Chapter 39 Request
Xu Kewei glanced at Wei Jingjing who was sitting next to him.
She felt that Wei Jingjing was even more beautiful today.
Wei Jingjing has always been beautiful and lovely. She still remembers that when she first entered the classroom in middle school, everyone was looking at her. With her bright eyes, shiny black hair, flying eyebrows and proud expression, she looked like a little star in a TV commercial.
Soon Xu Kewei confirmed that Wei Jingjing was really different from them.
One girl brought a magazine, and the most eye-catching page spread was a very cute girl with her face tilted to the side, gazing at a bouquet of flowers in her hand.
"It's Wei Jingjing." said the girl.
This answer was confirmed by Wei Jingjing herself. She said her father's friend asked her to take a few photos, and finally used one. She said it casually, as if she was talking about what she had eaten for lunch today.
This caused a stir among the classmates. For these kids, being an advertising model in a physical magazine was something out of reach and was no less than getting the first place in the school.
But Wei Jingjing said that she would not take photos in the future. Her parents were not happy for her to be in the spotlight. This made her classmates sigh and feel that Wei Jingjing had lost a chance to become a star.
Later they learned about Wei Jingjing's family background. She was the eldest daughter of Wei's Industrial Group, and she was a real princess from the beginning.
Xu Kewei was curious about Wei Jingjing from the beginning. She was the first to discover that Wei Jingjing would change her hairband or hairpin every day. Wei Jingjing has black straight hair. She would tie it up with a hairband in the first half of the week, and in the second half of the week, she would let her hair down and push a cute hairpin on the right side to reveal a little sideburns.
She changes her headbands and hairpins every day. Sometimes they are star hairpins, sometimes they are clover hairpins, and sometimes they are small daisies. They are not big and not too fancy, but in Xu Kewei's eyes, no matter which one, they have a unique cuteness.
She believed that she was the one who noticed Wei Jingjing's dressing habits the most. Of course, she was not the only one who observed. Song Jiarui, who sat in the fourth row, also used similar hairpins after the beginning of this semester, and even the position of the hairpins was exactly the same as Wei Jingjing's. Xu Kewei secretly laughed at Song Jiarui and said that this was probably Song Jiarui imitating Wei Jingjing.
The classmates had semi-publicly discussed who was the most beautiful girl in the class. The focus of the debate always fell on Song Jiarui and Wei Jingjing. In Xu Kewei's eyes, Song Jiarui was a beautiful daffodil, while Wei Jingjing was a gorgeous rose. No matter how beautiful the daffodil was, it was always not as eye-catching as the rose.
Since Song Jiarui imitated Wei Jingjing's dressing style, her rating in Xu Kewei's heart has dropped again. She heard that the boys in the class secretly voted for Song Jiarui as the class beauty, just because Wei Jingjing never had a good face for those ungrateful boys. Xu Kewei felt that these idiots really had no aesthetic sense at all.
She had always wanted to fit into Wei Jingjing's small circle. But Wei Jingjing was already surrounded by a few girls, or in other words, good friends she had chosen herself. Unfortunately, not long after school started, Xu Kewei contracted chickenpox and had to go home to isolate and recuperate. When she returned to school, there was no room for Wei Jingjing to join her. Her small circle had already been chosen.
Because she missed the chance to spend time with her classmates, Xu Kewei unknowingly became a loner in the class. She was originally an introverted and taciturn girl. After missing the opportunity, she could only become a passerby outside of each small circle. There are such people in every class. Xu Kewei frankly calls herself a marginal person.
She continued to be Wei Jingjing's secret observer with peace of mind . She knew a lot about Wei Jingjing, for example, Wei Jingjing was a fan of Ren Anzhi, she had a fat blue cat, and she occasionally posted some selfies in her social media in a skirt that she would rarely wear to school. Those beautiful skirts made Wei Jingjing look more like a princess.
There was one dress that left a deep impression on Xu Kewei. It was a wine red dress with delicate dark patterns printed on it and beautiful ruffles on the hem. Wearing this dress, Wei Jingjing looked as pretty as the heroine in an animation, a real elf from the mortal world.
Xu Kewei saved the photo and quickly found out the brand of the dress. She begged her parents to buy it.
When the expensive skirt arrived, Xu Kewei couldn't wait to put it on. She took it off in front of the mirror, almost screaming, and then burst into tears.
Wei Jingjing looked like a real elf in this dress, while Xu Kewei in the mirror was just a clumsy, slightly fat and ugly monster.
The chickenpox left her with catastrophic scars. Now, uneven pits dot her cheeks and chin. In addition, she is very nearsighted, with a pair of thick glasses pressing on her nose. Her teeth are also crooked. She is dissatisfied with every aspect of herself in the mirror.
People say that fourteen or fifteen is the most beautiful time of one's life, but Xu Kewei feels that this is the darkest time in her life, and her life will undoubtedly become duller. Her mother doesn't take her acne scars seriously, saying that they will fade away as she gets older. Xu Kewei doesn't believe her. Recently, other suspicious red acne has appeared on her face, and her body and face have a tendency to become wider.
She would become uglier and uglier. This little skirt was the clearest evidence, crushing her last bit of beautiful fantasy.
She stuffed the burgundy dress into the bottom of her suitcase. She would never wear it again in her life.
