Chapter 4: Desire and the Past
I came to my senses at this moment, and hurriedly pushed her hand away, saying, "Qiu Jieqin, you are really drunk, stop talking nonsense, and get some rest."
Qiu Jieqin pouted and said angrily, "Who said I was drunk? I'm not drunk! I'm sober, let go of your hand, you're hurting me." I quickly let go of my hand, and I was fooled by her again. She giggled and hugged my neck again. Without waiting for me to say anything, she pressed her mouth hard against my lips. I felt a chill in my mouth, and a slippery, wet thing entered my mouth, passed through my teeth, and rushed around, searching everywhere.
I suddenly felt a bang on my forehead, as if it had exploded, and I saw stars, trembled all over, and could not move. Qiu Jieqin quickly found my tongue and immediately wrapped it around me, doing her best to linger. I never thought that a small tongue could play so many tricks.
What's more, this was the first time I kissed a woman in my life!
I was shocked and panicked, at a loss as to what to do. I froze on the bed, not knowing what to do!
At this time, Qiu Jieqin showed her superb flirting skills. She sucked my tongue out, sucked it, circled it, and rubbed it, and her saliva flowed all over my mouth. At the same time, one hand inserted into my sweater and stroked back and forth on the sensitive parts of my body...
Oh my god! I am a genuine virgin, how can I stand her teasing like this? My whole body was hot, my blood was boiling, and my breathing became rapid. Seeing me like this, Qiu Jieqin was obviously aroused, so she let go of my tongue and whispered in my ear in a very sweet voice: "Are you a wooden man? Why are you holding your hands frozen there? Touch me!"
To be honest, I was not sober at that time. For the first time in 27 years, I was overwhelmed by lust. My hand subconsciously went straight into the hem of her sweater and grabbed the female breasts that I had always longed for. Although there was still a layer of underwear between us, I could feel her amazing size and elasticity in my tight grip.
Qiu Jieqin seemed to be hurt by my rudeness, and she let out a charming cry. Then she bit my ear with her teeth, biting it gently and said in a greasy voice: "You idiot, can't you be gentler? I almost broke it."
She completely ignited my desire, and I threw her onto the bed with force , then pounced on her, tearing her clothes off in a panic. The only thought in my mind was to strip her naked.
But the structure of women's clothes is really beyond my comprehension. After pulling for a long time, I couldn't take any of them off. In desperation, I pulled open all her tops and pushed them all up, including her bra.
Her two towering, snow-white breasts popped out from her clothes and kept shaking. Seeing this dazzling thing, I trembled all of a sudden. Really! It was the first time I saw it with my own eyes!
I slowly touched the white mass with my trembling hand, and watched it change into various shapes under the movement of my hand...
Qiu Jieqin was surprisingly well behaved at this moment, lying motionless on the bed, letting me do whatever I wanted to her. But now her cheeks were red, her breathing was disordered, and her body was trembling slightly, and it was obvious that she had begun to become aroused.
Moreover, I bent down, took one of her nipples in my mouth, and licked it vigorously. Qiu Jieqin finally couldn't move. She was stimulated and screamed softly. Her whole body bent upwards. One of her hands tightly grasped my head and neck. I don't know if she was trying to pull it up or press it down. But it didn't matter anymore.
Qiu Jieqin sat up and took off all the tops that were pushed up on her shoulders. Then she started to take off my clothes. We kissed and took off our clothes. In a blink of an eye, I was left with only my shirt on, and she was left with only her underwear.
Qiu Jieqin watched me unbuttoning my shirt while she used both hands to pull down her white panties Suddenly, she said emotionally, "Tang Qian, I have waited for you for too long. I really love you. Do you love me too?"
I was losing my mind and was staring at her lower body, which was about to be undressed, with heavy breathing, when I suddenly heard her say the word "love". With the last bit of clarity in my mind, I suddenly asked myself: "Do you love this woman in front of you?"
of course not!
I suddenly woke up from my stupor and cold sweat broke out on my back.
What am I doing? I actually did something so outrageous to a woman I don't love. Tang Qian, oh Tang Qian, have you really fallen to such a level that any woman seducing you would make you lose your mind?
I am so ashamed and embarrassed.
Qiu Jieqin didn't know it yet. She took off the last piece of cloth covering her body and opened her arms to me affectionately: "Tang Qian, my love, come here, I will give you everything."
"No, no!" I took a step forward and pulled the quilt over her: "I, I can't do this."
She was originally very enthusiastic, but was confused for a moment and asked in a daze: "What? What's the matter?"
