under the tree. The deep heartache made him not want to see them again. There was no expression on his handsome face for a long time.
"Ji Xingyan, let me go." Xia Ying's tone was as flat as that of an emotionless rag doll.
Ji Xingyan really let her go as she asked, but he still held her arm tightly, fearing that she would leave if he let go: "Xia Ying, can we forget those things together? I can..."
"Impossible!" Xia Ying replied calmly, "Ji Xingyan, even if this is the case, we still can't go back to the past. And I, will not, because of this, ever again..."
"What did you say?"
"Since that evening three years ago, we have had no relationship at all. Everything has disappeared." She said softly, and there seemed to be a sense of alienation in her tone.
"Yin Xiaying, say it again."
"Brother." Xia Ying began to smile faintly, "No matter how much you change, in Xia Ying's heart, you will always be Xia Ying's brother."