Chapter 173 Ringtone
I didn't care and kissed Xu Shu madly, from her lips to her neck. I only had one thought in my mind, that is, no matter what, I must have her now.
Xu Shu's whole body was trembling. She stretched out her hands to hook her neck and shouted in a daze: "Tang Qian... don't... we can't..."
I ignored her and continued to kiss her from her neck to her shoulders, while reaching out a hand to unbutton her pajamas. Xu Shu tried to stop me weakly, but she couldn't do anything to me.
After unbuttoning her clothes, I opened them, and the dazzlingly perfect female body finally appeared before my eyes. I raised my head, and with a pilgrimage in my heart, I admired the woman I had long dreamed of.
So beautiful!
Xu Shu closed her eyes tightly, not knowing what to do. Her belly was as flat as a snowy field, and her waist was so thin that it made people feel heartbroken. But under a pure white bra, it was surprisingly plump.
As expected...it's the goddess Venus!
I was so shocked for a moment that I actually forgot my evil thoughts. I just felt that it was a pity to desecrate such a beautiful thing.
I stared at her in a daze, and my heart was already conquered by her beauty. My lust was replaced by love, and I regained my senses. I sighed, "Xu Shu, you are so beautiful!"
This was the first time I praised her beauty in person, and Xu Shu's blushing face also showed a little joy. She opened her eyes, turned sideways, and left her back to me. She said softly, "If you really love me, let me change my pants. If I get pregnant by accident, I will... be too embarrassed to see anyone."
I laughed out loud and said, "We didn't really have sex, how could I get pregnant?"
When Xu Shu heard the word "make love", she immediately became embarrassed and pulled the pillow to cover her face, and said anxiously: "I'm just saying what if! It's not impossible. I've heard that virgins... can get pregnant. If it's true... Tang Qian, I will fight you to the death!"
My heart was moved. Could Xu Shu still be a virgin? It should be true! She is so pure and innocent, which man would desecrate her?
I said, "Go ahead. After you change, I'll come back and hug you."
Xu Shuxiang got the imperial edict, got out of bed immediately, found some clothes in the suitcase, and rushed to the bathroom. I held back my laughter and took a look at my pants. I had to change them too.
I got out of bed, found shorts and trousers from the closet, changed and walked into the living room. Just then the doorbell rang again, and the breakfast guy came.
Xu Shu came out of the bathroom after a long time. I walked over and gently embraced her, saying affectionately: "Xu Shu, I will never let you go in this life."
Xu Shu gently broke free from my embrace, silently walked to the window, and stared blankly outside. I followed her and called her again: "Xu Shu..."
Xu Shu suddenly smiled sadly and said quietly, "Tang Qian, it's always hard for me to control myself when I'm with you. I know it's impossible for us to be together, but I can't get out of it. In fact, I've already made up my mind to forget you, but... I can't do it."
I sighed and hugged her gently from behind. Xu Shu tilted his head slightly, leaned into my arms, and said, "From the moment we were isolated, I knew that both of us would make mistakes. We have already... betrayed Jingjing!"
I kissed her hair and said, "I know, I will solve Jingjing's problem. I don't want to lose you even if I have to kneel down and apologize to Jingjing."
Xu Shu turned around and said seriously: "No, if you dare to abandon Jingjing, I will never talk to you again in my life!"
I said anxiously, "But... I can't live without you! Would you rather the two of us... suffer for the rest of our lives?"
Xu Shu lowered her head and didn't speak for a long time. After a while, she raised her head again and said with determination: "I can never let Jingjing suffer. Do you know why I didn't respond to you on the cliff? It's because I don't want Jingjing to hate me. I would rather die than see Jingjing sad."
I said disappointedly, "Is Jingjing so important to you? Would you rather see me in pain and sadness?"
Xu Shu shook her head and said, "No, I... I don't know. I'm so confused. Let me think about it alone." She pushed me away and hurried into the bedroom.
I was filled with inexplicable grief and anger, and punched the wall hard. Then I held my hands in pain and squatted on the ground, gasping for breath.
Does Xu Shu really love me? Why am I not as good as a high school classmate in her eyes? Why is it so painful to love someone?
