Chapter 155: Renewed Love (Part 1) (6)
Yinyin was stunned, not only because Ling Menghan's words were too harsh, but also because what she said was the truth. She closed her eyes to prevent Ling Menghan from seeing the tears in her eyes. If she saw them, she would definitely sneer, right? Yinyin was not afraid of being laughed at, really not afraid, but she was not afraid of being laughed at herself. But she was afraid that others would laugh at her feelings for Zhao Ziheng, because she had really wavered before, hadn't she? How could she convince others? Even she couldn't forgive herself, how could she expect others to forgive herself?
Suddenly, a cold light looked even more bizarre under the dim light. When Yinyin reacted, Ling Menghan had already put a dagger on her neck.
"I won't let you hurt anyone again." Ling Menghan's pretty face looked a little hideous under the reflection of the cold light. She held a dagger in one hand and grabbed Yinyin's clothes with the other.
Yinyin was indeed frightened at first, but soon she was still being dragged by Ling Menghan without any struggle. She didn't want to resist, nor was she able to resist. At the same time, she also thought that if she died like this, wouldn't it be a kind of relief? She had already planned to pay the price of her life for her sins when everything was over. In a way, she also owed Ling Menghan, so if she died in her hands, could it be considered a kind of atonement? But she still felt regretful, regretful that she couldn't see Zhao Ziheng again. She had persisted until now, and even couldn't say what she wanted to say the most. But just as Ling Menghan said, was ? If he didn't have her, he would live a little easier, right? Thinking of this, Yinyin's face showed a smile, which contained all kinds of emotions such as desolation, grief, unwillingness, helplessness, relief and liberation, but it could be called a gorgeous smile.
When Ling Menghan saw this gorgeous smile, her heart was torn apart. What had she been through? How much had she been through to have so many feelings? Was she pretending? The hand holding the dagger was trembling slightly. The two were only a few feet apart. Ling Menghan could clearly see the crystal liquid on Yinyin's eyelashes, and her eyes with tears, revealing relief and seeking liberation. This reminded Ling Menghan of Yinyin's eyes when she was in the general's mansion. They were clear but lost and revealed a hint of sadness. Now, they were as clear as before, but with more anger, grief and resentment?
Grudge? Ling Menghan couldn't help but feel shocked by the word she thought of. She hated Yinyin so much that she wanted to kill her, so why did she feel resentment from her? What did she resent? What was there to resent? She clearly deserved to die, so couldn't she get rid of the evil for the heavens? Because she was shaken by Yinyin's eyes, Ling Menghan couldn't do it. Even her hand holding the dagger was shaking. How could she kill someone?
Unfortunately, Ling Menghan guessed wrong. She read the sorrow in Yinyin's eyes, but she didn't know where it came from. Yinyin hated the ruthlessness of heaven and the fate that played such a trick on them. At this point, she believed that she and Zhao Ziheng were really just destined to be together. Otherwise, how could they not be together after being tortured? She hated it and she was unwilling. If it weren't for the trick of fate, she and Zhao Ziheng would have been together long ago, and many innocent people would not have died because of it. Why did God bring them to this world? Bringing them to this world made them suffer but unable to stay together? What made Yinyin even more angry was the injustice of God to life. Why did she make others pay the price of her life when she was wrong? At least she hoped that Zhao Ziheng could live, even at the cost of her own life. If death could exchange for the rest of Zhao Ziheng's life, why would she hesitate? So she happily accepted and faced Ling Menghan's sharp blade. Even if she went to hell, she only hoped that Zhao Ziheng could live and no longer suffer any torture.
A gust of wind blew up the curtain, and then a black shadow flashed in. Ling Menghan fell down without any warning, and after falling down, she fell into a cold embrace.
"What are you doing?" A stern rebuke burst out from the visitor's mouth, but this could not conceal the concern in his tone.
The tears forced Yin Yin to squint her eyes slightly to see who was coming, and despite her owner's strong efforts to suppress them, the tears still swirled in her eyes without a single drop flowing out.
Realizing that his voice might be too harsh, the ghost sighed, slowed down his tone, and said: "If I had come a step later, would you have been willing to die in her hands?"
Guisha watched Yinyin describe what she saw as calmly as possible, only pointing her chin at Ling Menghan in her arms without even looking at her.
"I should have died long ago." Yin Yin's voice was trembling and choking.
Guisha felt a pain in his heart and turned to Ling Menghan in his arms, certain that she had said something to Yinyin. He sighed, put Ling Menghan on the stool and climbed on the table, then took out a black sweat towel from his sleeve, stretched it to Yinyin, and wiped the shallow bloodstain left by Ling Menghan's dagger. Yinyin did not stop Guisha's behavior because it didn't matter to her at all, just like a puppet being manipulated by others.
After wiping, he took and said, "I know you wanted to die a long time ago, but don't forget the reason why you persisted until now after all the torture. Do you want to give up now?"
The time that Guisha has spent with Yinyin is neither long nor short. Unlike other people, he is almost always with Yinyin, so he knows very well what words can effectively motivate Yinyin. Or maybe only the person in your heart can have a deep understanding?
Yin Yin did not respond to Guisha's words, she just watched.
"Let me tell you, it's definitely not the right time for you to commit suicide. You don't want to regret it after you lose something, right? Or do you want to experience that kind of pain again?" asked the ghost.
Tears finally burst out from Yin Yin's eyes. This was her response to Gui Sha's words. She had deeply experienced the pain of loss. Gui Sha's words were undoubtedly telling her that if she gave up now, she would lose again, and this time it might be forever...
