Chapter 196 Xia Miao's Feelings
After paying tribute to He Shu's mother, Zhao Qishui and Xia Miao stood in the cemetery and did not leave immediately.
"The scenery here is really nice. The location is also good. Look, there are mountains and water, you can get sunshine, and there are so many trees."
Zhao Qishui looked around and felt that this place was very peaceful.
"Oh, I have to tell the little tree to bury me here when I die."
"Uncle Zhao, please stop talking nonsense." Xia Miao quickly pulled Zhao Qishui. What death? That's so unlucky.
Zhao Qishui laughed: "How can a person be immortal? Don't be afraid of death. Just live well while you are alive."
Hearing Zhao Qishui say this, Xia Miao suddenly felt very sad for some reason.
She felt as if she had personally experienced the pain and helplessness of separation since she met He Shu.
"Uncle Zhao, when He Shu comes back, we will both honor you well together."
Zhao Qishui nodded with satisfaction: "Good boy, you and He Shu are both good boys..."
After standing on the hillside for a while, the two slowly walked down along the neat path.
"Uncle Zhao, do you really not know where He Shu is serving his sentence?"
Xia Miao felt that Uncle Zhao must know it, and He Shu must have told him not to say it.
"Little girl, if I knew, I would definitely tell you secretly."
Xia Miao didn't believe it anyway, but she wouldn't force Uncle Zhao to ask: "It's okay if you don't tell me. I want to bring something to He Shu. If you can go see him, can you help take it?"
Zhao Qishui sighed. He also wanted to go see He Shu.
Zhao Qishui knew about the days in prison. He had never been to prison before, but he had conflicts with others and been to a detention center while searching for his son.
That place is really not a place for human beings to stay. Prison is even more miserable than the detention center. I heard that you have to work in there.
When Zhao Qishui thought about how He Shu had just had a few days of good life before encountering such a thing, he felt that this child had a miserable life.
But he really didn't know where He Shu was? The people in the Qi family knew, but they didn't tell him.
He Shu talked to him about what was going on, and Zhao Qishui understood that the Qi family was all doing this for He Shu's good.
He is your uncle and grandfather, how can he not love your child as much as you do?
"Then bring whatever you have. I didn't lie to you. But if there's a chance to send something to He Shu, I'll definitely send all your things to him."
Xia Miao felt satisfied after hearing this, and happily got into the car with Zhao Qishui.
After returning to the city, she said she was going to prepare something for He Shu, and then got off the bus halfway.
Zhao Qishui returned to the store by himself, sat at the door smoking and looking at the road.
Now he has two sons, but one of them is still missing. Is he dead or alive?
No one knows where the other one is being held. Can he have enough food and clothes?
Think about it, the person who suffers the most is actually himself.
Zhao Qishui sometimes wondered if he had done a lot of bad things in his previous life, so was God torturing him like this?
After Xiao Dong finished his work, he came out and squatted next to his master.
He secretly took out a cigarette from the master's pocket, and when he saw that the master didn't react, he took out one.
"If you can avoid smoking, then don't smoke. Why learn this stuff if you have nothing else to do?"
Xiao Dong laughed and said, "What kind of man is he if he doesn't smoke or drink? Master, don't you still smoke?"
Zhao Qishui rolled his eyes at Xiao Dong and said, "You work under my nose every day. Who did you learn these crooked ideas from?"
"Hey." Xiao Dong didn't care and lit a cigarette and smoked it for fun.
"A man must be able to support a family, be good to his wife and children, and respect his parents. That's what a man is."
"What kind of man is he if he only smokes and drinks? You should watch less crap in the future. Your parents expect you to learn skills, earn money, marry a wife and support the family, not to learn bad things."
Xiao Dong nodded randomly: "I understand, Master. I'll just smoke for fun."
Zhao Qishui sighed again, feeling that people were different from each other.
Some people are born to be unable to walk on the right path no matter how much they are guided, while others can manage themselves well even without anyone's supervision.
Xia Miao came again in the afternoon, carrying two large bags.
The package is full of food, vacuum-packed, cooked beef with a long shelf life, beef jerky, nuts, and nutritional supplements.
There was also a bag containing clothes for spring and autumn, white sneakers and a thin cashmere blanket.
There is also an extra plastic bag filled with common medicines, such as cold, anti-inflammatory, cough medicine, etc.
Zhao Qishui looked at the two large bags and one small bag and knew that this girl was really thoughtful and had thought of everything for He Shu.
But these things couldn't be delivered at all, so he could only say to Xia Miao distressedly: "Little girl, even if I can see it, you can't send these things."
"ah?"
Xia Miao was a little confused when she heard this: "Then what can I give as a gift?"
"Hey, don't bother with that. I'll take these home later. When He Shu comes back, he can use them."
Zhao Qishui couldn't bear to see Xia Miao worrying about him, so he assured her again and again: "Uncle promises you that if I have a chance to contact you, I will definitely tell you, okay?"
Xia Miao nodded gently: " Uncle Zhao, you can take those things home. If you can use them, use them. If you can't give these foods away, don't let them go bad. You can keep them for yourself."
Seeing that Zhao Qishui agreed, Xia Miao turned around and left with a somewhat lonely look.
I don’t know why, but ever since I lost contact with He Shu, Xia Miao always felt empty in her heart.
This feeling is different from before. Before she went to college with He Shu, she often couldn't see him or contact him for the entire holiday.
But at that time she knew that she could see him as long as she went to school.
And now, even though Uncle Zhao gave her a deadline, Xia Miao always felt uneasy.
Greek mythology says that the earliest humans had two heads and four arms, and their souls were complete and one.
Zeus felt that humans in this state were a threat to the gods, so he split humans in half, which is how humans are today.
Therefore, everyone is looking for his or her other half in the vast crowd, wanting to return to the original state.
This is the origin of love in the Human Instrumentality Project.
In some romantic novels, the protagonist always meets his or her destined soul mate.
But real life is different from novels. Who can know that the person you meet is your soulmate?
But after this period of time, Xia Miao became more and more certain of one thing.
That is her other half, He Shu.
From the moment He Shu first appeared in front of her, it seemed destined that he would be the other half of her life.
He Shu is her soul mate, and they have never had a passionate love experience.
It was so natural and natural that they chose to be together, become lovers, and will become lifelong partners in the future.
Xia Miao's parents always felt that she had not grown up, and Xia Miao also knew it clearly that as she grew older and had a deeper understanding of the world.
People's thoughts, tastes, and perspectives will change.
Just like she didn’t like coriander when she was little, but now she thinks it’s good when she eats it occasionally.
But Xia Miao felt that her obsession with He Shu would never change.
All along, it was Xia Miao who was chasing He Shu. He was like the sunshine, constantly attracting Xia Miao.
If He Shu was gone, Xia Miao's world would be devoid of light...
