Chapter 129: Awakening
I returned home, sat down on the sofa, and stared blankly at the note in my hand.
Does Xu Shu have something to say to me? Judging from what she wrote on the note, if I don't call her, then we won't be friends anymore!
But now, it doesn't make any difference whether we are friends or not. Since I want to forget her completely, if I still call her and meet her like a friend, I don't think I have reached that level and can't ignore her and have no thoughts about her.
So if I want to live up to Hua Jingjing's deep affection for me, it is necessary to distance myself from Xu Shu. Because in this world, it is really hard to find a man who can stay with Xu Shu for a long time without falling in love with her.
Besides, it's probably inappropriate to call her now, right? Xu Shu must be happily together with Zhang Yalun now. Maybe they can't help but sleep together. What's the point of calling her rashly?
And it seems that God didn't plan for me to call ! Otherwise, two digits of that phone number wouldn't be blurred by sweat!
I silently took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth. Suddenly I thought of the intimate things that might happen between Xu Shu and Zhang Tianwang. My heart hurt like a needle. I knew that at this moment, Xu Shu was still the woman I loved most. I could deceive others, but I couldn't deceive myself.
I lit the cigarette with my lighter. Then I placed the note on the flame and it quickly caught fire. I threw the remaining paper into the ashtray and watched it burn to ashes. Then I leaned back, buried my body deep in the sofa, and let out a long breath, thinking, "Okay, it's gone, it's all over, it's all over."
Suddenly my cell phone rang. I took it out, pressed the call button, put it to my ear and said, "You got home so soon?"
"No! I'm just thinking about going home!"
"Not going home? Where are you going then?"
"Well... I don't know why tonight, but I just don't feel like going home. I was thinking that the room at the Prince Hotel is pretty comfortable, don't you think?"
I didn't react immediately and said stupidly, "Why would you spend money to stay in a hotel when you're fine?"
"You... are such a blockhead! I don't care. I just like staying in hotels. If you want to stay at home, then stay at home!" After saying that, she immediately hung up the phone.
Of course I understood it immediately. This was Hua Jingjing's hint of love. She and I had agreed to find a place to make love after returning from Xu Shu's house.
As a result, I didn't mention this matter at all after I came back. Hua Jingjing was a girl and a virgin. How could she have the nerve to speak first? It was only now that she couldn't bear it anymore that she called me to hint. If I didn't react, I would be more than a piece of wood, I would be a pig.
I put down my phone, feeling both happy and distressed. I liked that Hua Jingjing was so straightforward and lovely. What more could a husband ask for? I was distressed that I had not let go of Xu Shu at this moment. My conscience prevented me from doing anything to hurt Hua Jingjing.
It was obvious that Hua Jingjing must be waiting for me in the room at Prince Hotel. If I didn't go, she would be sad and disappointed. But I wanted to go, but I couldn't get over it.
Should I go or not? I was at a loss and undecided.
I stood up, walked to the window, and looked in the direction of Caiyu Mountain. Xu Shu and Zhang Yalun must be happy, right? Xu Shu and Hua Jingjing are two good friends, one has already found happiness, while the other is still waiting.
I remembered that I had just promised Hua Jingjing to give her happiness. Xu Shu had already gotten it, so there was no reason why she couldn't get it! I gradually figured it out. I knew that I was a pedantic person, and I tried my best to be at peace with myself in everything I did. But sometimes I was too persistent, so many things were not handled reasonably.
But Hua Jingjing's enthusiasm made me understand that sometimes you shouldn't worry too much. It's okay to love if you want to love and do it if you want to do it.
The most important thing is that she is such a lovely girl. Why should I make her sad? Xu Shu is gone, and she has her happiness. I can't live in her shadow all my life. That would be too unfair to Hua Jingjing. She has the right to her happiness, so why can't I give it to her?
Let's start all over again tonight! Hua Jingjing will be my only one, I will give her all my love! I threw away the cigarette butt, turned around and ran out of the door.
Jingjing! Here I come! Starting tonight, I will make you the happiest woman in the world!
Ten minutes later, I knocked on the door of Room 2201 of Prince Hotel. The door opened quickly and Hua Jingjing couldn't help but rushed over to me and hugged me tightly.
I carried her into the house and closed the door. Then I called out, "Jingjing!"
Hua Jingjing's face was full of happiness and shyness. She rolled her eyes at me and said coquettishly, "Wood! Rotten wood has finally come to your senses?"
