Chapter 2 Memories are filled with cold feelings 04
How on earth should one get along with someone who is completely incapable of getting angry?
Shen Chuxue began to have a migraine. When she had a migraine, she would always lie on the bed holding her grandmother's photo, and looking at her grandmother smiling at her, she could always find psychological sustenance.
The sustenance of hatred.
Lin Jianluo's sudden appearance this time caught Shen Chuxue off guard, and she felt embarrassed because she knew that the Lin family's affairs had nothing to do with Lin Jianluo.
Turning over again, Shen Chuxue rubbed her temples, trying to feel better.
"Sister Hatsuyuki."
Hearing An Cenxi's voice, Shen Chuxue paused in rubbing her temple.
An Cenxi seldom came to her room and would never step in without reason - a play always needs people to watch it in order to end in excitement, so An Cenxi would choose places where there were many people to show his care to Shen Chuxue.
Those little wounds that were created belonged in a place like this.
When An Cenxi called her sister, Shen Chuxue got goosebumps . She felt really disgusted.
"What's wrong?" Shen Chuxue's voice was a little hoarse. The headache was really unbearable, and she had to concentrate on dealing with An Cenxi. She felt that her endurance had improved.
"Sister Hatsuyuki, I heard that you know this year's most handsome boy in the animation design department?"
It's a little funny. Everyone thought Shen Chuxue and Lin Jianluo were very familiar with each other, but he only heard which department he was in from An Cenxi. The girls in the school probably knew Lin Jianluo better than she did. They might have even found out his birth date.
She stepped on the ground, her feet felt like they were stepping on cotton, soft and powerless. She waved her hands, poured a glass of water and took a sip, and said, "Is there anyone I know that you don't know? You said you were new here, how could I know him?"
This question really stumped An Cenxi.
In the second year after Shen Chuxue entered school, An Cenxi also enrolled in T University, just to be in the same school as An Yannan, and Shen Chuxue was just a by-product. However, An Yannan rarely saw An Cenxi on weekdays, and the two had little interaction, which made An Cenxi very angry.
After hearing that An Yannan would send information to Shen Chuxue, she became even angrier - she obviously spent more time with An Yannan's cousin, so why did the cold Shen Chuxue seem to be more familiar with her cousin? There were also rumors in the school that Shen Chuxue was her cousin's girlfriend, which made An Cenxi almost crazy.
She exaggerated the matter and secretly whispered it to her father.
An Wei values his talented nephew very much and hopes that he can come to the company to help him in the future. He has only a daughter and no son, and he cannot give the company away for nothing. His nephew is also his child and also has the surname An, so it would be the best thing for him to have the child.
An Wei naturally wouldn't allow anyone to distract An Yannan when he was working hard. If that person was Shen Chuxue, he would be even angrier. This burden had been eating and living on his side, and now he was planning to take advantage of his nephew?
Because of this, Shen Chuxue was severely punished by An Wei. Since then, Shen Chuxue began to avoid any contact with An Yannan at home, preferably without saying a word.
An Cenxi and Shen Chuxue were in the same university, so it was easier for him to monitor Shen Chuxue. Almost every move of Shen Chuxue could not escape An Cenxi's eyes and ears. An Cenxi was well-behaved and loved to coax people. He was a good student in the eyes of teachers. He also had a lot of classmates and friends around him, all of whom helped An Cenxi.
When An Cenxi met Shen Chuxue at school, she would also say that this was her half-sister, and then tell her how she took care of this "sister", so she became more popular.
Where is Shen Chuxue?
An Cenxi portrayed herself as a sister who drives away the cold and brings warmth, but she, an outsider, was still unsatisfied and didn't know how to be grateful... It's not without reason that Shen Chuxue is not popular.
Only Fan Qi didn't believe that.
Now that Shen Chuxue said this, An Cenxi thought about it and it made sense. Lin Jianluo had just arrived, so naturally he didn't know him.
