Chapter 21: Life hangs on a thread (4)
[In Yin Yin’s mind].
I'm sorry, Ajun, although I said I can't leave you, if I am still alive after you die, it will be a betrayal to you; you said you hope we can be together forever, but I no longer have that qualification.
Kind Ajun, my beloved Ajun, you are always so gentle by my side, giving everything for me and fighting for me, but I can't do anything for you, I can't do anything for you, so I am not qualified to continue to stay by your side.
Thank you for always loving me, thank you for always guarding me silently. Meeting you in this limited life is the most gratifying thing in my life, and falling in love with you is the happiest thing in my life!
I know Yan loves me, but what he really loves is the owner of this body I got after traveling through time. I hate him because he killed you and many innocent people, but I also know that I am more or less responsible for all of this. It's just that what he did to me that night made it impossible for me to forgive him. I originally wanted to use Cheng's feelings for me and the owner of this body to take revenge on Yan, but I was never able to do it. Your words kept echoing in my ears and I couldn't do it. I thought it must be you who was stopping me, so I asked Cheng for help, and he agreed. I originally thought that I wouldn't have to worry about seeing Yan again, and I could use time to forget my hatred for him, but I didn't expect it would be inevitable. Whenever I saw his face and heard his voice, I was so scared, afraid that he would do something to me that scared me again. The idea that I couldn't forget deep in my heart made me suddenly lose my mind. I stabbed him with a knife without thinking, and when I saw him kneeling on the ground with his hands covered in blood, my mind went blank...
We should not belong to this world, but came to this world by mistake. I thought I would live alone in this strange world. When I despaired of the world, you appeared again. You were always by my side when I needed you the most. I really love you, more than you can imagine. Because of my unrepentant and unchanging love for you, I am willing to bear all the retribution. I just didn't expect that God would take you away. I really can't live alone in such a world, a world without you.
I'm really sorry, Jun. It seems I won't be able to avenge you in the end...
forgive me.
please forgive me.
Please forgive me.
I am so tired.
very tired.
Finally, I hope that if there is an afterlife, you must find someone who is more suitable for you than me. I will not blame you or complain about you. I will watch you quietly and pray for your happiness...
If there is an afterlife.
Please don't forget that there was someone who loved you more than anything else.
No matter how the people around her shouted, Yin Yin did not respond at all, especially Zhou Yan's shrill, heart-wrenching shouts that shook everyone else. He completely forgot about his own injuries...
Zhang Ren was the first to react and asked Lei'er to find a doctor.
Not long after.
The famous doctors in the capital, the imperial physicians in the palace, and Xue Han all fell silent.
Zhou Cheng ignored the presence of outsiders and the fact that he was injured and punched Zhou Yan. The force was so heavy that even the bystanders were frightened. He did not care that Zhou Yan was also injured and was stabbed by Yin Yin ...
"Why? Don't you love her very much? Why do you still do this? How much do you want to hurt her before you give up? Let her wander around the gates of hell again and again, uncertain about life and death. Do you really want to torture her to death? This time you can finally get what you want, right?"
Zhou Cheng grabbed Zhou Yan's collar with both hands, and the people around him were so scared that their hair stood on end. It can be said that this was the first time that everyone had seen Zhou Cheng so angry and out of control. Xin Xin was also stunned. Zhou Yan could also confirm Yin Yin's position in Zhou Cheng's heart, but he could not refute the fact that Yin Yin fell for him. No matter how Zhou Cheng blamed him or beat him, he could only remain silent, as if this could reduce the guilt in his heart...
"Your Majesty, please calm down..."
Zhang Ren stepped forward and grabbed Zhou Cheng's arm to signal him to stop the violence. As Yin Yin's father and a minister of the current dynasty, he could not let Zhou Cheng and Zhou Yan become enemies, or even use force to make the situation out of control. He could only appreciate the love they both had for Yin Yin...
"Brother, please stop. Second Brother is also injured and has not received treatment yet—"
Xin Xin woke up from her shock and hurried forward to stop Zhou Cheng.
"So what? Can the injuries he suffered be compared to Yin Yin's? Yin Yin has been on the verge of death time and time again. This is all caused by him. He is the one who made Yin Yin suffer so much torture and pain. He should bear all of this——"
Unexpectedly, Xin Xin's words not only failed to stop Zhou Cheng's excitement, but made him even more angry, and also affected his own injuries...
"Well--"
“Royal brother!!”
The wound on his shoulder relapsed, or should I say it was torn open, and the arm that was tightly holding Zhou Yan's collar loosened unconsciously. Zhou Cheng used his right hand to hold the painful wound tightly, and blood seeped through the yellow robe and flowed out from between his fingers. His previous excessive actions were suddenly relaxed by the pain of the wound. In an instant, he felt weak and his steps were unsteady. It can be seen that his wound is deeper than he imagined, and it can be seen from his pale and bloodless face...
"emperor--"
Zhang Ren hurriedly supported Zhou Cheng to prevent him from falling.
"The wound has split open, Lei'er, quickly call the imperial physician!!"
"yes!!"
Zhou Cheng's injury relapsed, and everyone present was panicking; Zhou Yan, however, had no intention of worrying about Zhou Cheng's injury, but waved his hand to wipe the blood from his mouth. The wound on his abdomen seemed to have stopped. Whether he was stabbed or beaten, it was as if nothing had happened to Zhou Yan at this moment. He looked sad and his eyes were full of panic...