Chapter 155: Renewed Love (Part 1) (4)
Zhao Ziyuin frowned at the last sentence Wang Ye mentioned. He didn't understand why Wang Ye said these at this time. He thought Wang Ye would at least avoid such topics at this time. However, when he saw that Zhao Ziheng's eyes were slightly rippled by this topic, he became silent. At the same time, he also understood Wang Ye's intention. Even though he didn't know what had happened, he still believed in Wang Ye's judgment and approach, which to some extent could be regarded as a tacit agreement.
Silence! Still silence! Zhao Ziheng seemed to have lost the human language, forgotten how to speak, and even deliberately suppressed his emotions. Seeing him like this, both Wang Ye and Zhao Ziyin felt sad.
With a long sigh, Wang Ye seemed to have some plan, and said in a straight voice: "She came to see you, but I stopped her because I thought you didn't want her to see you like that, right? I don't want to beat around the bush, I just want to tell you that if you miss this time and she is taken back, then you may never have the chance to meet again."
Wang Ye stated a cruel fact, but even if it was the truth, Zhao Ziyin was still shocked. If possible, he hoped that this ending would never come. He placed his hands on both sides with clenched fists as if to vent his unwillingness.
After repeated stimulation, a hint of emotion finally emerged in Zhao Ziheng's calm and lifeless eyes, sadness and despair, unwillingness and pain. Although it was very faint, it showed his inner feelings at the moment. His lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something.
As Wang Ye and Zhao Ziyan paid close attention, they both heard two very light syllables uttered from Zhao Ziheng's mouth.
"Shu'er——"
These two words were the only words Zhao Ziheng had said since he woke up. Wang Ye and Zhao Ziyin were not unfamiliar with this name, but it was not the first time they had doubts. Why was it this name? Or what was the connection between this name and Yinyin? No one could figure it out. It was probably a secret known only to the two of them, right? Just like Yinyin, she did not call Zhao Ziheng by his name.
"Don't you want to see her?" Wang Ye suppressed his doubts and expressed Zhao Ziheng's confusion.
After hearing this, Zhao Ziyin was very confused and didn't understand what was going on, but at the moment, both of them were attracted by the reaction of Zhao Ziheng's left hand outside the quilt. They didn't know when, that hand clenched into a fist, the joints turned white, and red liquid overflowed from between the fingers. Seeing this, the two of them immediately fell silent, even if they had thousands of words in their hearts, they were all suppressed; Wang Ye stepped forward and took some effort to pry open his clenched fists, his palms were bloody, and there were four nail marks embedded in the flesh.
"If you want to see her, just say it directly. Why torture yourself? It's not your fault that you accidentally killed Prince Jing. She won't blame you. You should know that." Wang Ye said as he carefully wiped Zhao Ziheng's wound.
Zhao Ziheng didn't say anything. His dim eyes made people wonder if he really listened to Wang Ye's words. However, Wang Ye knew very well that Zhao Ziheng listened to them. He could feel it clearly from his trembling hands. Even so, what Wang Ye said was just one of the reasons. Compared with Wang Ye, how could Zhao Ziheng's understanding of Yin Yin be lower than his? Some things can only be experienced and understood by each other, so Zhao Ziheng didn't want to say anything or clarify anything.
Zhou Yan died in his own hands, Zhao Ziheng did not intend to deny it, because it was a fact, whether it was an accidental killing or intentional, it was not important to Zhao Ziheng himself, what was important was that the scene was seen by the person he least wanted to see; if time could go back, Zhao Ziheng would rather die than want Yin Yin to see such an unbearable scene, he could believe that Yin Yin's reaction to Zhou Yan was not love, but he could not stop Yin Yin from feeling guilty, how much Yin Yin had been carrying and how bumpy the road was, how could he not know? If it were someone else, perhaps it would not cause irreparable trauma to Yin Yin's heart; what Zhao Ziheng did not expect was that although the journey was difficult, it was still stable, and he thought he would just go to the end, but he did not expect that in the end, it would still leave Yin Yin with pain, and he could not forgive himself for this, because he knew that if he could be more restrained, less impulsive, and more careful at the time, perhaps all this would not have happened? Even if all this came from Zhou Yan's intention, wasn't it his own misunderstanding? How could Zhou Yan, who was controlled at the time, be so determined to die to be relieved?
Zhao Ziheng closed his eyes, recalling the situation when he fought with Zhou Yan. He could feel that even if he was controlled, Zhou Yan still retained a trace of rationality in his subconscious. He didn't know how much, but he was sure that Zhou Yan was not completely controlled. From the injuries on Zhou Cheng's body, it can be seen that, except for excessive bleeding, none of them was fatal. In the fight with himself, Zhao Ziheng could clearly feel that Zhou Yan's rationality was not completely controlled, but gradually recovered? At the same time, he also felt that Zhou Yan always forced himself to break free from control, because he challenged himself with all his strength. The reason is self-evident. As for him, he must not be able to refuse, so that caused such a result! Why did he let the result that could be controlled happen? This was undoubtedly caused by his own demons, because his hatred for Zhou Yan had long been beyond words. It is not ruled out that he lost his calm when he was controlled by the demons at that time. Of course, it is not ruled out that there was an emergency at that time. If it were not for the recurrence of the side effects in the body at that time, how could he not control the strength? In the end, what happened can never be changed, and the time that has passed can never flow back!
