Chapter 114 Breakup
After Wang Bingzhang and the others came up, at his suggestion, although Xu Shu was not seriously injured, he still went to a private hospital for a comprehensive examination. Of course, I was also dragged there by Xu Xin. While the nurse was applying medicine and bandaging me, I remembered that I had been missing for half a day and I needed to say hello to many people.
I borrowed a cell phone from a bodyguard and called home first. I didn't say anything, just to let them know that I was fine. My family didn't seem to know that I had been in trouble, and I had been out all night recently, so they were used to it. Plus, they knew me well, so they weren't worried.
My second call was to Zhuang Min, the bookstore owner, and I apologized to her that I had been in a car accident and was slightly injured. I was afraid I would not be able to go to work today. Zhuang Min was very concerned about me. She asked about my injuries in detail. After confirming that I was not seriously injured, she generously asked me to rest for a few more days and come back to work after my injuries were fully healed.
I hesitated for the third call, and finally dialed Qiu Jieqin's cell phone: "Hello! Jieqin!"
"Well, you haven't called me for two days. What are you busy with? I called you, but your phone was turned off. Did it run out of battery?"
"Yes! How is your mother? Is she feeling better?"
"much better!"
"Really? That's great! Jie Qin... I have something to tell you. Are you free tonight?"
"What is it? Can't you tell me now?"
"Well... it's not very convenient. There are people around me."
"Okay then, I'll wait for you at home tonight!"
"Okay, see you tonight!" I hung up the phone and returned it to the bodyguard. After a while, Xu Xin came in to see me. She was holding a cup of hot drink and a bucket of KFC chicken nuggets. She smiled and said to me, "Brother Tang Qian, are you hungry? Come, eat something to fill your stomach first."
I was so hungry that I was exhausted, so I took it without hesitation and started eating. While eating, I asked her, "How is your sister now?"
Xu Xin said: "We are taking X-rays and the doctor said there shouldn't be any serious problems, just a slight cold."
I nodded and asked her how she found us. Xu Xin spoke eloquently and chattered about what happened. It turned out that after daybreak, the bodyguards saw that Xu Shu had not returned yet, and they became anxious when they called her cell phone but there was no response. They notified Xu Xin and asked her to call me to ask. Xu Xin called my cell phone but couldn't get through, so she brought the bodyguards to my house to look for me. As a result, they met my sister Tang Ying who was about to go to school at the gate of my community. After asking, they found out that even I had not returned all night. At this time, she really panicked. In order not to worry my family, Xu Xin didn't say anything, just said that she came to play with me, and since I was not there, it was fine.
Then she and the bodyguards began to search all over the city. In the end, Wang Bingzhang, who was experienced, said that given Xu Shu's character, he would not fail to notify them even if something happened. Now that he hadn't contacted us, something must have happened. He judged that the most likely possibility was that he had a car accident, so they returned along the road, investigating and asking along the way, and finally found the traces of the Lamborghini and the messy grass at the sharp turn. This really scared the bodyguards and Xu Xin to death. They immediately rushed to the bottom of the cliff and found the Lamborghini that was smashed beyond recognition and burned black by the fire, but no body was found. This gave them a glimmer of hope. It was Wang Bingzhang who found many broken branches and leaves near the car and judged that the car must have hit a lot of trees when it fell, and maybe we were hung on the tree. So they went to the top of the mountain again and hung down the rope from the sharp bend to look for us, and finally found us.
While talking, I ate a few pieces of KFC and drank all the hot drinks. The food supplement gave me a great boost of physical strength and restored my spirits.
Xu Xin asked me again how her sister and I escaped from danger , and I told her briefly. Of course, there were some things that I shouldn't have said.
After the bandage was done, I didn't see Xu Shu. Although I was rescued, I was not in a good mood. I kept thinking about Xu Shu's strange attitude after I kissed him. I guess Xu Shu didn't want to quarrel with me and cause unpleasantness, but he couldn't accept my love, so he had to play dumb and avoid talking about it. Now that he was rescued, he was even more reluctant to see me.
My heart was heavy. I also understood that even if I didn't say it, Xu Shu should know my love for her, so she refused to listen to my confession. If she loved me, she would never do this. It seemed that I was really being sentimental and wishful thinking.
I was feeling bored and hopeless. I didn't want to stay with them any longer and make myself bored. I said to Xu Xin, "I'd be relieved if your sister is fine. I'm really tired and sleepy now and need to rest. Tell your sister that I'm going home first and we'll contact each other when we have time."
Xu Xin also knew that I really needed to rest, so she didn't stop me. I declined her offer to send a car to take me home, and returned home alone.
When my parents saw me coming back in tatters and blood, they couldn't help but ask about my condition. I just said I was in a car accident and got a few injuries, but it was nothing serious. After finally dealing with them, I went back to my room and fell asleep.
I had only slept for three hours in two days and two nights, and after a night of fatigue, I was so sleepy that I fell asleep as soon as my head rested on the pillow.
I slept until about nine in the evening. I remembered that I had to go to Qiu Jieqin's home, so I got up immediately and called her, telling her to wait a little longer and that I would be there soon.
