Chapter 10 As long as you are alive, it's good 1
He said he would tell me when we got home, but along the way, Lu Yanye just walked with me quietly and didn't say a word.
As he walked into my neighborhood, he suddenly sighed.
"Luo Huayin, when I first met you, I really didn't expect you to be so stubborn."
I looked at him and said nothing.
"Why don't you listen?" He looked at me with his head tilted, his voice low and helpless. His handsome face had a unique aura, and his narrow eyes looked at me thoughtfully: "You are the first person who is so disobedient... Not only did you not come to me to expel the spirit, but you were determined to help the spirit do things."
I still didn't say anything and just listened to him quietly.
Lu Yanye was helpless and sighed again: "Luo Huayin, please don't be so stubborn, okay? I advise you again... Humans and ghosts have different paths, this truth has never changed from ancient times to the present - although Ye Jing is not dead, the current situation is also because of the serious injury. The spirit has left the body for self-protection. It belongs to the stage of spirit wandering outside the body, commonly known as soul separation! It is different from humans! Do you understand?"
I didn't say anything, just shook my head and continued walking with my head down.
"I'm really defeated by you!" Lu Yanye's usually peaceful expression finally broke. He gritted his teeth, suddenly stopped, stretched out his hand to hold my arm, leaned down slightly, and stared into my eyes seriously, "Okay, Luo Huayin, listen to me, there is actually a way. After all, Ye Jing's body is not dead."
……What's the meaning?
Finally, a little light returned to my eyes, and I eagerly waited for his next words.
"As long as Ye Jing is willing to return to his body, there is a chance for him to wake up!" Lu Yanye frowned slightly, his handsome face was more serious than ever before, "His soul is out of his body now, and his body will die sooner or later in the hospital. By then, he will really become a wandering ghost, and I can only take him away... So, there is still hope now, as long as you persuade Ye Jing to want to return to his body from the bottom of his heart - do you understand?"
Return to the Self from the Heart...
I stared at Lu Yanye in a daze. I didn't know how long it took before I suddenly came to my senses. I frowned and asked him, "Then will there be any danger if we do what you said? Will Ye Jing be able to wake up?"
"How is it possible, God!" Lu Yanye let go of my hand. It was the first time I saw him scratching his head frantically. "How is it possible that he will wake up? He was hit like that in a car accident. His internal organs may fail at any time, and his body may die at any time... But do you have any choice? Didn't I just tell you? Why don't you understand? Now you only have two choices: First, let him return to his body willingly, and there is a 10% chance that he will survive and get better; second, continue to escape and maintain the current state. At most in a year, his body in the hospital will die because of his soul being out of the body for a long time... How long will it take now? Hmm? He has been out of the body for more than four months, right? Luo Huayin, do you have any other choice? You are really the most inexplicable girl I have ever seen! After being with a spirit for more than four months, you didn't even think of asking me for help to get rid of him!"
I stared at Lu Yanye in a daze, unable to react for a moment, my mind full of what he just said. If he continues like this, his body will die in a year at most, and he will become a wandering ghost... If he returns to his body, he has a 10% chance of surviving, but that means he has a 90% chance of dying... How could this happen...
Suddenly, I thought of something and looked at him eagerly: "Then...if, I mean if...he becomes a wandering ghost, and looks like he does now?"
Lu Yanye was stunned, as if he didn't expect me to ask this.
After a few seconds, he laughed in anger: "Luo Huayin, you are really bewitched... Yes, it is true. Even if he becomes a wandering ghost, most of the time, he can still stay with you as he is now. However, starting from the day his body dies, every day, he will relive the accident and pain that led to his death at the time of his death... In other words, until he reports to the underworld, he will relive the scene of his car accident every day of his existence as a wandering ghost." After a pause, Lu Yanye looked at my bloodless face and continued cruelly, "Besides, Luo Huayin, wake up. Even if he can endure this, what about you? Don't forget, you are a human being, you are still alive, you will grow old day by day, but he won't!"
