Chapter 1 Goodbye, Otaku 1

Ding ding dong dong, dong dong ding ding…
The musical bell for the end of get out of class rang softly in the campus, and then my desk was surrounded by classmates as usual.
"Yashi, how do you solve that problem?"
"Student Huang, there is a concert held by a famous pianist from Vienna this weekend. Can you go with me?"
“The new French dessert shop near the station is great.”
To others, I was smiling and answering questions one by one, showing no impatience or perfunctory attitude, but the truth was...
"I'm so annoyed. If you don't know how to do the exercises, why don't you ask the teacher? Why are you asking me? I hate teaching others homework."
"I hate musical instruments the most. If it weren't for the purpose of developing an elegant temperament and being able to show off my talent in front of others, I wouldn't even want to learn music!"
"You're already fat enough, you're still eating dessert! In order to stay in shape, I don't even dare to eat fruits with high sugar content, let alone desserts!"
Yes, this is exactly what I roared from the bottom of my heart. But no one can tell, after all, I have mastered this unique skill of multitasking since I was a child.
Alas, being too popular is also a kind of torture! Should I put on makeup to reduce my beauty, or deliberately write wrong answers on the exam to give the first place to someone else? No, even if I really do this, it is very likely that I will still maintain my current high popularity.
After all, I am a perfect girl with no blind spots in all directions! I have dozens of layers of auras that are superimposed on me. Just because I no longer get the first place in the exam or my beauty value drops from stunningly beautiful to dignified and beautiful, it has no effect on my charm at all. More importantly, why should I exile and destroy myself for these ants? Even gods would shed tears if they saw this!

But they are really annoying, I have to find an excuse to get them away quickly, but what excuse and reason should I use?
"Student Huang, your homeroom teacher asked you to go to the office."
Wow, this sentence is simply heavenly!
I stood up calmly with excitement on the inside and said, "Excuse me, classmates. I have to go to the teacher's office now. If you have any questions, please wait until I come back, okay?"
"Okay, okay, no problem, we'll wait for you."
Looking at everyone's intoxicated eyes shining with starlight, I smiled and gently brushed my long hair with my hand, then turned softly, and my black hair swirled in the air like a waterfall, leaving behind a faint fragrance and an elegant back.
"Wow, Huang-san is so beautiful."
"Ya Xi is the most gentle. I like her so much."
"I really want to date Huang-san!"
"You're dreaming. Huang is my goddess. I want to duel with you!"
A smug smile played on my lips as I heard the words coming from behind me.
Being liked too easily is my sin - but let this storm of sin come even harder, hahaha! If there is no me in this world, how many people's lives and memories will become dim. So for these ordinary people, I still...
"How stupid!" A voice so soft and almost inaudible suddenly sounded in my ear, interrupting my thoughts and scaring me.
Who? Who said that?
I stopped in surprise and looked to the side, but the corridor was full of people, so I had no idea who said those two words. But because I looked at them, everyone who met my eyes turned red and became extremely shy.
After looking around, I decided that I must have misheard. Or maybe someone else was talking and those two words just happened to enter my ears.
Yes, that must be the case. You know, I have been an excellent student since I was a child, and I have a beautiful face. The word "stupid" can never be used to describe me. Now I have become suspicious, all because of that damn oolong incident.
No, I want to forget it! Forget it completely!
Just as I was trying to adjust myself mentally, a tall dark shadow suddenly loomed over me.
I looked up in surprise, and then I was shocked. Oh my god, how did a gorilla get into the school, and he was wearing the school boy's uniform!
I couldn't help but take a step back and saw clearly that the other person was just a burly boy who looked like a gorilla.
Really, if you are ugly, don't just come out and scare people! My heart is as crystal clear as glass and easy to break, okay? If I get scared by him, can he afford to pay for it?

I complained madly in my mind, but on the surface I pretended to be surprised and said, "Hello, what can I do for you?"
“Student Huang, hello…hello…hello!” The sturdy boy who looked like a gorilla with a face full of flesh blushed and stammered, “Just now…just now…just now you were looking at me, so I want to ask…ask…”
Alarm bells suddenly rang in my heart, and I immediately said, "Oh, sorry, I was so absorbed in my thoughts just now that I caused you a misunderstanding without realizing it. I'm sorry. I have to go to the teacher's office now. The teacher is waiting for me, so I'll excuse myself first."
After saying this, without waiting for his reaction, he immediately walked around him and walked quickly towards the teacher's office.
"Wow, how could this happen? I finally got the chance to talk to Huang-san, but it was wasted like this."
I have seen many self-righteous people like this.
Since kindergarten, if I stare at any boy for more than three seconds, he will think I want to talk to him or even make friends with him, and then he will start to pester me. In this situation, I learned the secret technique of "emptying my eyes" without any guidance - my eyes are unfocused, so that even if I accidentally meet someone's eyes, they will not feel that I am looking at them.
But just now, I was so focused on recalling the embarrassing incident that I didn't use my secret technique and almost got entangled again. It was really dangerous.
I am Huang Yaxi! One stain in my life is enough. I must not make friends with low-class people. This will lower my style and reputation.
In order to always stand at the top, in order to always maintain a perfect image, I don’t need anyone to get close to me, not even my parents.
The closer I am to others, the easier it is for them to see my true self, and then all my efforts will be in vain. Therefore, even if I die, I want others to look up to me.
Friends? Oh, no, you're kidding.
First of all, who in this world is qualified to be my friend? Secondly, those who want to be my friends are just superficial people who are attracted by my appearance, family background and brains. If they discover my true character, how many people will like me? So it is enough for them to indulge in my aura and crawl at my feet like now.
"What a bad personality." The tiny voice just now suddenly sounded again, but this time I was surprised to find that I didn't "hear" it, but it sounded directly in my mind.
Although I don't have much free time in order to always rank first in my studies and learn a variety of knowledge and skills, I still found time to watch some famous classic monster movies.
This strange sound reminded me of the scary scenes in movies. I felt creepy and got goosebumps all over my body.
"Haha, this is a scientific world. Ghosts and gods don't exist. What I just saw must have been an illusion! It must have been because of that embarrassing thing that caused my self-confidence to drop and caused the illusion. I must forget that embarrassing thing as soon as possible. I'd better go to the teacher's office quickly. The teacher must be waiting anxiously." I laughed dryly and quickly shook off all the terrible images in my mind, and walked quickly towards the office.

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