Chapter 23 Like
Chapter 23: I like
the short two-and-a-half-minute song. When Xu Hexing came to his senses, Huo Yu was already singing the last few lines, and the stage lights gradually dimmed until he finished singing the last line of lyrics.
The music ended completely, and Huo Yu's breathing sound came from the microphone. The sound seemed to linger in Xu Hexing's ears, and he felt numb all over.
Xu Hexing saw him bow and exit.
At the last moment when Huo Yu walked to the audience, he looked back and looked at Xu Hexing's position.
Sure enough he was there. A warmth arose in Huo Yu's heart, like the comfort of sunlight.
Huo Yu smiled, knowing that Xu Hexing would definitely see it.
He was sincerely happy because of Xu Hexing.
Just because Xu Hexing was cheering for him and applauding him.
This happiness caused the pores all over his body to stretch out and send out charming signals, trying to convey the warm love to him along the eyes, stuffing it into his heart and letting him see it. It was already written densely in his heart. Full of three characters: Xu Hexing.
But I was afraid it would scare him.
Xu Hexing held on to the railing and stared at Huo Yu's leaving figure. He stopped and turned back. He looked in the direction where he was. He knew that Huo Yu must be looking at him. He was very sure.
Huo Yu stood at the junction of light and dark on the stage, his expression unclear, but the necklace he was wearing was unexpectedly bright.
Xu Hexing saw Huo Yu retreat half way, revealing his face. The handsome face that Xu Hexing had secretly envied countless times in his heart was smiling at him at this moment, a gentle and bright smile.
The sounds in his ears disappeared, the surroundings became quiet, and Xu Hexing could only hear the sound of his own heartbeat.
His heart was beating violently and crazily, just because of Huo Yu's smile.
Xu Hexing felt that the fog in front of him was blown away by the warm wind, and the mystery that had troubled him for a long time was solved. It turned out that the blush, excitement, and joy during this period of time all came from his heartbeat for Huo Yu.
He thought he probably understood.
He seemed...to like this person.
Xu Hexing covered his chest and said in his heart: The heartbeat does not lie, it is much more honest than me.
Xu Hexing suddenly panicked. He didn't know how to face his love, and he didn't know how to face Huo Yu. He didn't dare to think about how Huo Yu felt about him. He definitely didn't hate him, but he liked...
He has also had a good impression of people, but it is not appropriate to say that he has a good impression, because he really does not understand what heartbeat is. The vague feeling before was too shallow, as if it could be broken at the touch of a touch. Maybe that kind of feeling can only be regarded as "interested". And her feelings for Huo Yu were too strong, so strong that she couldn't ignore them.
This was the first time he realized that he was attracted to someone of the same sex.
Xu Hexing was a little at a loss, like a confused child who couldn't find his direction. -
After Huo Yu stepped down, he immediately went to the second floor to look for Xu Hexing. He saw Xu Hexing sitting there in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
Huo Yu did not disturb him, but quietly sat behind him without making a sound, staring at the back of Xu Hexing's head.
How could a person even have the back of his head so perfect, Huo Yu thought to himself.
His eyes glanced at his earlobes again, which were small and round. Huo Yu felt that his lips were a little dry and his throat was itchy.
Huo Yu touched the tip of his tongue to the upper teeth, breaking the inexplicable fantasy.
"What are you thinking about?" Huo Yu lowered his voice and asked. He was afraid that his words would scare Xu Hexing, who was still in a trance.
Xu Hexing didn't think much when he heard the voice. He thought it was Zhao Yihang who came to chat with him. He wanted to say it was nothing, but he said firmly: "I miss Huo Yu."
Huo Yu: "?" Is there such a surprise?
"What do you want him to do?" Huo Yu asked aggressively.
Xu Hexing followed his words and continued: "I think I found out..." Before he finished speaking, Xu Hexing suddenly came back to his senses and looked back suddenly, only to see Huo Yu taking off his coat and wearing solid-color short sleeves and looking at him with an innocent face. She also gave him an unexplained smile.
Xu Hexing felt his heart suddenly stop for a moment, and then beat wildly again, almost breaking through his chest.
Here we go again, this feeling again.
My heart was roaring crazily: "You like him so much."
Xu Hexing felt that this feeling was too difficult to control. He even felt a little afraid that he would be led away by this feeling.
"Why are you up here?" Xu Hexing failed to stabilize his heartbeat. I can only pretend to be calm.
"Coming to find you." Huo Yu acted as if the "test" just now did not exist. "Do you still want to listen to the song? If not, then leave."
Xu Hexing nodded and got up, following Huo Yu downstairs.
There are always two floors between the two of them, so Xu Hexing is a little taller than him, and he can just see the curl of his hair by lowering his head slightly.
Xu Hexing stared at the hairpin, unsteady on his feet, and almost pounced straight on Huo Yu's back.
Huo Yu was also looking at the situation behind him with his peripheral vision, and quickly caught Xu Hexing with one hand, holding Xu Hexing's wrist tightly, and the other hand firmly holding his waist to help him stabilize his body.