I opened my mouth, but couldn't say anything. Lu Yanye looked at me. I had never seen him so angry.
"Now, do you understand?" He looked at me intently for a while, then turned and left my neighborhood. "Put on your clothes first, and go home and think about it carefully... I still say the same thing, come find me if you need help."
"Lu Yanye!" I couldn't help but call him the second before he left.
He looked back at me. In the sunlight, his handsome face looked like a pale patient, which was very strange.
"Who are you?"
He looked at me, his face still showing the anger that had not subsided: "This is not a question you should consider."
After saying that, he walked out of the community without even looking back.
After dinner in the evening, I took a shower and returned to the bedroom in my pajamas. Ye Jing also appeared in the mirror and was sitting quietly on the small sofa in my room waiting for me.
The moment I opened the door, the light from the living room shone into the originally dark bedroom, and I met his big eyes which had regained their brightness.
"Mom, I'm a little tired today and I'm going to go to bed. You don't need to bring me milk at night." After quickly saying this, I closed the door and turned on the bedroom light.
Ye Jing kept looking at me quietly, waiting for me to come in and sit on the mat in front of him.
I looked at him and held his gaze for a full minute.
Finally, Ye Jing spoke, without any other emotions as before, only calmness and seriousness - just like the way Ye Jing was the main debater in the previous international school debate competition. He was so serious that no one could question him.
"Luo Huayin, let's talk."
I looked at him, breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded. Anyway, I was mentally prepared... I knew that Ye Jing would not be the kind of person who would always avoid problems. Ye Jing must have heard what Lu Yanye said when he sent me back in the mirror. So... how should he decide?
"What Lu Yanye said..." He paused and looked at me seriously, "Have you considered it?"
I lowered my eyes in depression, unable to muster up any energy: "That's your business, how should I consider it..."
"I would like to hear your views."
Ye Jing said this almost without thinking. I was stunned. Listen to my opinion...?
He actually wanted to listen to my opinion on such an important matter. But, but I... My eyes started to turn red again involuntarily. I glared at him helplessly and pursed my lips: "I really don't know what to do, Ye Jing, what do you think? Tell me, I will support your decision no matter what."
"Yeah." He seemed to have guessed that I would do this.
He nodded, still looking meticulous and serious. His eyes, like black gemstones, stared at me without blinking, full of seriousness, but his tone was gentle.
"Luo Huayin, listen to me, I have made up my mind. Things have already happened. No matter what choice we make, there are too many variables. None of us can predict what will happen in the future... So, I have thought about it. Since it has come to this, then let's continue like this."
I was stunned and subconsciously wanted to say something.
He interrupted me and said, "Xiaoxi is a smart child who has grown up... Although I am no longer with her, my parents still have Xiaoxi. I have nothing to worry about."
Then, Ye Jing looked at me steadily and suddenly laughed: "But you are a fool, I am really worried... Luo Huayin, if you don't bother me, then let's continue like this, okay?"
I looked at him and quickly understood what he meant.
He still looked at me and smiled, as if he wasn't talking about his own life or death at all: "Luo Huayin, you won't be afraid of me in the future, right?"
I stared at him for a long while, sniffed hard, and punched him: "Ye Jing! You are a lunatic!"
I swung my hand down heavily, but it went straight through his translucent body. I stared at him with red eyes: "Have you thought about it all? Really?"
He looked at me, smiled and nodded: "Well, I've thought about it. For me now, there is nothing more worrying than leaving a fool to live alone." Suddenly, he approached me, and his translucent face looked at me closely. Then, he gently kissed my forehead.
I stared blankly, tears falling silently.
I looked at him and finally laughed helplessly: " Mad man...if you become a ghost, remember our agreement at the beginning, don't show your true form to scare me."
"Well..." He regained his smirk, rubbed his chin, and squinted his big eyes at me, "It depends on your performance."
I sniffed hard, reached out and pulled out two tissues, wiped the snot and tears off my face, then rolled my eyes at him with swollen eyes: "If you dare to mess with me, I'll splash a basin of dog blood on you and scare you to death."