People say that teenage girls are the most beautiful flowers, the most beautiful beauties in the world, and the dreamy bubbles reflecting the rainbow - but none of that belongs to her.
All the sunshine and laughter belong only to other girls, girls like Wei Jingjing.
Xu Kewei continued to look at Wei Jingjing in silence, looking at her fair neck with a ponytail, looking at the folds of her gorgeous skirt in the photo, looking at her beautiful figure. But in reality, she kept a distance from her more and more, which was her etiquette.
With a rich spiritual world, she is happy to exclude herself from the three-dimensional world. She always imagines herself as a calm observer who is detached from the mundane world. Wei Jingjing is the beautiful princess of the three-dimensional world, while Xu Kewei is the queen of her self-imagined spiritual world.
At that time, she was madly in love with an animated film called Lothar. She was obsessed with pairing Lothar the fox with Xingmei. Xingmei in the cartoon was a melancholy deer-eared beautiful girl with black hair and black eyes. Xu Kewei imagined her real-life version to be Wei Jingjing's face. She often acted out various adventure stories of Lothar and Xingmei in her mind. Xingmei was always played by Wei Jingjing, and she was a god, calmly directing the protagonist to weave stories of joy and sorrow.
She couldn't help but write down the fan dramas in her mind and posted them online. At first, there were few clicks, but as she continued to post, she began to receive compliments . The most gratifying thing was that she found a close friend online. The other party's ID was "纯色枫".
Their relationship originated from a quarrel. They argued for three pages about the rationality of Xingmei's behavior, and finally exchanged QQ messages. After another four-hour fight on QQ, Chunse Feng became her spiritual friend and the savior of her poor life.
Chunse Feng is also a fandom master with many fans in the Losa circle. At first, she and Chunse Feng only talked about Losa and Xingmei, but later they began to talk about other animations, celebrities, the best around them, and all aspects of life. Chunse Feng is a patient and interesting person who knows a lot. Although he always pretends to be an adult, Xu Kewei is very keen to feel that the other party is just his peer. On many nights, Chunse Feng has been with Xu Kewei. They confide their thoughts to each other, and use words to lick the spiritual gaps of this age. They both believe that their friendship will never fade.
A year after they knew each other, Chunse Feng sent her a photo of herself. In the photo was a little girl of the same age as her, wearing Hanfu and with an exquisite bun, like a beautiful porcelain doll.
"Can I see your photo?" Chunse Feng asked naturally.
…
Xu Kewei flinched.
She had always believed that she and Chun Se Feng were companions in the spiritual world. On the Internet, she met many people who were like-minded in the game, but only Chun Se Feng and her were so compatible. They should and should only travel together in the ocean of fantasy. But Chun Se Feng suddenly took the initiative to lift the veil of fantasy and imagination, and put the three-dimensional world in front of her.
The cute and charming girl in the photo made Xu Kewei feel terrified. It was as if an invisible claw suddenly tore off all the romance and dragged her directly into the cold, gloomy reality.
Pure Color Feng made a coquettish expression: "Let me see..."
No, Xu Kewei wanted to resist.
"Let me see ..."
No. Xu Kewei felt extremely anxious.
She didn't want to lose Pure Maple.
But the mediocre her in reality will undoubtedly ruin everything.
For some unknown reason, she opened her favorites, selected a photo of Wei Jingjing and sent it out.
“…”
“Wow!!! You are such a beauty!” Chunse Feng sent several emojis to praise her.
"It turns out that you are not only a good writer, but also a beautiful woman! I love you so much!"
Xu Kewei did not feel a bit of joy, she replied with an emoji to show her shyness. She said to herself that she just wanted to keep her spiritual friend, she just did not want to ruin all the emotional sustenance of the past year.
After that, Chunse Feng did not ask to see her photos again. It seemed that nothing had changed between them. They were still a pair of close friends surfing in a fantasy world. They still kissed and hugged each other in the chat box, and talked about literature, movies, animation and all kinds of entertainment.
Until yesterday, Chunse Feng sent her a message saying that she would come here to visit relatives and hoped to meet Xu Kewei.
Xu Kewei felt like she was falling into an icy cave.
This time, Chunse Feng is really about to appear in front of her.
Xu Kewei was at a loss.
Now in Chunse Feng's heart, her closest netizen should be the beautiful little girl with Wei Jingjing's face, not the mediocre Xu Kewei. This is the impression she created with her own hands, which cannot be reversed or explained.
"We must meet! It's agreed!" Chunse Feng said to her happily.
what do I do?
She stared blankly at Wei Jingjing who was flipping through a science textbook. Today she was more elegant than ever, without the impatience that often appeared on her face, but a calmness that made people feel more peaceful.
She stared at Wei Jingjing blankly, from her delicate chin to her beautiful eyebrows and then to her delicate nose. Why was there such a beautiful girl like Wei Jingjing? Why couldn't she be as lovable as Wei Jingjing?
She was in a daze for a long time. Until the end of the fourth class of the day, she made up her mind and walked straight to Wei Jingjing.
Wei Jingjing looked up at her. Her skin was whiter than before, her temperament was purer than before, and her eyes were shining with curiosity. Xu Kewei felt that Wei Jingjing seemed a little different from before. But now was not the time to think about these things.
Xu Kewei whispered, "Wei Jingjing, I want to ask you for a favor."
