Chapter 156: Renewed Love (Part 6)
It can be said that when Han Ji was ordered to find Yin Yin, Yin Yin had just woken up and she had been sent back to her tent. After all, they had different identities.
Yin Yin was somewhat flattered by Han Ji's arrival. She never expected that Han Ji would come to see her at this time, so she seemed a little excited; however, when she saw Han Ji in white mourning clothes, Yin Yin couldn't tell what she felt in her heart, except guilt.
"You guys chat slowly, we'll go out first." Wang Ye said.
In addition to Yin Yin, there were Wang Ye, Xue Han and Gui Sha in the tent . They gathered together specifically for Yin Yin. Han Ji nodded to Wang Ye.
"I'll say it again, don't get too excited, otherwise you may not be able to act as you wish , understand?" Guisha ignored Wang Ye's words, but it didn't mean he didn't listen, otherwise he wouldn't have reminded her at this time. But he didn't know whether this reminder was for Yin Yin or for another person.
"Thank you for your help." Yin Yin replied with a wry smile, because there are too many things she needs to face now, and she can't be sure which one she needs to face first. She can only face those that come to her proactively.
Wang Ye and Xue Han had already left. Guisha looked at Yin Yin with some concern for a long time, then looked at Han Ji before leaving.
After everyone left, Han Ji spoke faintly, "It seems that you are still so lovable."
Hearing this, Yin Yin was stunned. She didn't know whether this was a good start, nor did she know why Han Ji said that. In fact, she had been feeling uneasy ever since Guisha and the other three left, mainly because of her guilt towards Han Ji. Now she didn't expect Han Ji to forgive her. It was probably a great favor for her that she could come to see her, and she didn't want to expect anything more.
"I heard that you wanted to see me? So I came here on my own initiative." It was a very affirmative question, and the answer was given immediately, leaving no room for doubt.
Yinyin looked at Han Ji. She was still the same as before, but for some reason, Han Ji in front of her made her feel strange. She was so calm. Did she no longer hate herself? Of course, this was just a little selfish desire in Yinyin's heart.
"I'm sorry!" Yin Yin bit her lower lip and finally uttered a few words.
These three words were spoken very clearly, with a little trembling, and one could also hear the host's sincerity.
Han Ji looked at Yin Yin for a long time. No, it should be said that her eyes have been on Yin Yin since she came in. Therefore, she saw a lot from Yin Yin. Unlike others, Han Ji could not hate Yin Yin. Maybe it was because she knew her better? In addition to the visible scars on Yin Yin's body, Han Ji read more pain in Yin Yin's eyes. Her pale and lifeless face seemed to fall down at any time. Since when did her face always look so pale? Han Ji could not remember.
"Don't say sorry to me. You didn't do anything wrong that you need to apologize for." Han Ji forced herself to look away from Yin Yin and said while turning sideways.
Yin Yin looked at Han Ji bewilderedly. She didn’t know whether Han Ji’s words meant that she had forgiven her, or that she could not forgive herself?
After thinking about it, Han Ji knew that what she said might confuse Yin Yin, so she turned to Yin Yin and continued: "If you have done anything wrong, it is that you have not visited him since his death. Whether as someone who once loved you or as a brother or sister, you should not do that, even if you use poor health as an excuse."
Yin Yin opened her eyes wide, filled with tears, and looked at Han Ji with some disbelief. If she had not misunderstood, if it was not just hallucination, could she think that Han Ji said this because she had forgiven her?
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry!!!”
Tears silently flowed down Yin Yin's cheeks, and she kept repeating the same words.
These words were like a curse, deeply embedded in Han Ji's heart. She felt her throat was a little blocked, making it difficult for her to speak. After a struggle , Han Ji tried to suppress the bitterness in her heart and said: "Don't say sorry anymore!!!"
Unconsciously, Han Ji's voice became louder. Yin Yin was startled by the sudden sound and then fell silent. She looked at Han Ji with tears in her eyes, and her expression made people feel sad.
Han Ji forced herself to turn around and not look at Yin Yin's hurt and sad expression, because she couldn't guarantee that if she continued to look at Yin Yin, she would hug her and cry bitterly. She forced herself to be calm and said: "I don't hate you, because even if I don't hate you, you won't forgive yourself, so I won't hate you."
Looking at Han Ji's back, her blurred vision seemed to see that she was crying. Regardless of whether she was crying or not, Han Ji's words made her heart ache, and tears kept flowing from her eyes.
"You and he are over. You don't have to worry about anyone forcing you to do anything, and you're back with him. Since he is by your side, you have nothing to be sad about. Accept his caress and get out of the shadow of pain as soon as possible. Although I don't know if he is really worthy of your love, I believe he will love you more than anyone else. Otherwise, Yan would not..." As Han Ji spoke, her voice was choked with sobs and she couldn't speak. The 'he' she mentioned before and after her words was obviously referring to Zhou Yan and Zhao Ziheng. That's why she couldn't continue when she mentioned Yan's name, because the dead person was also the one she loved.
"I'm fine, really! Even if there is an afterlife, I will definitely fall in love with him, but I will not be the same as in this life. I will try hard to make him accept me and fall in love with me, so that no one will suffer anymore! There will be no more sadness!" When Han Ji said the last sentence firmly, tears finally slid down her face.
When a life passes away it doesn't just mean the end, it also means a new beginning!
