Chapter 102 The Trial of Love (2)
To what extent is the so-called "not simple"? Canfeng really wanted to know, so he waited for Feng Jingyi's answer. However, the answer Feng Jingyi gave was too unexpected for him, far more than just shocking.
"He is very gentle and considerate, but not good at expressing himself. He keeps his feelings for that person deep in his heart, carefully nurturing and protecting her. Although I don't know how he feels about me, at least he doesn't ignore me. As long as he doesn't ignore me, I think I still have a chance, right?"
Canfeng was stunned, not because of how shocking Feng Jingyi's words were, but because Feng Jingyi's expression was so vivid when she said these words; I thought it was not simple, but the result was unexpectedly simple, and such a simple reason could make Feng Jingyi so affectionate, how could Canfeng not be shocked? However, when he thought of Feng Qinghan, the shock slowly subsided...
"You are such an idiot. I never thought that even though you and your brother are not related by blood , you would be so consistent on this point."
Feng Jingyi did not respond. She was completely immersed in her own world. So it was not Canfeng's fault for making such a comment, because his comment was not wrong.
"You can let me let him go if you want."
As soon as these words were spoken, Feng Jingyi reacted immediately. She raised her head and looked at Canfeng blankly, as if she couldn't believe it.
"Don't doubt me, of course, it depends on what he will do, not you."
"What... do you want to do?"
Thinking of Canfeng's mission, Feng Jingyi had to be vigilant. Even though he said he wanted to help her, she was still scared, afraid that something might happen. In order to complete the mission, Canfeng would do it without considering her feelings.
After the maid brought the meal, Shan Zhen was unable to concentrate for a while. He did not deny that it was related to Feng Jingyi. After all, Feng Jingyi stayed because of him, and he had the obligation to take good care of her. He didn't know why, but Feng Jingyi had a magic that made it difficult for him to refuse. It was not that he didn't know Feng Jingyi's feelings, but he just couldn't refuse. Of course, he had refused at first, but then slowly he no longer refused, especially when facing her eyes, he could no longer refuse. The main reason, perhaps, was because he saw the same feelings in Feng Jingyi's eyes, so he was unwilling to refuse.
From Feng Jingyi's eyes, Shan Zhen would always think of himself, and then of Yin Yin. He never expected any return for his feelings for Yin Yin, but just wanted to protect ; he wanted to be with Yin Yin all the time, but his identity did not allow it, which was probably one of the reasons why he could not resist Feng Jingyi's desire to stay with him; he wanted Yin Yin to be happy more than anyone else, even if that person was not himself, he just wanted to try his best to make up for the mistakes he had made, even if he was not forgiven, as long as he could love Yin Yin in his heart he would be satisfied, and would rather seal this relationship than touch that memory again.
The appearance of Feng Jingyi was a complete surprise to Shan Zhen, and he felt flattered that he was loved. After he understood her, he still let Feng Jingyi stay. On the surface, it was indulgence, but in his heart Shan Zhen thought it was for himself and for his own selfish thoughts. He fantasized about what it would be like if he could stay by Yin Yin's side like Feng Jingyi. This kind of fantasy has never stopped. After all, there really was such a time, but it was destroyed by his own hands in the end... In order not to hurt Feng Jingyi , he chose to remain silent until Feng Jingyi left on her own. This was his forgiveness and redemption of Feng Jingyi and himself.
"General—"
A call woke Shan Zhen from his deep thoughts. He looked carefully and found that it was the maid who brought the meal. After seeing clearly, Shan Zhen couldn't help but sighed heavily. It turned out that it was dark. He didn't know when the lights were lit in the room. The document in his hand was still the one when the maid came to report Feng Jingyi's situation. How long has it been since then? Thinking of what the maid said at that time, Shan Zhen put down the document in his hand and asked: "How is Miss Feng's situation?"
"Yes, she doesn't need our help since she woke up . We haven't gone yet, but we will go and give her some medicine later."
As the maid answered, she placed the meal in her hand on the table in front of Shan Zhen. Looking at the maid's movements and the meal on the tray, Shan Zhen remembered that the meal had been brought to him before he was awakened by the maid this time. It didn't taste like what he remembered, so he didn't seem to have eaten much. Thinking of this, Shan Zhen realized that he actually missed that familiar taste and person!
"So she hasn't had her meal yet?"
"Yes."
There was no need to ask Shan Zhen's question. There were very few maids in the Marshal's Mansion, and Shan Zhen was the most senior person now, so of course he was given priority in meals. However, he would never have thought that this was arranged by Feng Jingyi, and the meals were delivered on time.
"Go prepare some light food and send it to Miss Feng. Remember to keep it light and nourishing."
"Yes! Then I'll take my leave!"
The maid had placed the food in front of Shan Zhen without him noticing, and left respectfully after hearing the order; looking at the food in front of him, Shan Zhen had no appetite at all, but didn't feel hungry, so he got up and prepared to visit Feng Jingyi. At least he thought should go and say hello at this time; it was not sympathy or pity, but simply out of his own intention. This was also the treatment he had longed for from Yin Yin countless times. Even if he couldn't get it, he would not be stingy and ignore Feng Jingyi's existence.