I quickly put my clothes back on and said, "I'm sorry. I seem to have drunk too much tonight and did something worse than an animal to you. Fortunately, I didn't really do anything to you, otherwise I would be damned."
Qiu Jieqin said, "What do you mean worse than an animal? I wanted to do it myself. Why are you afraid? Come here."
I was really afraid of her. After putting on my last coat, I said hurriedly, "It's getting late. I'd better leave first. You should also go to bed early. Bye!" Then I went to open the door.
Seeing that I was really leaving and not joking, Qiu Jieqin jumped off the bed in a hurry: "Tang Qian! Stop right there!" I was afraid that she would chase me, so I quickly opened the door and ran out. Qiu Jieqin really wanted to chase me out to ask for clarification, but when she ran to the door, she was shocked by the cold wind blowing in through the crack of the door and realized that she was naked. She was so scared that she quickly closed the door.
Qiu Jieqin stood behind the door in shock and anger. She was filled with anger, sadness, surprise, shame, annoyance, confusion, and other emotions that almost drove her crazy. She only heard a series of ping-pong noises in the room. She didn't know what she had smashed...
I rushed into the night wind, the freezing cold wind sobered me up. I felt ashamed of the ridiculous thing I had just done. Walking on the road, I took out a cigarette and lit it several times in the wind. I took big puffs of the cigarette to calm my fluctuating mood.
I got home very late that night. I sat alone on a stone bench in the Riverside Park and smoked seven or eight cigarettes. I thought about many things, including the past in high school...
I was nineteen years old that year, in my third year of high school.
I have always been a good student from primary school to high school. My grades are always among the best in my grade. In addition, I am usually taciturn and follow the rules, so I have always been a good student and a well-behaved student in the eyes of my teachers. After entering high school, I showed an extraordinary understanding of physics and chemistry, and my grades were the best among the best. I also won several city-wide and provincial competitions and was a celebrity in the school. But I am not very talkative and I don’t like making friends. I always like to stay alone to read and study.
I remember one day during the lunch break, I was reading under an old ash tree by the school playground. After a while, I heard a silver bell-like female voice behind me saying, "Tang Qian, you are here. It was so hard for me to find you!"
I looked back and saw a pretty girl with a ponytail, big eyes and red lips smiling at me. I recognized her as the propaganda committee member of my class, Qiu Jieqin.
Qiu Jieqin is more famous than me in school. She has a nickname called "boy killer", which means that no matter which boy, he can't resist her charm and can't help but fall at her feet. She is popular with all boys aged 16 to 19. She is really a celebrity in our school. I have heard about her usual behavior. She is born with a bit of amorous genes in her bones. She always likes to make boys fall in love with her and be crazy about her. Then she will have a sense of satisfaction and superiority. This kind of thing has happened more than once.
I was disgusted by what she did and never said a word to her.
I didn't expect that she would come to me on her own initiative today.
I asked coldly, "What's the matter?"
Qiu Jieqin leaned against a tree, posing what she thought was the most attractive posture, showing what she thought was the most charming smile, and said, "This Saturday I want to publish a weekly issue on the grade blackboard to promote physical and chemical knowledge. But my math, physics and chemistry are terrible, so I'm afraid I can't do well. I know you're the best in physics and chemistry in the whole grade, so I wanted to ask you for advice. I want to hear your opinion, Tang Qian, or if you can help me with the plan, I'd be very grateful." As she spoke, she blinked her big watery eyes and looked at me expectantly.
When I heard it was about study, I didn't think much about it. It just so happened that I had recently read a book on chemistry by a famous foreign author, which contained many new insights that we couldn't learn in class. So I said, "Okay, it's a good idea to publish a blackboard newspaper to promote physical chemistry knowledge. I should help. How about this, I write a few new interpretations of knowledge before Saturday and give them to you?"
Qiu Jieqin's dark eyes rolled and she said, "That's good, but I think since you are the editor-in-chief of this issue of the blackboard newspaper, you should also join in the editing process. The specific layout and illustrations should also be decided by you. How about I be your assistant?"
I thought about it and was really tempted, so I agreed: "Okay, I'll come over on Saturday too. What time exactly?"
Qiu Jieqin was delighted and said, "Then let's meet at nine o'clock in the morning. I will bring all the tools and wait for you in front of the blackboard. You just need to bring your manuscript."
"Okay, I'll be there on time."
"Thank you in advance, bye!"
"goodbye!"
I lowered my head to read again, but I didn't notice that after Qiu Jieqin took a few steps, she smiled triumphantly at a few girls standing not far away, and stretched out her right index and middle fingers, making a victory gesture.
