Chapter 108

Pei Xin leaned back on the chair expressionlessly.

I get better, what happens next? Will you still be here? You are only willing to stay with me when I am sick and injured.

Every night for more than a month, he felt like he was soaked in water, with the buzzing of insects in his ears tirelessly. He endured the dense pain in his head like ants gnawing at him, and covered his head to look at Li Li in his sleep. Wen Yu is like looking through a transparent but hard glass window to see a person standing quietly inside.

Countless times, he thought about holding the thin back in front of him tightly in his arms, biting and devouring it like he did when he was a boy, but he had to endure it. This made him feel more like the torture of dying than the severe and long headache.

He had to grit his teeth and tell himself over and over again that this would push Li Wenyu further and further away.

But he restrained himself and begged for mercy, only to realize that he still couldn't keep this person.

Pei Xin sneered and couldn't help but laugh at himself in his heart: "So you are already looking for a house, right? Now you can move out immediately just waiting for the results of my review... Are you so impatient?"

Li Wen Yuyi Stunned, his lip line slowly straightened: "You looked at my computer."

Pei Xin's face was coldly white under the still and bright light, and his Adam's apple rolled slowly: "I just want to know why you had to leave me. ...Why?"

He was going to the hospital for a review in three days. Li Wenyu didn't want to irritate Pei Xin at this time. He squeezed his palms tiredly: "I don't want to tell you this now, okay?"

"What do you want? When will you say it?" Pei Xin spoke aggressively, but his eyes turned red quietly, "Or are you going to say nothing and then leave me behind and disappear without a trace like five years ago?

" Wen Yu calmly looked directly into Pei Xin's red eyes, but his heart felt clogged. Something was searching for a breakthrough in his body, ready to come out.

"What is our relationship? How can I abandon you? Pei Xin, five years ago I just wanted freedom, a normal life, and a normal person. It's the same now. Is there a problem?

" It rained non-stop, and almost every raindrop hit the windowsill clearly.

Pei Xin's hands trembling under the dining table tried to be calm: "...No problem, no problem. If you are with me, you can do what you want and you will have freedom."

"No," Li Wen Yu shook his head decisively. He was obviously hesitant and hesitant, and did not want to sound so cold and heartless, but he looked at Pei Xin's face as if he was making up his mind, "I will never be free when I am with you. You are my The biggest bondage is that when I see you, I will be reminded of my past. I will be in pain and torture, and I will never be free."

Pei Xin's expression went blank and he was completely stunned. The reddish and thin eyelids covered the emotions in the eyes. After a long while, he lowered his face and forced a smile: "You may think so now, but you may not think so in the future. You hated me before, but haven't you changed now? "

Li Wenyu thought that people will change. People sometimes fear their own change.

He closed his eyes, stood up and left without saying a word.

The living room fell completely silent.

In the past two months, because he had to take care of Pei Xin's medicine, he woke up almost every night, but not this night.

Only then did he realize that Pei Xin could hold back and not make a sound no matter how painful it was.

He and Pei Xin fell into a strange and silent atmosphere. They stayed in the same room or even the same bed, but could say nothing.

Li Wenyu's team has been working on a very important project in the company recently. The time to get off work has become later and later these days, and it is not easy to get leave on Wednesday.

But when he thought that after the re-examination, the big stone in his heart might be settled, he suddenly felt a lot more relaxed. Even when he worked overtime on Tuesday afternoon and completed the work ahead of schedule, he felt less tired.

After turning off the computer, he reported the progress of the plan to the group's work group. When he exited the group chat, he glanced at the chat box with Pei Xin marked with a red dot.

Although Pei Xin rarely talks to him recently, he still sends photos and videos every day, but he no longer asks for his reply in vain, it is more like a habit that has been maintained.

Li Wenyu slid his finger twice in the chat box, but made no other movements. Finally, he turned off the screen and left after get off work.

It was a sunny day on Wednesday. After a long and lingering autumn rain, the leaves on both sides of the street slowly faded to a bright yellow. The maple leaves were green and yellow, and drifted down with the chilly wind.

On the way to the hospital, Li Wenyu sat in the passenger seat and looked out of the dark gray car window. His phone vibrated again and received a text message from Xia Xiaoxi.

[Brother, if you ask for leave today, will you come to the group dinner tonight? ]

Li Wenyu thought for two seconds before replying.

[Let’s see when the hospital ends. You may miss it. Just have fun. ]

[Don't, this is a round where the team leader is dedicated to cheering us up. You are the backbone of our team's project, how could you not come! ]

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Li Wenyu was amused by this silly emoticon. During this period, the project tasks in the team were indeed too heavy and there were too many overtime classes. Otherwise, the team leader would not have organized a dinner party to cheer him up, and he did not want to sweep this away. prosper.

[I'll try my best. You don't have to wait for me when the time comes. If it ends early, I'll go there by myself, okay? 】

【OK! ]

Li Wenyu received the reply and leaned back a little tiredly. He was about to close his eyes in a daze when he heard Pei Xin suddenly speak calmly: "Who are you texting?"

He paused. He said casually: "Colleague."

Pei Xin said nothing more and held the steering wheel intently.

The hospital is about twenty minutes' drive from the apartment, and it was almost two o'clock when we arrived.

Li Wenyu and Pei Xin were waiting outside for the inspection report as usual. A row of glass windows in the corridor were open, and the wind filled the entire corridor.

Pei Xin was wearing a black sweatshirt, and his short black hair was blown up, revealing his stern brows and forehead, as well as his bright black eyes.

Li Wenyu followed his wind-tousled hair and the gap in the white wall behind him and saw the doctor walking out of the department.

He then tried to stand up, only to find that the shoelaces were untied. He bent down, but Pei Xin squatted down first and tied a beautiful bow for him.

Li Wenyu was stunned. From such a condescending angle, he could only see the hair swirling on the top of his head that was blown by the wind. The veins on the back of his hands were winding like the veins of poplar branches. His movements looked easy and skillful.

But Li Wenyu remembered what the doctor said that his fingers could not fully recover.