Then I ate something quick, changed my clothes and went out. Soon I arrived at Qiu Jieqin's home.
I rang the doorbell, and the door opened a few seconds later. Qiu Jieqin came to greet me with a smile on her face, but when she saw the bandages , her smile froze immediately. She said with a hint of anger: "Why... I haven't seen you for a few days, and you are injured again? What have you been doing these two days?"
I smiled bitterly, walked in first, and sat down heavily on the sofa. Seeing that I seemed to be in a bad mood, Qiu Jieqin closed the door and went to pour me a glass of water.
I looked at her, with a thousand words to say but no idea how to say them. Qiu Jieqin silently placed the water on the small table next to me, then sat down leaning against me, resting her head gently on my shoulder.
I reached out and gently stroked her curly hair, sighing softly.
Qiu Jieqin looked at me with her big eyes and said softly, "Are you unhappy? It doesn't matter. Just come to me. I will make you forget all your troubles." Then she turned around, knelt on the sofa, and held my head in her arms. Her towering chest was against my face.
But I had no lust in my heart at the moment, and I sighed, "Jie Qin, you are so nice!"
Qiu Jieqin hugged me as if she was hugging her own child, and whispered, "Okay, okay, all the troubles are over. Be happy, smile, and I will kiss you."
Seeing Qiu Jieqin so gentle, my nose felt sore and I almost cried. My heart ached, and I really didn't want to hurt the woman who loved me so much, but I knew that I could never give her happiness in this life, because my heart had been ruthlessly snatched away by someone.
I hesitated for a long time, feeling heartbroken. I thought I could not tell her the truth, since Xu Shu didn't love me anyway and I could never be with her. It would be better to just muddle along and live with Qiu Jieqin. But I knew in my heart that I could never stop missing Xu Shu, and being with Qiu Jieqin was mean and shameless, which would only hurt others and myself, and neither she nor I could ever be truly happy.
After careful consideration, I think it is better to break up with her. Although Qiu Jieqin will be very miserable and hate me temporarily, in the long run, this is the only responsible approach for her.
I mustered up my courage and said, "Jie Qin, you are so great, I am not worthy of you!"
Qiu Jieqin was stunned, lowered her head and looked at me, and asked strangely: "What's the matter? Why are you talking about this?"
I looked away in shame and whispered, "I... am sorry! I don't deserve you anymore. Let's... break up!"
Qiu Jieqin's body trembled suddenly, and she said in a trembling voice: "Break up...? You want to break up... with me?"
I didn't dare look at her, I just nodded.
Qiu Jieqin's eyes suddenly turned red, and she asked anxiously, "Why...why? Did I do something wrong? I will change, I will change immediately, but you can't...leave me!"
As she spoke, tears welled up in her eyes and she cried out in grievance. My heart was about to break, and I quickly reached out to wipe her tears and said, "No, you are very good! I am the one who let you down, I am a bastard! I don't have the face to be with you anymore!"
When Qiu Jieqin heard that it wasn't her fault, she calmed down a little. She tilted her head and said, "So, it's your fault? What happened between you... and another woman?"
I said, "No!"
"No? Then why did you break up with me? Are you trying to scare me?"
I made up my mind and said, "I... fell in love with someone else! I'm sorry!"
Qiu Jieqin opened her mouth wide and collapsed on the sofa. After a long while, she cried, "Then...then you still say that being with other women is nothing? You...you are so heartless! I hate you so much!"
I sighed and said, "If you hate me, just beat me up or even kill me. I have no complaints!"
Qiu Jieqin cried and angrily said, "Hit you? You want to get beauty!" She sat up straight again and gritted her teeth and said, "You! Who do you like? Hua Jingjing? Cheng Jia?"
I shook my head and said, “Neither!”
Qiu Jieqin's eyes widened, her face distorted with grievance, she shouted: "You... have another woman? I really... didn't see that! Tang Qian! I'm telling you, if you don't make things clear today, I'll... I'll never let you go!"
After she finished speaking, she covered her face and burst into tears. I was so sad that I reached out to hug her and held her in my arms without saying a word.
Qiu Jieqin's crying really let go of all her grievances and sadness, and she vented them endlessly. Her tears and snot left a wet mark on my chest.
Gradually, after an unknown amount of time, my tears finally ran out, my crying became weaker, and only my body was sobbing.
Seeing that she was gradually calming down, I sighed and said, "Jie Qin, whether you hate me or blame me, I deserve it. You are a good woman, but I don't know how to cherish you. I am not worthy of being with you, so forget me!"
Qiu Jieqin in my arms reached out a hand, gently stroked my face, and said, "Who is the woman you like? Do I know her?"
"You do not know! "
"Is she pretty?"
"Um!"
"Prettier than me?"
“…”
"So... does she love you?"
My mood suddenly became gloomy, and after a long while I sighed: "No, she doesn't love me at all!"
The hand that was caressing my face stopped moving immediately. Qiu Jieqin was stunned for a moment, then suddenly sat up straight from my arms, with a look of surprise and joy on her face. She said, "She doesn't love you? Then why did you break up with me?"
