Chapter 4 The Iceberg Boy Melted one
I was so excited that I tossed and turned all night. When I closed my eyes, I could see An Yixuan's handsome face swaying in front of me. His arrogant expression, his disgusted expression, and his gentle expression when he was doting on me. I couldn't help laughing in my sleep.
When you are in a good mood, you are energetic. Even if you didn't sleep much the night before, I was still energetic when I got up. Seeing the food my mother cooked made my appetite even more: "Dear mother, I love you so much, your cooking skills are really good!"
This made my mother look terrified and she got goosebumps all over her body.
I hummed along the way, the sun was shining, and my heart was shining even brighter. After I sat down in the classroom, Xun Yiran kept staring at me, which made me feel very uncomfortable, and I stared at her too.
Xun Yiran burst out laughing, her eyebrows curved and her smile was very sweet and lovely, but I really had no feelings for her. I only heard her say: "Xizi, I always feel like you seem to have become a different person recently. I can't put it into words. Um, have you encountered anything recently?"
"No, why have I changed? I don't feel it." I touched my face, looking puzzled.
Xun Yiran frowned slightly, as if she was thinking about something. She held her cheek with one hand and pouted her lips: "Do you have any secrets? I always thought that we were good friends. If you have anything, you can tell me."
"What secrets do I have? It's just studying and studying. The current study life is more serious than before. I think you should also concentrate on studying. You know, our future will be decided in these three years!" I said righteously, as if I was born a good kid who loves to study. I have suffered from Xun Yiran before. She told others the secret I told her. Now I will not make the same mistake again.
Xun Yiran stared at me with eyes wide open: "I suddenly feel so far away from you. How come you are just like this after a summer vacation? It's incredible."
"Yiran, if you have time to study why I have changed, you might as well study hard. Shouldn't true friends make progress together? Those who only know how to eat, drink and have fun are just drinking buddies." I pushed the Chinese textbook in front of her towards her. "Instead of talking, you can recite a few more texts. We will have to check on the texts we recite later."
Xun Yiran bit her lip and hesitated to speak, holding the Chinese textbook and reciting silently.
After Chinese class, it was physical education class. I always hated physical education class. Every time, we just ran and did exercises. There was no novelty at all. The sun was so scorching today that we were going to get dark after running a few laps. Fortunately, the physical education teacher was not in a good mood today. He just let us do a set of exercises and then dismissed us. This was our precious free time. We played in groups of two or three. Xun Yiran came over and asked me to play shuttlecock, but I refused. I found a shady place to sit on the ground. It was really comfortable to lean against a big tree. Watching my classmates running all over the playground, I felt that being young was really good!
"Xizi, you are here! Your class also has physical education class!" Makino Ge saw me at some point and walked straight towards me to say hello.
"Yeah, your class too?" I waved at him. At such a comfortable moment, I should just take a quiet nap for a while.
"Well, how is classmate Xun Yiran doing recently? Do you know what she likes? Like drinks, food, notebooks, etc." Makino Ge asked as he sat down next to me.
I turned my head and looked at Mu Yege. How come this boy whom I had liked for three years looked so unpleasant now? He was wearing a white sportswear, with his long legs crossed. Such a handsome image made me want to punch him: "I am not a worm in her stomach, how do I know what she likes and dislikes? If you like her, just confess and ask her. Why do you keep asking me? If you are a man, shouldn't you take the initiative?"
Makinoge was obviously startled by my question, and his face instantly turned red. He lowered his head in embarrassment and began to stutter: "You... why are you suddenly angry?"
"I'm not angry, it's just that everyone has their own life. I can't just sit there and do nothing and help you keep an eye on Xun Yiran every day, right? Are we on good terms? I'm very busy!"
"You said you would help me before?" Makino Ge said a little aggrievedly.
"I did say I would help you, but I'm not going to ask about her for you every day. You have to chase her yourself. Why do you ask me every day? I don't have to report everything to you. And given our relationship, I've already done a good job of helping you. What else do you want from me?" I said irritably. I'm no longer the me who liked him back then, so it's impossible for me to put him first in everything. I won't help him date Xun Yiran even when I'm heartbroken . Maybe I'll understand when I grow up that there's no good without reason. It's just that who likes who more is willing to suffer more. I lowered my head and fell into inexplicable contemplation.
"I'm sorry... I didn't know I disturbed you..." Makino Ge apologized softly.
"We have all disturbed others without knowing it..." I frowned, "If you like someone, go after them bravely, don't rely on others."
"I understand, I'm just a little worried." Makino Ge said with his head down.
"What are you worried about? She doesn't like you? What's the big deal? If you like someone, you should be prepared to be rejected by her. If you like someone and that person likes you too, then wouldn't all lovers in the world get married? How do novels and TV dramas come about then?" I said a little depressed.
"What you said makes sense. I never thought that you would think so thoroughly, like an adult." Makino Ge looked at me with a more inquiring look.
I looked up at the sky and said lightly: "Don't worship me, I'm just a legend!"
Makino Ge stared at me in surprise, as if he was looking at a stranger.
Maybe we were chatting for too long and were noticed by Xun Yiran. She walked towards me and Mu Yege with a smile on her face.
"Xizi, what are you guys talking about? Why don't you go out and play?" Xun Yiran sat down next to me, seeming embarrassed to talk to Makino Ge.
"We are talking about you." I said with a smile looking at Xun Yiran.
Xun Yiran blushed: "What are you talking about me?"
"Then we'll have to ask our handsome boy Mu Yege. You guys continue chatting. I'm going to play for a while." I stood up and patted the dust off my butt, winked at Mu Yege and smiled, then walked towards the girls who were playing. Although my body was a student, my mind was still a 26-year-old adult, so I always felt a little out of place when playing. After playing for a while, I walked away alone.
The conversation with Mu Yege just now also inspired me. Am I always disturbing others like them? For example, I asked Lingling to let me sneak into St. John's, and I kept harassing An Yixuan in the name of pursuit. Is this also the reason why An Yixuan doesn't like me?
From now on, I really need to control myself. I should study hard and try to get into St. John's. Then, I should approach An Yixuan step by step. Otherwise, if I scare him away, there will be nothing I can do in the future.
As I was thinking, I secretly watched the progress of Mu Yege. I fought for such a good opportunity for him, he should take some action, right? Sure enough, the two of them talked happily, Xun Yiran was smiling happily, and Mu Yege was a handsome guy no matter how you looked at him. Sitting with Xun Yiran with long flowing hair, it was quite pleasing to the eye. I sighed. The two of them didn't make it to the end after all. Thinking of the scene of them breaking up in the future, I don't know if I am doing the right thing now, but history is always difficult to change, so I just need to take care of myself. As long as An Yixuan and I are together, the life trajectory and fate of others are not something I can worry about.
After the physical education class, Xun Yiran was obviously in a good mood. She stopped bothering me and looked at herself in the mirror, grinning from time to time. It seemed that Mu Yege had made her very happy. Campus romance is always beautiful. It was good for me to help them create some beautiful memories.
"Xizi, do you have someone you like?" Xun Yiran asked me in a low voice.
"Of course there is, Superstar Zhou, he sings so beautifully!" I said, pointing at a celebrity sticker.
"You don't understand." Xun Yiran looked shy and continued to immerse herself in her own world.
