Chapter 145 Xu Zhaorui's Bitterness
Xu Zhaorui went home and slept for a night, and drove to the company the next day.
Gu Xiaoai's incident made Xu Zhaorui feel empty and powerless, and his enthusiasm for starting a business cooled a lot.
Xu Zhaorui thought a lot last night, wondering whether he should return to Zhonghai and start over again.
After some hesitation, Xu Zhaorui decided to continue his business in Quansha and continue running the company.
Although there will certainly be risks in the future, if I can't even overcome this problem, I would be so ashamed of the trust that so many people have placed in me.
Xu Zhaorui planned to hire some more people today. After all, it was the early stage of entrepreneurship, and if there were any problems, he would have to handle them all himself. It would be better for him to sleep in the company in the future.
As he approached the company's entrance, Xu Zhaorui saw bags of luggage. A long-haired girl was squatting at the door playing with her mobile phone, with a suitcase and a bag of clothes next to her.
Xu Zhaorui knew the girl, and when he saw her appear here, he had mixed feelings in his heart.
The girl looked up and saw Xu Zhaorui standing in front of her. She quickly stood up and walked towards Xu Zhaorui.
"Morning, do you go to work so early every day?"
Xu Zhaorui stood where he was. He didn't want to get close to Gu Xiaoai, but he couldn't retreat either.
"What are you doing here?" Xu Zhaorui said coldly, "There is nothing between us anymore. Please don't bother me anymore. I don't think there is any need to explain anything."
Xu Zhaorui's attitude was very cold, but this kind of coldness was somewhat different from Wei Jie's.
Wei Jie's coldness was the kind of coldness that made him look down on others.
Xu Zhaorui's coldness is the kind of coldness a child shows when he is angry.
They say they don't care and are unwilling to do it, but in the final analysis, they still think that the other party is wrong.
Wei Jie was not cold to others because they did something wrong. He just didn't regard them as normal people and thought talking to them was a boring waste of time.
Gu Xiaoai is not as smart as Wei Jie, but her female intuition and instinct make it easy for her to know what to do.
Gu Xiaoai said anxiously: "I don't know how to explain it. I felt like I lost my soul that day . Now I don't understand why I did that. I... I was very scared..."
He was really afraid, but he didn't know whether he was afraid of the police or Xu Zhaorui.
The main purpose of this statement was not to quibble, but to successfully make Xu Zhaorui explode, making it impossible for Xu Zhaorui to continue pretending to be indifferent.
Everything that happened last night came back to Xu Zhaorui's mind. He was sad and angry.
However, the education from his parents and the constraints of moral laws since childhood have become a subconscious habit, so that even when he is angry, he can only make a few sarcastic remarks to himself.
He doesn't have a big gold chain and a mobile phone, nor does he have a dragon tattoo on his body. If something like this happens, he doesn't have the ability to organize a dozen fearless friends to catch the adulterer.
I still have to work, my record must be clean, and I can't get into trouble, so what else do you want me to do?
Xu Zhaorui now wants to kneel down to this woman and ask her to stop bothering him!
"Please let me go, I am not worthy of you, and the one you love in your heart is still your ex-boyfriend, so I wish you two to grow old together!"
Gu Xiaoai quickly shouted anxiously: "He and I are not in that kind of relationship!"
"What kind of relationship is that?! Is it useful for you to explain this to me?!" Xu Zhaorui was very, very upset and very, very angry.
Gu Xiaoai argued loudly: "It's not what you think. How could I possibly like that kind of person? He is still in the police station. I have deleted his contact information. I really regret it, very much!"
Xu Zhaorui became even angrier, "You deserve all of this!"
"What did I do wrong to make you hate me so much? Just because I slept with him?" Gu Xiaoai couldn't stand Xu Zhaorui's accusations. She was still a child.
Hearing Gu Xiaoai's counterattack, Xu Zhaorui was so angry that he laughed, "Just because? You did something like that, and you don't have any shame, right?"
"I am upright! Who I sleep with is my business!" Gu Xiaoai is not the kind of girl who would compromise, because Wei Jie made her realize that there are many men better than Xu Zhaorui.
In a month, Gu Xiaoai had become the shape that Wei Jie needed.
Stay by Wei Jie's side and let Wei Jie perform for a month.
Anyone who knows who Wei Jie is will not think that Gu Xiaoai can walk out of the hospital safely.
But the two people who were arguing had no time to think about Wei Jie.
Now it’s not about Wei Jie, it’s about the two of them.
Xu Zhaorui: "Okay, okay! I don't care about your affairs! I have always been self-indulgent and I am not worthy of you."
Of course, the brainwashed Gu Xiaoai really thought so, but the smart Gu Xiaoai would not admit it.
Gu Xiaoai: "I really like you. Whether I work in the hospital or run around every day, it's all for you, to prevent your relatives from gossiping. I just want to make some money, but you don't understand me at all! Even when I was in the most difficult time, you still came here to work instead of staying at home to take care of me who was in urgent need of comfort!"
Xu Zhaorui's face flushed red. After he brought Gu Xiaoai back from the dance hall, he stayed by her bedside all night to take care of her. After making sure that she was okay, he went to the hospital to beg Wei Jie for mercy, but was accused and given charity by Wei Jie in a condescending manner.
But because I didn't ask Wei Jie to let Gu Xiaoai go back to work, and because Gu Xiaoai went back to work after waking up and being fine, so it was my fault?
Xu Zhaorui was so sad that he even wanted to cry.
This woman, why does she hurt me again and again?
Xu Zhaorui took a deep breath and used irritability and anger to hide his inner fragility and the lack of misunderstanding.
When the hard work you do is not understood, not valued, and is trampled upon, you will appear particularly vulnerable.
"Okay, I was wrong, please stop bothering me, I really beg you!"
Xu Zhaorui walked straight towards the door. He didn't want to stay here for a moment, and he didn't want to see this .
However, after Xu Zhaorui walked past her, Gu Xiaoai chose to follow him.
Xu Zhaorui stood at the gate of the company, holding the key with his unsteady and trembling hands.
Because he was angry, helpless, bored, sad, furious, and unwell , he did not look back. He was anxious and powerless.
The two of them just stood there in silence. The older Xu Zhaorui felt angry, aggrieved and sad.
In 2001, Gu Xiaoai did not give in. She stood firmly behind Xu Zhaorui, like a thorn in the flesh.