Chapter 36 Break up, don’t break up
Chapter 36 Breaking Up, Not Breaking Up
When school was about to start, the weather got a lot warmer.
Qiu Xingci placed the newly bought cactus on the windowsill and poured a little water here and there.
The message on his cell phone was beeping. It was a special reminder he had set on Penguin.
Qiu Xingci casually took out his phone and saw the new message.
Don't eat coriander and blueberries: "When can we meet?"
"Aci, I like you very much."
This sudden news immediately stunned Qiu Xingci.
His eyelashes flickered, suspecting that he had seen fake news. He paused for a moment, and then looked back. The message was still the same, unchanged at all.
How...
how so fast? He wasn't ready to face this yet.
Qiu Xingci didn't know how to reply. After hesitating for a few seconds, he typed:
"Thank you, but it's better not to meet each other for the time being."
Chi Chengye did not expect that he would be rejected so quickly.
He asked unwillingly: "Why, aren't you curious about me?"
"Curiosity is curiosity," Qiu Xing gave the answer sincerely: "But, it was a bit sudden."
He clasped his fingers in a bit of confusion: " What made you want to meet?"
Chi Chengye, who was on the other end of the phone, had a gentle smile on his handsome face, "It's nothing, I just want to be somewhere closer to you."
This guy is actually serious.
Qiu Xingci couldn't tell what he felt in his heart.
A little happy and a little sour.
It's such a pity that their online relationship was wrong from the beginning.
He knew very well that a wrong beginning would never lead to a correct answer.
Qiu Xingci lowered his head and looked deeply at the phone, as if making a difficult decision.
After a while, he took a deep breath and continued typing expressionlessly:
"It's so disgusting, brother."
He teased in a deliberately artificial tone: "You make me a little shy, as if we are not that familiar yet, so lonely It's not good for a man and a woman to meet in this situation, isn't it?" Chi Chengye's eyes lit
up, thinking there was something wrong: "What's wrong, are you afraid that I'm a bad person?"
Qiu Xingci: "You're really a little scared."
Chengye immediately came up with a way to deal with it: "If you are worried about safety, then we can choose a place with a lot of people to meet, such as KFC or a square, or a store near the police station. You can bring chili pepper water."
Qiu Xingci Looking at his words, I couldn't help but smile: "It's too exaggerated to go to the police station to meet Ji. No need."
"No, I mean, we don't need to meet for the time being."
Mian Ji had plans to go further, but Their current situation with me, if I go any further, is really very dangerous.
Qiu Xingci's words were considered a polite refusal, and Chi Chengye could see that he was a little evasive.
Chi Chengye frowned slightly. It was okay to escape temporarily, but he couldn't be allowed to continue evading.
He tried to persuade Qiu Xingci in a calm tone: "Our relationship is already very ambiguous. Although I also like this ambiguous stage, we can't last forever." His voice was low and he said very seriously: "Always. Communicating online is a bit irresponsible to both of us. "
Don't you see, some close friends, even if they have been chatting for five or six years, will soon lose contact as long as they don't meet each other, just like strangers. Disappear into the online world.
Just thinking about that possibility makes Chi Chengye feel very insecure.
He paused, pressed voice input, and said to Qiu Xingci in an almost pleading tone: "Aci, let's meet in real life."
His words were very real.
If it is really a normal online dating relationship, then according to the order, it is more reliable to find an opportunity to meet in person after the ambiguity.
But, that’s “normal” online dating.
Qiu Xingci does not feel that his online dating relationship with CP is "normal".
This sudden suggestion made him think of thousands of not-so-good consequences.
Qiu Xingci was really afraid to meet: "No, I've been very busy recently...and it's really too sudden."
Chi Chengye didn't think so: "It's not sudden, we have been chatting online for a long time. "
We can't keep being ambiguous online. If the stalemate lasts, I'm afraid I'll wrong you."
Qiu Xingci felt a little guilty: "No, I'm not wronged. In fact, we haven't known each other very long. Let's talk about it later. " "
As long as it lasts, he is looking for excuses in a panic, hoping to continue to escape.
His fingers nervously tangled at the seams of his clothes, not knowing what to say.
Isn’t online dating all about temporary spiritual joy?
There is nothing to say.