Blood slowly flowed from the broken skin of my finger bone. I numbly ignored it and thought that this was the funniest thing in the world. After all the trouble, I actually lost to my own fiancée. I just wanted to laugh, but I couldn't help but feel a sore nose and almost cried.
Xu Shu never came out of the bedroom again. I sat on the sofa and stayed there all day. I didn't cook, and I didn't move. Compared with being hungry and feeling bad, it was much better.
It was not until the evening that Xu Shu and I met again when the staff from the epidemic prevention station came to take my temperature.
After taking the temperature, Xu Shu picked up the uneaten breakfast on the table and returned to the bedroom. I sent the measurement personnel away and went into the kitchen to prepare some hot leftovers.
Just as I lit the fire, the phone in the living room rang. I went to answer the phone and heard Hua Jingjing's voice: "It's me, Tang Qian. Have you missed me? Haha!"
My heart was heavy, I smiled bitterly and said, "Jingjing, you got up so early?"
"Yeah! I just had a good dream. Guess what I dreamed about?"
"I don't know, I can't guess!"
"Huh! Such a quick answer. Have you guessed it?"
“Jingjing…”
"Forget it, I'll tell you. I dreamed that I gave birth to a son who looked exactly like you. Don't you think it's interesting? Haha! By the way, tell me, do you prefer me to give birth to a son or a daughter? I want to see if you have the idea of favoring boys over girls."
I was silent for a long time, and suddenly I had the urge to confess to Jingjing. Jingjing loved me so much, but I kept her in the dark. I really... I am so sorry for her!
"Hello? Are you listening to me?"
I suddenly burst into tears and said in a trembling voice, "Jingjing... there is something I have been hiding from you. I don't know... how to tell you."
"Oh? What's going on?"
"Jingjing..." I hesitated as to how to say it. Suddenly, the bedroom door opened and Xu Shu, who was extremely anxious, rushed out and silently mouthed to me, "No!"
I turned my head and ignored her. I had nothing left to say to her.
But I won’t make things difficult for Xu Shu. I will only talk about myself and won’t mention Xu Shu’s name.
I said, "Jingjing, remember I told you before that I loved a woman? She..." Halfway through my words, Xu Shu suddenly hung up the phone and angrily said to me, "Tang Qian, are you crazy? If you dare to say that, I will never forgive you!"
I said sadly, "Is there any point in keeping it a secret? I love you so much, Jingjing will find out sooner or later."
The phone rang again. Xu Shu said angrily, "You are forcing me to die! What good will it do you if I die?"
I said, "Don't worry, I won't mention your name. Jingjing actually knew about you a long time ago, but she just didn't know who you were."
"That won't work either. Since you're already engaged to her, you have to be responsible for her. If you dare to hurt her, I will never agree!"
I was furious, thinking that Hua Jingjing is so important to you, then what am I? I stared at her and said, "Don't you think that I am actually hurting her by hiding this from her? I have made a mistake, but I can't make the same mistake again. While there is still time, I should tell her that this can't go on."
The phone rang annoyingly, and Xu Shu shouted, "Tang Qian, you are selfish! You knew it would be like this, so why did you accept Jingjing? If you accept her, you must do everything you can to make her happy! Do you think Jingjing will be happy if you tell her the truth? She will suffer for the rest of her life! Don't you understand how much she loves you? You are everything to her! Jingjing will die without you!"
My hand loosened and the microphone fell to the ground. Xu Shu's words pierced my heart like a sharp arrow. I sat down on the ground, tears pouring out uncontrollably. I cried out in a daze: "But...Xu Shu, I love you. If I lose you, I will die!"
Xu Shu also cried. She covered her mouth and tried her best not to cry out.
The phone was still ringing relentlessly , like a ghost demanding my life. Xu Shu picked up the phone and handed it to me, saying, "Tell her that you love her and will never leave her."
I stared at Xu Shu blankly and murmured, "Why? You would rather hurt me than hurt her? Don't you really love me at all?"
Xu Shu burst into tears and suddenly knelt in front of me, crying, "Tang Qian, I beg you, don't force me, you answer this call first and tell her that you won't leave her. Apart from that, I will promise you anything else, okay?"