I smiled and pressed my face towards her, forcing her against the wall next to the door, and said softly, "The rotten wood is not enlightened, but wants to be enlightened. Jingjing, tonight we...will be enlightened..."
Hua Jingjing closed her eyes happily and opened her mouth. I immediately put my mouth on hers and sucked her small, slippery tongue...
At this moment, I have completely let it go and have no scruples. She is the only one in my mind, and I just want to create a wonderful life with her.
Of course, I didn't show any mercy to her. Not only did I kiss her, but my hands were also busy, going straight to her important parts...
I don't know how to flirt, and I don't even know the structure of women's clothes. I wanted to reach in and touch her important places, but I always failed and didn't know how to start. Instead, Hua Jingjing couldn't help but feel itchy, and she couldn't help shrinking her body and giggling.
Once she smiled, I couldn't continue kissing her. I said angrily, "What are you laughing at? I don't believe it!" Then I put my arms around her waist, lifted her off the ground and walked into the house, then I let go and threw her on the bed, and pounced on her like a hungry tiger.
Hua Jingjing groaned and hurriedly called out, "Tang Qian, wait a minute!"
I stopped and asked, "What's the matter?"
Hua Jingjing blushed and said, "This is my first time. Please be gentle!"
I stupidly said, "This is my first time too, don't blame me if I don't do well!"
Hua Jingjing snorted and laughed at me, "Wood! I give in to you!" When I was about to undress her, she pushed my hand away and whispered, "Tonight... we have a lot of time, I'll let you get to know me well. But now you have to take a shower, don't you think you stink? And tonight is the most important night in both of our lives, you don't want to be so hasty, do you?"
I scratched my head and said, "Why is it so troublesome to take a shower?" Hua Jingjing struggled to get away from my oppression. She got out of bed and walked to the side to open a cabinet. She took a men's nightgown from the shelf and handed it to me, smiling, "Go! Otherwise, don't touch me!"
I had no choice but to take the robe and reluctantly walked to the bathroom. Suddenly I turned around and asked, "Do you want to wash it?"
Hua Jingjing tilted her head, her snow-white neck forming a heart-pounding arc. She looked like she was smiling, and said, "Me? Of course I have to wash, what's the matter?"
I tempted her: "How about... taking a shower together?"
"Haha, you pervert, no!"
Seeing that the temptation was unsuccessful, I pretended to walk into the bathroom dejectedly. I only heard Hua Jingjing giggling behind me...
I took a shower, put on my bathrobe and threw my clothes on the chair. Then I saw a bottle of red wine and two tall glasses on the small round table, and Hua Jingjing was sitting on another chair waiting for me.
I went over and hugged her in my arms, and asked with a smile, "Where did you get this wine?"
Hua Jingjing said, "I asked the hotel waiter to send it. This is a 1985 French Bordeaux red wine. It is the testimony of our love tonight!" I kissed her cheek and said, "No matter how good the red wine is, it can't be as delicious as you."
Hua Jingjing smiled and said, "You smell really good now. Wait for me a moment. I want to smell good too." She left my arms and walked towards the bathroom. As soon as she opened the door, she turned back and said, "Pour the wine. I'll be right there!"
She closed the door and even locked it from the inside for fear that I would harass her. I grabbed the bottle on the table and found that it was not opened, but there was a bottle opener on the plate where the wine glasses were placed.
There was a sound of water coming from the bathroom. While I was drilling the cork hard, I imagined how charming she would be naked.
I heard my cell phone ringing from the clothes on the chair. I put down the bottle and looked for my cell phone in confusion. It was late at night, who would call me?
When I took out my cell phone and looked at it, I was stunned. This number looked so familiar to me. It seemed extremely similar to the phone number Xu Shu copied to me. Could it be that she called?
I was stunned for a long time, and the phone kept ringing. After thinking for a while, I pushed open the glass door, walked to the balcony, and answered the phone: "Hello! Who is it?"
"...Me! Are you asleep?" It was indeed Xu Shu's voice.
"Oh, not yet. What's up?"
"…Did you read that note?"
"Yeah, I saw it."
"So... you no longer consider me a friend? I... have been waiting for your call."
"Really? What about Zhang Yalun? He's not with you?"
"Aaron left a long time ago. He just proposed to me and I...rejected him!"
I was surprised and asked, "Rejected? Why?"