Xu Hexing was still frightened. His mind went blank at that moment. He thought he would definitely fall to the ground, but he didn't expect to be caught by Huo Yu. His heart beat faster for a moment, because of fear and because of the actions of the two people at this moment.
Face to face, no one said anything, no one took any action.
They are all afraid of disturbing the situation.
Xu Hexing noticed the heat on his wrist, itching on his waist, and a tingling sensation flowing throughout his body.
His face suddenly turned pale.
The heartbeat almost stopped and hung high in the sky.
An inexplicable fear surged into my heart. He actually... reacted.
His lower body reacted quite directly to Huo Yu's contact.
Xu Hexing broke away first and walked two steps at a time. Huo Yu took a step back, letting him walk in front, and told him to be careful.
But Xu Hexing could only hear the buzzing in his ears.
He was in a mess and had no intention of listening to Huo Yu's words. Huo Yu also saw that his face was not very good. He guessed that his actions just now made him unhappy or scared him. Huo Yu was a little frustrated.
Huo Yu: "What's wrong?"
Huo Yu said softly, rubbing his shoulder against Xu Hexing. Xu Hexing was startled by his sudden touch and reacted violently.
Huo Yu was silent for a moment: "Sorry, I scared you."
Xu Hexing saw his eyes lowered and the corners of his mouth tightened, "No, I was scared just now. I almost thought I was going to fight for the ground with my head."
Xu Hexing finally calmed down, and the reaction in his body gradually subsided.
"Come on, accompany me to pick up the express delivery." Xu Hexing said.
Xu Hexing took out the things from the express cabinet and dismantled them on the spot and gave them to Huo Yu.
Huo Yu stood beside him, holding the garbage he had dismantled, and threw it into the trash can.
"This is for you." Xu Hexing raised his chin and spoke calmly.
Huo Yu took it and stared at the mouse for a while: "Thank you."
Xu Hexing looked indifferent: "But you are really making money this way. Not only do you have the same mouse carefully selected by Brother Xing, but you also have Brother Xing to practice singing with you."
Huo Yu is sure to make a profit, and Xu Hexing is also happy with it.
Huo Yu nodded and said in a slightly joking tone: "Brother Xing is so generous, I can only promise you with my body."
Xu Hexing: "..." Is there such a good thing?
After returning to the dormitory, except for Zhao Yihang, the other two roommates were all there.
Xu Hexing's heartbeat towards Huo Yu seemed to be just now, and he could still vaguely feel the heat in his chest. Xu Hexing made insinuating remarks and couldn't help but learn from Chen You, the only girlfriend and friend in the dormitory.
"Chen You, let me ask you something."
He was playing games with Gao Mingwen, and the sound of mouse and keyboard filled the entire dormitory as the two of them played passionately.
"Ah? What's wrong, Brother Xing."
"How come you and your girlfriend are together?" In fact, Chen You mentioned it before, but Xu Hexing really didn't want to hear him show affection, so he didn't take it seriously.
Gao Mingwen keenly smelled something wrong: "What's the situation?"
Chen You blurted out without thinking: "I bought her roses and gifts and confessed my love directly. What's wrong, Brother Xing, you don't want to have sex with someone, right?" ? If you want me to look like this, you only need to give someone a slap in the face, and then use the subwoofer to say some love words, and you will win on the spot!"
Chen You said with a smile, joking.
A little pink appeared on Xu Hexing's face, "Then how do you confirm that you like her?"
This stumped Chen You. It's hard to describe the feeling of liking her.
Gao Mingwen laughed: "Brother Xing, isn't it? Are you a primary school student?"
"I just want to see her every day. I feel happy when I see her. I am happy when she is happy, and I am sad when she is sad..." Chen You said seriously. say.
Xu Hexing realized that he had already had these feelings for Huo Yu.
As for reacting...
He actually doesn't quite understand what a man should do if he reacts to another man?
Xu Hexing couldn't help but imagine some pictures in his mind, and quickly let these pictures disappear in his mind. Now it's just a one-sided crush, why do you think about these messy things?
"What else?"
"The other thing is, my heart beats faster every time I see her. I'm sorry, I want to show my best self in front of her..." Chen You said, still feeling shy.
Xu Hexing can now confirm his feelings with absolute certainty, but he cannot tell anyone about this feeling.
He felt so uncomfortable now that he couldn't tell anyone about it.
He just fell in love in college, and the person he fell in love with was a man who was a little bit more handsome than him. If he could accept this fact, it was because he had a good attitude!
"What's going on? Tell us, are you in trouble?" Gao Mingwen raised his eyebrows with a curious look on his face.
Chen You: "No way, I haven't seen you getting close to any girl? Whenever you have free time every day, you go with Huo Yu..."
Xu Hexing took a sip of water, accidentally choked on it, and coughed violently. After a few moments, he changed the subject: "No, I'm just curious."
"By the way, will there be a quiz in Zhao Kuihua's class in two days?" Xu Hexing asked.
Chen You: "It seems..."
Gao Mingwen: "Don't even think about changing the subject!!!"