Chapter 4: Fire in the Rain 5
She didn't sleep the whole night, and the next day she called and decided to break up.
Her pride forced her to take the initiative and end this relationship before Xi Nan did. Although she loved him so much, she could not endure and accept his betrayal.
Xinan said hurriedly: "Yige, please listen to my explanation. There is really nothing between Meihui and me. It was just a misunderstanding..."
Yige covered her ears and shouted, "There is nothing I can do if you deny it. What I saw with my own eyes, could it be fake?"
She suddenly remembered something, took out his cell phone from her bag, stuffed it into his hand angrily, and said bitterly: "I don't want to touch your things again!"
Xi Nan unconsciously held the phone, his eyes fell on it. It was also light blue, with a leaf on the body. He bought it specially to match her phone. At that time, she looked at it with joy and said, "Great, a couple's phone!"
He kissed her face and smiled. Of course he knew that she bought her the light blue phone because he liked light blue.
But now...she was so cruel to him that she almost dug his heart out!
He shook his head unwillingly. He couldn't leave Yige, never!
He could actually get by without Yi Ge before, but after having Yi Ge, he found that he could no longer be separated from her and could not bear the pain of losing her.
It’s like… it’s like a person can survive without cake, but after tasting the cake, he understands how painful it would be if he could no longer have a cake.
He raised his head and looked into her eyes, pleading, "Yi Ge, since we have met and we both love each other deeply, how can we give up so easily? You must be angry with me, right..."
Yige ignored him and stood there coldly.
A cold wind blew, and the dead leaves on the trees were blown down, floating and spinning in the air.
Xinan's heart also turned cold.
However, he still held on to a glimmer of hope, which allowed him to stand firm and not fall down immediately.
He looked at her crystal clear right hand hanging in front of his eyes. It was such a beautiful hand. When they were playing together, he always held her hand tightly. It was so small, so soft and tender. He couldn't help but kiss it gently with his lips, which made her giggle.
He was familiar with the exquisite curves of this hand, and everything about it...
He wanted to reach out and pull the hand, but he didn't dare.
Her indifference was like a thick wall, separating him from her. Although they were so close, they seemed to be far away.
He gritted his teeth and asked, "Yige, what do you want me to do to forgive me? Can you really bear to torture me like this?"
Then he continued softly, "I love you alone with all my heart. It was always the case, it is now, and it will be the case in the future."
"I will take you home every day, protect you well, and prevent you from any harm."
"I'll make you something delicious, including your favorite vanilla cappuccino."
"I will be with you when you are happy, and I will be with you even more when you are sad. I will always protect you."
"With song..."
He spoke quietly, looking at Yi Ge's back who still showed no reaction, his voice became softer and softer, weaker and weaker.
For a few seconds, Yi Ge listened to the sadness conveyed in that familiar voice, and her heart was moved tenderly .
I almost want to forgive him.
But--
On that starry night, Meihui hugged Xinan's neck coquettishly and suddenly smiled...
The more she cared, the angrier she was about his betrayal. The anger in her chest filled up again, and she said fiercely: "No! I will never forgive you! Everything is over. Yuan Xinan, you and I... have nothing to do with each other anymore."
She said and turned to run away.
Xi Nan finally mustered up the courage and stepped forward to grab her right hand: "Yi Ge..."
Yi Ge's heart was shocked.
His eyes were filled with sadness, despair, sorrow, and pleading... How could those dull eyes still be the mysterious and deep eyes like a deep well that attracted so many girls?
But she still hardened her heart!
Yes, don’t be soft-hearted!
When Xi Nan was with Mei Hui, didn't he think that he would be heartbroken? Or he was with Mei Hui right after sending him home. How could he forgive her?
"It's impossible. Goodbye, Yuan Xinan!"
Yige said .
She shook off his hand and was about to leave, when suddenly, her whole body was surrounded by a pair of strong but cold arms.
It was Xi Nan, hugging her from behind.
His body was shaking constantly, like a leaf in the wind.
She gritted her teeth and said, no, she couldn't give him any chance!
She struggled hard to break free from his arms.
"Pa!" She gave him a crisp slap in the face.
Xi Nan was stunned.
Yi Ge was also stunned.
Her head was buzzing with pain, and she pushed Xi Nan away and shouted, "Don't bother me anymore. I have never liked you, never!"
She forced herself not to look at Xi Nan's desperate eyes, gritted her teeth, turned around and ran away. Xi Nan was left standing there, staring blankly at her running farther and farther away...
Thinking of those scenes now, Yi Ge couldn't help but shudder.
I was so cruel back then...
He only cared about venting his own feelings, not giving Xi Nan a chance to explain, not caring about his pain at all...
So, the reason I’m in so much pain now is entirely my own fault!
You deserve it!
She hugged her arms, feeling extremely sorry for Xinan, who had such despair in his eyes.
He also had his pride, but I took advantage of his love for me and cruelly trampled his pride under my feet...
Shu Yige, is there anyone more cruel than you?
Meihui's words came to mind again, so strange that they could not be shaken off.
"It's strange, he remembered everything but you."
"He chose to forget, to forget you completely, and free himself from the pain."
"Do you want Xi Nan to still remember you? Remember the most painful memories he wants to forget?"
She closed her eyes gently and tears fell again.
No, never! I must never let Xi Nan remember such painful memories, remember how cruel I was in the past!