Chapter 157: Renewed Love, Part 2 (5)
"Have you thought about it?" Looking at the pale face that made him feel so pity, Zhou Cheng finally asked with difficulty.
Yinyin nodded. She believed that Zhou Cheng could understand her, just like he let her choose her own path. However, looking at the familiar face, there was a sadness hidden in his eyes under the cold appearance. Was it because of herself? Yinyin couldn't help feeling guilty. She always felt guilty about Zhou Cheng. She looked up at Zhou Cheng's expression of wanting to say something but not wanting to, and her heart ached. She realized that it was really because of her that the king who had always been high and mighty had such a sad expression. She looked at Shan Zhen standing behind Zhou Cheng. He lowered his head from beginning to end, so that people couldn't see his expression clearly. But Yinyin knew why, because Yunmeng's words kept echoing in her ears. Looking at these two people, how could Yinyin not feel heartbroken? How could she not feel guilty ?
As if she had made up her mind, Yin Yin clenched her fists on the quilt, opened her thin lips and said: "It just so happens that you are all here. I have something to tell you, and Yan."
Influenced by Yin Yin's sudden words, Zhou Cheng regained his composure and looked at Yin Yin. Shan Zhen also raised his head, because they both noticed the strange elements implied in Yin Yin's words, as if she wanted to express some truth?
"Do you still remember what happened after I lost my memory for the first time?" Yin Yin said lightly.
The so-called truth came out of Yinyin's mouth without any sign. The fact was just as Zhou Cheng and Shan Zhen guessed, shocking and unbelievable. But from Yinyin's expression, there was no lie in it. Moreover, the words were said by Yinyin herself, so they believed it without a doubt. Perhaps only for this reason could they understand Yinyin's inexplicable feelings for Zhao Ziheng? In addition, Yinyin seemed to have become a different person after losing her memory that time. No matter how many times she lost her memory afterwards, she could not recover the memory before the first time. It turned out that there was a reason for all this, but this reason was too shocking.
"Do you hate me? The Yin Yin you love is not me, and I clearly knew it but kept it hidden until now. I know this is unbelievable to you, but it is the fact. I am indeed not from this world, and I do not belong here. Only this body originally belongs to this world." Yin Yin was still narrating the whole story.
As for Zhou Cheng and Shan Zhen, they could no longer describe their feelings at the moment with the word "shock". They were also thinking about one question at the same time, that is, is this really possible? Coming from another world to this world, who is not? Only Yin Yin's situation is an exception, even if it is just a soul.
"In fact, I just remembered now that the real Zhang Yinyin is really happy, even if she has lost something before..." When she said this, Yinyin's eyes fell on Zhou Cheng, and it was obvious that this sentence was directed at him, and then she continued: "Even if she really lost something before, if she was still here, maybe she could get her own happiness. With so many people loving her, how could she not be happy?"
The crystal clear liquid slowly slid down Yin Yin's face. Although she had a smile on her face, her eyes were full of misery. Just as she said, if it weren't for the soul's traveling, then perhaps all this would not have happened, and she would not have experienced separation and pain repeatedly with her beloved, and so many people would not have died because of them.
"What I want to say is that the person you love is not me, so don't invest in a relationship that will never be reciprocated. Believe it or not, maybe these are all fairy tales to you, but what I said is the truth. There is only one person I love from beginning to end, and that is Zhao Ziheng, the Prince of Zhao. After all, we were already together in that world, and I thought we had lost him, but God treated me well in this matter and allowed him to come to this world as well. Although I have wavered in his love for him before, now, I will not waver again, never . In the past, he was the one who worked hard and fought for it, and now it's my turn. I want to make the most of the last moments, even if we can't be together for the rest of my life, I want to stay by his side and continue our unfinished relationship."
Both Zhou Cheng and Shan Zhen noticed that whenever Yinyin talked about Zhao Ziheng, her eyes were always gentle, but the sadness in her eyes was also very obvious. They could understand this, but they could not be sure whether God was really kind to Yinyin. At least from Yinyin's experience, we can see the ups and downs and hardships; however, no one could be sure whether Yinyin's final choice and efforts would lead to happiness. With Zhao Ziheng's departure and Yinyin's pursuit, even if they could really reunite, no one knew whether they could continue the love that transcended time and space, and no one had the heart to say a negative result.
Zhou Cheng found it hard to understand his feelings at the moment. Frankly speaking, he believed Yinyin . He didn't know when he started to believe anything Yinyin said without any reason. However, he was concerned about what happened after Yinyin lost her memory for the first time. He was not sure whether he fell in love with Yinyin before or after she lost her memory, because Yinyin's words clearly showed that she was completely different before and after she lost her memory. So which one did he love, the one before or the one after? He felt at a loss.
As for Shan Zhen, he felt that Yin Yin's words were so incredible from beginning to end. Could they be believed? But he would not doubt it, because he, like the dead Zhou Yan, had always loved Yin Yin deeply, whether before or after losing his memory. Or he loved Yin Yin more after losing his memory, because as long as he thought of her experience, he would naturally feel pity for her. Not only that, Yin Yin after losing her memory always made people feel very melancholy and sad. He did not understand before, but now he finally understood but did not understand what his feelings for her were. Was it really love? He also felt a loss in his heart.
