Chapter 10 We agreed not to separate 4
Tourists came here in waves, and half a month passed, but I still didn’t see Chi Yanze.
For so many days, I didn't follow my aunt to set up the stall, but stayed at home. I was absent-minded when making accessories, and often stared at the door of the house, hoping that one day someone would knock on my door and open the door to see Chi Yanze.
But I didn't expect that the person I was waiting for was not Chi Yanze, but Mr. Chi whom I hadn't seen for a long time, and Yao Haiyan's father.
That day, I finally knew that I would never see Chi Yanze again.
When Mr. Chi saw me, he looked very angry and was about to hit me as soon as he entered the door, but the slap did not fall in the end.
"Ruo Qiqi, I told you not to appear in front of us again in this life and not to seduce my Yan Ze again. People like you are not worthy to be with my son. I thought you were a sensible child and would keep your promise after taking the money, but I didn't expect that you were still entangled with Yan Ze. Let me be frank with you, as long as I am here, you will never be with my son. It's impossible in this life!" Mr. Chi shouted at me excitedly.
I clenched my fists tightly, bit my lips, and dared not make a sound.
I knew this would be the outcome, but I still couldn't help fantasizing about it.
My aunt, who was supposed to be setting up a stall outside, was brought back at some point.
Mr. Chi's bodyguard pushed her into the house. My aunt's foot was still in a cast, but she even forgot to take the crutches. She jumped to my side on one foot, took my hand, leaned behind me in fear, and advised me: "Qiqi, let's go. We can't afford to offend them, so let's go."
I didn't move.
Mr. Chi threw a pile of documents that I couldn't understand on our dining table and said coldly, "Since you haven't hidden far enough, I'll send you away this time. This is the ticket to New Zealand, and I've asked someone to expedite your visa. You and your aunt pack your luggage and leave immediately. There is enough money in this envelope for you to live abroad. Many people want to go abroad but can't, so consider this your honor."
I looked at the documents, my throat was so dry that I couldn't speak, and tears started to flow out of my eyes.
My aunt reached out her hand to wipe my tears and cried, "Qiqi, let's go. Let's go abroad. Don't be stupid anymore. We can't afford people like them. Let's go. You still have your aunt to accompany you. Don't cry, Qiqi."
My chest hurt so much that I didn't know what to do.
I can't go abroad, I can't leave here, I promised Chi Yanze to trust him. If he doesn't let me go, I won't leave.
Two years ago, I left him foolishly once; two years later, I can't leave him again. No matter how much money you give me, I won't leave.
"Qiqi, I beg you to leave, just to save our Xiaoyan. I know that the child's matter has nothing to do with you, but she is stubborn. Seeing you and the young master together, she feels unwilling. We all know that even if you leave, she will not be with the young master. She knows that she is not worthy of the young master, but she just doesn't like you. There is nothing she can do! You are like a thorn in her heart, and she will feel uncomfortable when she sees you. The doctor said that she was in a car accident and her emotions are a little extreme, so she likes to make trouble unreasonably, and she runs away from home when she is unhappy. But no matter what, I beg you, for our sake, please go. Stay away from the young master, stay away from her, and stay away from all of us. Please..."
Mr. Yao, who had been silent all the time, suddenly walked up to me, knelt on the ground, and begged me while crying.
My tears kept falling and my chest ached so much.
Why does everyone want me to leave? Why does everyone want me to stay away from them?
Am I a virus or a plague?
Why can't I just stay where I am and wait for the one I love to come back to me?
"You don't have to leave. But even if you don't leave, forget about seeing Yan Ze again. Even if I have to sacrifice a son, I will not allow him to be with you and bring shame to me! If you really want to do this for his own good, I advise you to leave. If you leave, he will stop thinking about you and won't be as distraught as he is now." Mr. Chi said to me coldly.
I looked up at him in astonishment and asked in a trembling voice, "What happened to Chi Yanze? What did you do to him ?"
"What can I do? Besides locking him up, can I kill him? But he refused to eat or drink and insisted on coming out. I had no choice but to inject him with nutrients to save his life." Mr. Chi said coldly and ruthlessly.
I knew that Chi Yanze was still the Chi Yanze I knew at the beginning, the pure boy without any flaws, and he would not lie to me.
He said he would try his best to be with me, and he really tried, but the reality was too cruel and our road was too difficult.
"If I leave and stop him from thinking about it, will you let him go? If I leave, will Yao Haiyan be happy?"
I looked at Mr. Chi and Mr. Yao with a sad face and said softly. My aunt held my hand tightly, trying to give me strength.
The two men were silent, and silence meant agreement.
It seems that I have to leave.
I really don’t know what I did wrong. I just don’t have a good background or a good family background, so should I give up my love?
I just made a mistake and borrowed someone else's identity, so can she vent all her resentment on me?
So I have to leave, go to New Zealand where I don't speak the language, go to that strange country with my aunt? In order to save a boss's face and a girl's unwillingness, do I have to give up my lover, my happiness, and leave?
Oh, God, you are so cruel!
I collapsed to the ground helplessly, watching with tears in my eyes as my aunt was forced to pack her luggage by Mr. Chi’s bodyguards.
Looking at everything around me, this place where we have lived for two years, I really don’t want to leave.
No one cared about my tears, no one asked me if I was also unwilling. I only remember that my aunt and I were forced to take a car to the airport, and under the personal witness of Mr. Chi, we boarded a plane to New Zealand.
I didn't even get to say goodbye to the boy I loved.
But I no longer had that opportunity. The plane took off, and I left this familiar place with a dead heart.
Something kept falling from my eyes and landing on the back of my hand, crystal clear. It was my gradually drying tears, my aborted love, my infatuation and delusion.
I'm sorry, Chi Yanze.
If Qiqi can't wait for you anymore.
