Chapter 1: The Day Does Not Understand the Darkness of the Night 05
Putting down the pen, Shen Chuxue rubbed her eyes.
Life at the Lin family was very boring and there is really nothing to write about.
After her grandmother died, Shen Chuxue always liked to be in a daze, staring at the darkness outside the window. She used to like looking at the sky outside the window, imagining the blue sea and blue sky, but now she likes to look at the darkness outside the window, imagining... what else can she imagine? Her whole life will be ruined by the pain that the Lin family brought to her and her grandmother.
So what if I'm still young? It's not that I can't accumulate hatred...
She looked out the window for a while. There was one good thing about An's home. There were no birds nearby, and there were no birds chirping early in the morning. Shen Chuxue slept peacefully.
The next day was Saturday. Shen Chuxue slept in for a rare time, but was awakened by a knock on the door.
She was stunned for a moment and found that the knocking on the door was still going on, so she rubbed her eyes, sat up, and said in a hoarse voice: "Please come in, the door is not locked." Shen Chuxue completely forgot that there was a man and a boy in the house, and only thought that it might be Li Qiuhuo at this time.
But I didn't expect that the person who came in was An Yannan.
She blinked, then realized that she was wearing pajamas.
After An Yannan came in, he placed a thick stack of books on Shen Chuxue's desk without looking away. He glanced at the diary and glanced at Shen Chuxue inconspicuously, saying, "Your transfer procedures have been completed. From now on, you will go to the same school as Xixi and me. These are all books issued by the school."
It was clearly the weekend, why did An Yannan get up so early just to send himself a book?
Shen Chuxue looked at An Yannan for a long time. Maybe she had just woken up and her mind was not clear yet. After a long while, she opened her mouth and said, "Oh, okay, thank you."
After An Yannan left, Shen Chuxue also lost her sleepiness and simply wrapped herself in the quilt and lay in bed in a daze.
This was the scene Li Qiuhuo saw when she came in.
In Li Qiuhe's memory, Shen Chuxue was still young and could hardly walk, always staggering behind her. Li Qiuhe loved her daughter, but she didn't like that kind of life, and loved herself more, so she left cruelly.
Over the years, she has always wanted to go back to see Shen Chuxue, but she never had the chance and was afraid that her husband would find out. Now that her daughter is back, Li Qiuhuo knows that she will have more time to spend with her daughter, and she will return all the maternal love she is owed.
When Shen Chuxue heard the voice, she turned her head and looked over. She didn't know how long Li Qiuhe had been standing at the door. When Shen Chuxue called her mother "Mom", she was always hesitant and uncomfortable.
My grandmother told me that the first name she called was "Mom", and then she would follow her every day, no matter where she went.
Even so, I was still abandoned...
Shen Chuxue just couldn't muster any love for this mother.
"What's wrong?" Shen Chuxue asked, wrapping herself tightly in the quilt.
Li Qiuhuo smiled. In her eyes, her daughter was adorable no matter what she did. Even being in a daze could arouse her maternal love.
"Breakfast is ready, come down and eat."
"okay."
Shen Chuxue quickly changed her clothes and washed up. After going downstairs, she found that everyone was there except An Wei.
In fact, Shen Chuxue rarely saw An Wei these days. After all, he was the boss of a big company and was always busy with business. How could he have time to stay at home with his wife and children and enjoy the family happiness? This was also good. Shen Chuxue n't think he was easy to talk to and get along with, so it was better to see him less often.
An Cenxi is a talkative person, always talking about what happened at school at the dinner table. A girl who is pretty, has a sweet voice, and can make the elders happy, An Cenxi is perfect, at least Shen Chuxue can't make everyone happy.
Sometimes Shen Chuxue also thought, if she was smarter and sweeter, and could make everyone happy when she was at the Lin family, would her grandmother and herself not be kicked out, and her grandmother would not die?
In fact, Shen Chuxue was just looking for various reasons to convince herself, but there was no way, it was useless.
"Yan Nan , are you going to the library later?" Li Qiuhe asked, while serving soup to Shen Chuxue.
An Yannan nodded and said, "Yes, there will be an exam at school in a few days, and I will go to the library to review."
An Cenxi said: "You can also review at home, brother."
Unexpectedly, An Yannan just glanced at her, then turned his head and said, "You're too noisy."
This sentence caused Li Qiuhe to laugh and An Cenxi to scold. An Yannan had lived in the An family for a long time, so Li Qiuhe raised him as her own child and they had a good relationship. However, An Cenxi liked to stick to An Yannan, but the latter didn't like to be with her.
This relationship is a bit like that of Shen Chuxue and Lin Jianluo. At the beginning, Lin Jianluo always stuck to Shen Chuxue and followed her wherever she went. She was very annoyed at first, but later she got used to it and would slow down when walking, for fear that Lin Jianluo's short legs could not keep up.