"Then why is he sitting next to his sister? There are even photos!"
"He wanted to chat up my classmate, so he had to sit next to me." Shen Chuxue still couldn't remember Fan Qi's name, so she could only use classmate instead - this excuse was the easiest to believe.
Looking at An Cenxi's satisfied back as he left, Shen Chuxue didn't speak for a long time.
Grandma's photo was still lying on the bed. Shen Chuxue closed her eyes and made a decision.
Since we can't forget it easily, let's remember it deeply...
Lin Jianluo searched around the school for a long time and finally saw Shen Chuxue in the library. She stood on tiptoe to reach the top book, which was a bit difficult. There was someone around her but she refused to ask for help. Lin Jianluo felt distressed and quickened his pace to walk over.
He is obviously younger than Shen Chuxue, but more than a head taller than her.
A shadow suddenly fell in front of her eyes. Shen Chuxue subconsciously wanted to turn around, but her whole body was warmed by someone's embrace.
She stood there in a daze, unable to move - if she moved forward a little bit, she would lean into Lin Jianluo's arms.
This action seemed extremely ambiguous to outsiders, and Shen Chuxue just hoped that no one would notice.
"Give."
Just now, Shen Chuxue stood on tiptoe so hard that she could only touch a little bit of the book cover with her fingertips. As a result, Lin Jianluo raised his hand and took it away, which made Shen Chuxue a little embarrassed.
"Thank you." She took the book and wanted to leave, but Lin Jianluo refused to move.
Shen Chuxue was a little unhappy. She looked up, but her forehead rested on Lin Jianluo's chin. She panicked and lowered her head quickly, her tone already angry: "Lin Jianluo! Stop making trouble! There are a lot of people in the library!"
She was just quiet and aloof, but she seldom lost her temper, and it could even be said that she had no temper. No matter how An Cenxi treated her over the years, Shen Chuxue never lost her temper. Even when she was injured, she just took medicine in silence. Although she was not submissive, it was not far from it.
Afraid of trouble...
"I just want to ask you, why did you and grandma leave? Why didn't you wait for me? Why didn't you let my family tell me? You just left without saying a word. Do you know how sad I am?"
When Lin Jianluo mentioned "Grandma", it was like a joke to Shen Chuxue. She suppressed her anger little by little and smiled.
The more she thought about her grandmother, the more obvious the hatred became.
"Let me go, find a place and let's sit down and talk. You're so tall and it's tiring for me to look up at you. If you convict me, you should at least give me a chance to defend myself, right?" The tone was gentle.
Lin Jianluo looked at Shen Chuxue with some distrust, raised his eyebrows and asked: "You really won't run away again? It took me so much effort to find you. How could T University be so big! I went around in circles several times!" His tone sounded a little aggrieved, which made the corners of Shen Chuxue's lips rise even more.
She nodded: "Okay, I won't run away."
I have to find an opportunity to talk to Lin Jianluo about this matter, otherwise, how can I take the first step?
After calculating the time, Shen Chuxue's class would not start in two hours. She was not in a hurry, so she and Lin Jianluo found an empty study room. They sat in the corner and closed the door.
During this time, other people are either in class or eating, and generally do not come to the study room.
" What's going on?" Lin Jianluo asked impatiently.
Shen Chuxue took a deep breath, stared into Lin Jianluo's eyes, and spent half an hour telling him how Lin Jianluo's parents had kicked him and his seriously ill grandmother out without his knowledge, and even took him to court, which ultimately led to his grandmother's death in the ancestral home. She did it very carefully and slowly.
She never mentioned these things, just because she was afraid that these things would play back and forth in her mind like a movie. After she arrived at the An family, it took her a long time to stop having nightmares. Now thinking back, Shen Chuxue was very determined.
The truth of that year hit Lin Jianluo hard, and he didn't recover for a long time. When he came to his senses, Shen Chuxue was no longer in the study room.