Even if, even at certain times, he was really happy to play with Acheng, he felt that this happiness was limited to the online world.
Qiu Xingci found many reasons to refuse.
Seeing how intense his reaction was, Chi Chengye thought for a while and compromised: "Okay, let's talk later."
"Be mentally prepared."
When the chat ended, Qiu Xingci's heart sank.
It’s over,
we’ve still come to this point,
and it’s time to say goodbye.
Now that they find a chance to separate, they can still leave each other a good image among netizens.
If he really shows up and the other party finds out that he is lying to him, then the boat of their "friendship" may be overturned.
Qiu Xingci felt guilty when he thought of the persona he had used in his bragging about the other person he knew so far.
He's not some really sweet girl who can sing and dance well.
Just an ordinary male college student who is about to graduate.
If he really fell off his horse when they met, he would be dead.
The scolding is mild, but I am afraid that the other person will not be able to bear the deception and will get angry and take action.
Qiu Xingci didn't want to be beaten.
After thinking about it, he decided to take the initiative and immediately find a way to break up.
When the two teamed up to play games the next day, Qiu Xingci made an excuse and deliberately ignored him: "Let's break up."
Chi Chengye didn't understand what was wrong: "Don't lose your temper. We have a good relationship. You Why did you suddenly break up?"
"Xiao Ci, you have to give me a reason." Qiu
Xingci: "The reason is that I don't like you anymore."
Chi Chengye: "Why don't I like you?"
"You didn't give me the first blue in the game just now, which means..."
Before he could finish his deliberately unreasonable words, Chi Chengye interrupted him from casting a spell: "This doesn't mean anything. If you need it, next time I’ll give it to you after one game.”
Not really?
Qiu Xingci stopped suddenly and quickly changed his reason: "I fell in love with another brother at first sight yesterday. I'm sorry, I don't like you now."
Chi Chengye sneered: "I don't believe it."
"Really, he is so handsome. , I'm sorry, I know this is not good, but I am a naughty dog." Qiu Xingci said in a sincere tone: "Let's break up." Chi Chengye took
a breath and pretended to be calm: "Oh, really, what is it. You fell in love with this handsome guy at first sight. Do you have any photos? Let me take a look
.
I sent photos of handsome guys to my online dating partner.
The handsome guy in this photo is wearing the typical outfits of recent Internet celebrities, and he has a very good temperament.
However, Chi Chengye only looked at it for a moment, then he breathed a sigh of relief and withdrew his gaze.
This man looked just like that. Chi Chengye didn't think he was a threat to him, so he probably wasn't someone Qiu Xingci could like.
He didn't believe what Qiu Xingci said about love at first sight, and
what he didn't believe even more was the phrase "I don't like it anymore." He said "I don't like it anymore."
Human feelings are not like a light switch, so how can you say you don't like it and not like it.
A few days ago, he could still feel Qiu Xingci's heartbeat towards him when they were together, how could it suddenly disappear.
Therefore, he did not believe the nonsense Qiu Xingci just said.
The feeling of uneasiness in his heart made him test it out, and he spoke venomously: "This photo is from the Internet. It doesn't look very handsome."
"It's not from the Internet," Qiu Xingci said so hard that he almost believed it. "I really like him, it was love at first sight."
Chi Chengye laughed angrily, not knowing which part he sang: "I'm sorry, I don't believe it, and I don't agree to break up."
Qiu Xingci was stunned and didn't Come to think of it, the other person is still a love brain.
He said that he was in love with someone else, but this love brain still didn’t believe it!
No matter how Qiu Xingci tried to cover up the lie, the other party would just say: "If you don't believe it, you won't tell."
In the end, Qiu Xingci was almost defeated by his stubbornness.
The guilty conscience that was there at first turned into annoyance that the plan was not going well.
Qiu Xingci simply asked him directly: "How did you agree to break up?"
The voice from the phone receiver was a bit distorted, but it seemed very calm: "No matter what, I can't agree."
Qiu Xingci took a deep breath, Said: "I don't care, now I have proposed breaking up, and we will stop here."
Chi Chengye really didn't know if he really meant it: "That was your unilateral proposal to break up, and it's unfair to me."
Qiu Chengye said Xingci: "There is never fairness in things like relationships."
After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone with a heart.
*
When it comes to breaking up in the online world, it seems really simple.
