Chapter 157: Renewed Love (Part 2)
After sorting out his thoughts, Yun Meng finally spoke and said: "I can tell you, but I have conditions."
Feng Qinghan raised her eyebrows and signaled Yunmeng with her eyes to continue.
"I want to see Guisha, and I will only tell him." Yun Meng looked directly at Feng Qinghan and made eye contact with him, without any retreat or fear. This only appeared when talking about Guisha. As long as it was about him, she would never compromise.
"Anything else?" Feng Qinghan did not answer Yun Meng's question, but asked her if she had any other conditions. After all, he didn't want to waste too much time.
Yun Meng pondered for a moment before speaking: "...Also, I've always wanted to ask, why would someone like you fall in love? Is it worth it for you to do so much for her? If she doesn't choose you in the end, what will you do?"
"Is this also a condition?" Feng Qinghan asked again, obviously not shaken or moved by Yun Meng's question.
"Yes!" Yun Meng answered resolutely without any hesitation.
Feng Qinghan asked again: "What are the other conditions?"
"No."
Having said this, it means that Yunmeng will not have any new conditions or questions. Feng Qinghan is still skeptical about this. To put it simply, he doesn't really believe her, so he asked: "Will you really tell me if these conditions are met?"
"yes!"
Feng Qinghan saw no lies in Yunmeng's eyes. Although he felt that she was not trustworthy, he had no choice at this point. He looked at Yunmeng for a long time before speaking and replying: "You can see the ghost demon if you want. You can't do any tricks. But for safety reasons, I will also be there. After all, there is no guarantee that he won't kill you. As for your second question, it can be regarded as a condition."
After thinking for a moment, Feng Qinghan continued: "Don't you often scold me for being a cold-blooded animal without feelings? I used to think so myself, until I met her. I had a feeling for her that I had never had before. I wanted to see her smile and be happy. I would not allow anyone to hurt her in the slightest. As long as I saw her sad, I would be sad too. When I saw her sad, I would be sadder than she was. From the beginning, I knew that she was the one in my life. My feelings only existed for her. She made me know what love is and how to love. For her, I am willing to do anything, even if it is something insignificant, even if it means I have to die. As long as I have and can give, I am willing to give."
Yun Meng was a little dumbfounded. She had never thought that Feng Qinghan would really answer her question, at least not seriously. But she didn't expect that his answer would be so detailed. Even his expression when answering was the most gentle she had ever seen. It was not as artificial as before, because even his eyes were as gentle as water, which would make people fall in love with him at first sight. What shocked her even more was that Feng Qinghan's gentle eyes actually contained a trace of melancholy? Was it an illusion? Yun Meng was sure that it was not an illusion, because this was only when Feng Qinghan mentioned Yin Yin, so it was definitely not her eyes.
Before Yun Meng could wake up from the shock, Feng Qinghan's voice continued: "Whatever I give is voluntary, so I won't force anything in return. As long as she is happy, no matter how much I give, it is worth it. I also know that she will not choose me, never, because there is already someone in her heart, a person who is worthy of her love and she can devote her life to. I believe that my love for her is no less than that person, and no less than that person's sacrifice for her. I can only say that fate plays tricks on us. We met too late. As for the person she can entrust her life to, I have nothing to say. I am afraid that even I will choose him. I still say that as long as she is happy, her happiness is more important than anything else. I don't want anything else, I just hope that she can be happy for the rest of her life."
Yun Meng could hardly believe that the person in front of her was the Feng Qinghan she knew. Or was what she heard just an illusion? Was it a dream? When did that cold-blooded and emotionless person who was so different from his appearance say such shocking and emotional words? Was this still the Feng Qinghan who was fearless, undemanding, and the only one in the world? It turned out that emotions could really turn a god-like person into an ordinary mortal.
"What is it about her that attracts you? Is she seemingly weak? Or is it that you like her frail appearance while pretending to be pitiful?" Yun Meng asked unconsciously.
"She is fragile and pitiful, but that's not the point. In terms of beauty, she is not as good as Huanling or you. There are countless people who are prettier than her. If I really have to say, I like everything about her. I love her as a person, her soul, and more importantly, she has a kinder heart than anyone else. Her eyes are as pure as a lake in a snowy mountain, and the sadness and melancholy in her eyes should not exist at all. If I could have met her earlier, I would never let this happen to her. She is only suitable for smiling, and her smile is more precious to me than anything else."
Yunmeng suddenly had an illusion. She was actually somewhat envious and jealous of Yinyin who was loved by Feng Qinghan. She even thought how happy it would be to be loved by Feng Qinghan. But, unfortunately, that person was not herself... If Feng Qinghan had treated her like this, would she have already fallen for him? But for Guisha, Yunmeng knew that her heart was always the same. She loved the person who would never forgive her, let alone fall in love with her. No matter how he treated her, she felt happy as long as that person lived well. Suddenly, Yunmeng woke up from a dream and discovered one thing, that is, life is really so precious! And what is more precious than her own life is the person in her heart. As long as he is good, she can really give everything for him, even her own life.