I was startled and said quickly, "What are you doing? Get up!"
Xu Shu didn't respond, and said, "If you don't agree, I won't get up!"
I stood up from the ground, took the phone, and said, "Okay, I'll take the call, but I want you to explain to me why this is happening!"
Xu Shu hesitated for a moment, then nodded and said, "Okay, I'll tell you! But I also want you to give me a promise that you will never leave Jingjing."
I looked at Xu Shu strangely, feeling extremely sad. All of a sudden, I felt hopeless, nodded sadly, and said, "I promise you! Get up!"
Xu Shu immediately smiled, she stood up happily, and actually kissed me on the mouth, saying: "If you agree, you can't go back on your word, otherwise you'll be a puppy!"
I was confused and suspicious, and suddenly collapsed on the sofa. Xu Shu smiled and said, "Get ready, I'm going to let go!" I silently put the microphone to my ear, took a deep breath, and calmed myself down.
Seeing that I was calm, Xu Shu let go of my hand.
"Tang Qian! What's going on? Why did you hang up the phone in the middle of a conversation?"
I said, "Oh, I accidentally broke the phone line just now, and I just fixed it now."
"Really? You just told me about that woman you loved before. What happened to her? You...you won't tell me that you've rekindled your relationship with her? If that's the case, I...I'll die in front of you!"
I smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "Jingjing, I... will never leave you."
"Really? Haha! Then why did you mention that woman? To scare me?"
"Yeah ! I want to try and see if you're still nervous about me after being apart for such a long time."
"Hate it! Do we even need to try? You know how much I love you. We've been through so much, and you still don't believe me?"
I thought of the vows we made and the rough experiences we had in the past, and I couldn't help but blame myself. Jingjing was truly devoted to me, and the sun and the moon can testify to that. But I was still fickle and loved someone else. I... was really worse than a pig or a dog!
I suddenly understood that no matter how cruel I was, I should not hurt the woman who loved me. Even if I had to hide it from her for the rest of my life, I should carefully protect this secret. Even if it was to atone for my sins, I should try my best to make her happy.
I said, "I believe you! Jingjing, I will wait for you to come back. No matter what happens, I will not leave you."
"Yeah, me too! But I think you're acting weird today, is something wrong?"
"No, don't guess!"
"Really?"
"Really not!"
"Well, I won't talk to you any more. I have a stomachache, so I need to go to the bathroom, hehe!"
I laughed and said, "Goodbye! Take your time!"
"Damn it! I'm dead!"
I put the phone back and looked back at Xu Shu. I made a decision. Since Xu Shu didn't want to, there was no point in forcing her. I had to give up what I had to give up. After all, I really couldn't hurt Jingjing.
As soon as I turned around, I saw Xu Shu coming towards me with a smile on his face and kissing me on the lips.
What is going on here? Can anyone tell me?
Xu Shu was so active that her little tongue immediately slipped into my mouth. I had just made up my mind to give up on her. Unexpectedly, she came to seduce me again.
God, please spare me!
My will was instantly shattered by her little tongue, and I couldn't help but suck her. But I was still very dissatisfied in my heart. What did she mean? Was she playing with me?
Furious, I stopped being polite to her. You want to play? Come on!
I immediately hugged her and put her on my lap. While kissing her, I put one hand under her shirt and directly grasped the high part of her chest.
Xu Shu's whole body suddenly shook violently, and he let out an "ah" and left my lips. He put his face behind my ear and dared not move.
I pushed her bra aside and directly rubbed her round, firm and full breasts... It turns out that women can be so proud. I opened my big hands and began to touch and grab them without any hesitation.
Xu Shu's whole body was trembling, and he whispered in my ear in a daze: "Tang Qian... I am willing to be your lover... I am willing to give you everything... Ah... Be gentle..."
I pushed her top all the way up. It was...perfect! Such breasts would make all the women in the world jealous.
I looked away with difficulty, looked at Xu Shu coldly, and said, "Why? Is this also for Jingjing?"
Xu Shu looked at me with a dazed look in his eyes: "Tang Qian, I love you! Carry me in, I will tell you all my... embarrassing things!"