Qiu Xingci stopped answering voice calls and messages. He felt really bad and blocked the online dating CP's account.
But when I logged into the game, I saw the relationship between a couple with a high level of intimacy, and I couldn’t bear to delete it directly.
He hesitated again and again and chose to apply for dissolution of the relationship, hoping that the other party would give up this period of gratitude and agree to terminate the relationship.
The feeling of falling out of love is very uncomfortable. Whether it is online love or real love, the first few days after a breakup are a mess, like giving up your favorite candy, like stopping halfway through your favorite movie. I always feel itchy in my heart to stop. In the dead of night, I toss and turn, wondering whether I should stop.
What will happen if this continues?
As the start of school approached, Qiu Xingci adjusted his state and brainwashed himself day by day.
He is fine,
he is not lost anymore, he just cuts through the mess quickly and makes the right choice.
Maybe this is unfair to Cheng, maybe a bit bad, but the matter has come to this, and there is no better way.
The snail's tentacles hid in the hard protective shell, thinking they were safe.
However, seven days later, when Qiu Xingci was packing his suitcases and books for the start of school, he received news from Lu Yunbai.
Brother Xiaobai [Brother Xing, what happened to you and your CP? ]
Qiu Xingci sighed [It's nothing, you don't have to worry about it, just don't mention me to him recently. ]
Brother Xiaobai [No, I'm reminding you, he told me that he sent a gift to your school, and he sent me the pick-up code. ]
As he spoke, he forwarded the picture of the pickup code to Qiu Xingci.
Qiu Xingci was stunned.
He quickly told Lu Yunbai, "I don't want his things." ]
[No, how does he know my school? I haven't told him. ]
He asked a little panicked [Xiaobai, did you tell him my real-life information? ]
Lu Yunbai felt that he was wronged [No, brother, I didn't say it. Really, I am very strict with my mouth. ]
[I don’t know who he found out from. How far has your relationship developed? ]
Qiu Xingci felt a bit tricky [I haven't reached any stage yet, you know, I just want to get points. When he said that he was going to show up, I broke up with him and blocked him. ]
Lu Yunbai feels that the problem is a bit serious [I feel like he is not willing to give in. Is this considered a peaceful breakup? I don’t know how much information he has asked about you. Brother, why don’t you tell him clearly and apologize. ]
Qiu Xingci scratched his hair, feeling very unsure [I'm scared. ]
As for what he was afraid of, he himself couldn't tell clearly at the moment.
Lu Yunbai honestly acts as a messaging machine [Brother, the master said that he added you with a trumpet account and wants to make something clear to you. If you don't agree, he will add you as game friends one by one and continue to inquire about your real news. ]
Qiu Xingci took a breath of air.
Threat, this is absolutely a naked threat.
He quickly returned to his game account and hid all the intimate relationships on the account homepage.
After completing this step, others will no longer be able to see his game friends.
But just like that, Qiu Xingci still felt unsure.
He was worried that the man would take a screenshot of his account homepage, or... what if he had already added these people?
What if the other party has asked about his real identity through someone else's addition, what if he knows that it is a man who is pretending to be a girl online and deceives him into sharing his time and energy, what if he is angry anymore, call us in a few days. If you place an order to kill, wouldn't your life be in danger?
He didn't know what kind of person Acheng was. If he was a killer or a particularly good athlete, he would be in trouble.
After thinking about it, Qiu Xingci was almost overwhelmed by his worries and imagination.
Under all kinds of worries, he accepted the trumpet account applied by Cheng.
Qiu Xingci's heart was heavy, and he tentatively said:
"It's my fault, you're here again, what do you want to do?" ]
More than ten minutes have passed, and there has been no reply.
Qiu Xingci held his cell phone a little nervously and paced back and forth.
He prayed in his heart that Acheng was a person with a bottom line, or that his friends had a bottom line and did not expose his real life information.
Time passed bit by bit, and when the message notification sound came, Qiu Xingci stopped and couldn't wait to click in to take a look.
[I didn’t want to do anything, we continued to fall in love. ]
The identities of the messages are not equal.
How can you still fall in love?
Qiu Xingci was so anxious that he almost wanted to cry [I really want to break up]
and the other side responded without any hesitation in seconds [I really don’t want to break up]. ]