Chapter 10 Your last beautiful lie 3
Suddenly, the big iron gate was gently pushed open, and a tall and handsome figure, as beautiful as an angel under the warm street lights on the roadside, appeared behind the iron gate.
He walked out slowly, looking in my direction, but his eyes were dull and numb, as if he no longer cared about anything.
"Meisan..." I called out those two familiar words in the cold air.
"It's Imeisan," he said.
My heart suddenly felt as painful as if it was cut by a knife - it was "Yimeisan", not "Meisan"! Didn't he correct me again and again that it was "Meisan" instead of "Yimeisan"?
The little hope that I had when I was awakened by Lin Yushan's scolding suddenly disappeared. Yes, maybe all this is not Yi Meisan's game, because he is not that kind of person, but after discovering my deception of him and my indifference to him all along, he will not like me anymore!
"Let go of that girl." He ordered expressionlessly from a distance.
The man in black who was holding me loosened his grip immediately, and I was free again. But I had no strength left in me. My strength and courage were all taken away by the eyes that were numbed by Imeisan and looked like glass beads. It didn't seem like he was looking at me at all. He probably didn't even bother to look at me.
"You said you wanted to see me, and now that you have seen me, you can leave." He said indifferently and was about to turn around and leave.
No! Even if he doesn't want to see me anymore, I will regret it for the rest of my life if I don't say those words.
"Meisan! Wait!" I shouted persistently.
And he said to me persistently: "It's Imeisan...senior!"
"Okay, okay, okay..." Every "okay" was a bloody heartache. I shed tears and looked at him indifferently in the distance. "Senior Yi Meisan, can you please stay for a while, just a little while, I just want to say a few words to you."
He didn't comment, but he didn't leave immediately.
I tasted the bitter and sour tears, and tried to open my mouth and said to him: "Imeisan...Senior, I know it's too late for me to say anything now. But I...just want to tell you that I like you, really like you, so much so that I will never like another person as much as I like you in this life. Because you are the best and most perfect person in the world for me...Imeisan."
Yes... that's why I'm so heartbroken. I wish he could look at me with loving eyes like before, but he still has a cold look, expressionless like a fake person.
"It's my fault. I have always looked at you with prejudice. Like everyone else, I only noticed your background and your gorgeous appearance. When I finally saw you clearly and myself clearly, I realized that Yi Meisan is the person in the world who deserves my love the most. But this person has been deceived and hurt by me and will never like me again. I, I am not longing for you to change your mind, I just want to tell you that I like you. Although it's too late, I like you. If I don't tell you this, I will regret it all my life!"
"I like you! I like you! Mei San!" My desperate but persistent voice echoed endlessly in the desperate night, but it could no longer reach that person's heart. He no longer needed...
Yi Meisan looked at me numbly and indifferently, then slowly opened his mouth from a very far distance and said to me, "Have you finished what you want to say?"
My heart was crying non-stop, and the tears flowing from there were red - very thick blood.
"I'm done." I said, choking.
"Then you can go. I'll be out of here tomorrow."
"Um."
Yes, everything is over. No matter if Yimeisan lied or not, whether he liked me or not, everything is over.
Finally, my eyes returned to the whistle lying alone on the ground, right at Yimeisan's feet, like a discarded piece of trash.
"Misan... no, Imisan-senpai." I said to him with the last of my strength, "Can you please throw me the whistle at your feet? It's something you gave me, and I want to keep it."
"Whistle..." Yi Meisan repeated silently, and then I noticed that he lowered his head but did not bend down to pick it up immediately. At the same time, the uncles in black standing next to me suddenly became very nervous. They hurriedly ran towards Yi Meisan, as if something particularly bad was going to happen.
Something particularly bad?
A whistle is not explosive...
wrong!
Suddenly, I looked at Yimeisan and understood everything!
He can't see! Yimeisan, he can't see!
He is blind!
Both eyes are blind!
He couldn't see the whistle, even though it was lying at his feet, and he couldn't see me, even though I was standing in front of him. His eyes were so scattered and dull, like glass beads, because there was only darkness in his eyes, pure darkness without color.
He can't see! When did it start?
Suddenly, it was like a slow-motion replay: in his lounge, he reached out his hand to touch my head as usual, but strangely his hand fell into the air in front of me.
Then……
Then……
He changed!
He suddenly changed his face, he suddenly started to blame me, he suddenly said that everything that happened between him and me was just a game! He...
At that moment, he lost his sight! Both of his eyes were blind, because of me!
"Meisan..." It took me a long time to realize that the crying voice in the air was mine. My heart hurt as if it had been ripped out, more painful than when he lied to me and played with me!
That beautiful eye, that eye that could speak, can no longer be seen! God, how could you be so unfair, so cruel to Yimeisan?
not me……
I did it! I cruelly lied to him, made him shoot arrows for me, made him take risks for me, made him never see the color of the sun again for me!
Oh my God! How could this happen! In an instant, the pain made me feel worse than death. I would rather die than see Mei San's eyes being taken away by my willfulness!
"Mei San! No! No!" I shook my head, unable to believe this was true. Don't tell me this was true!
"Meisan..." I walked to Yimeisan like a sleepwalker.
He just stood there, like a beautiful sculpture.
"Can you see me? Can you see me? Misan..."
"It's Senior Imeisan!" he said stubbornly, but his eyes were focused elsewhere, "I can see you, you can leave now."
"No, you can't see me!" I felt so heartbroken that my whole body felt like it was breaking. He couldn't see me, he couldn't see me at that moment, so he chose to lie to me, so that I would hate him for the rest of my life, instead of feeling guilty for him and wanting to die.
"No, you can't see me! No! No! No!" My whole body was shaking. The huge sadness pressed on me like a mountain. I heard my flesh and bones being crushed piece by piece.
Imeisan is out of sight...
I don’t want this kind of outcome… No!
"I can see you. How many times do you want me to tell you that?" Yi Meisan yelled at the empty place. His whole body was shaking, and his eyes were red because of his persistence.
Are you still going to protect me even though you are like this? Are you still going to say those words to me even though you feel so bad that you want to cry? Do you really not want to hurt me?
Beautiful scattered...
I stepped back step by step, my legs completely weak, unable to support my body weight. Suddenly a car drove by, and when I turned around, I saw only a blinding white light.
There was a sharp brake sound, and I opened my eyes to see the car passing very close to me. When I turned around, I saw Yimeisan had rushed to my side. He couldn't see anything, but he ran to my side by feeling, with his hands reaching out to the dark night sky, groping helplessly.
“Shenyun!” He shouted my name into the dark air, “Where are you? Are you okay?”
"Meisan!" I rushed over and hugged him tightly.
“Meisan, Meisan…” I didn’t know what else I could say or do. I just felt that if I left him, I would die instantly.
"I'm fine, Meisan, Meisan... Meisan, please don't lie to me anymore, don't lie to me anymore, don't... Meisan..." Too much, too much sadness, making my whole body sore and painful. I hugged Yimeisan tightly in my arms, unable to breathe anymore.
