Chapter 054 Pain
Unexpectedly rich emotions, the voice is also very thick, and the breath is very stable...
Sadness, endless sadness, Min Xianyi's singing immediately caught the ears of the six people in the room and extended to their hearts.
However, Zheng Xiuheng quickly escaped from his stunned state, not because his singing was bad, but because it was too good, with so much emotion that it surprised him.
At this moment, he could imagine that this girl also had her own story, and it seemed that his previous worries were unnecessary. However, although emotions were important, when it came to the chorus, could she still sing it in a steady, low, emotional voice like in the verse?
As one of the oldest trainees in JYP, Min Xianyi's fate can be said to be the most bumpy one. His mother died early, his father was ill, and he lived with his grandmother since he was a child... It is not complicated to say, but for such a family, he has persisted as a trainee for seven years. In fact, this is not only a test for Min Xianyi, but also a test for the family.
Just like her mother died young, probably when she was four years old.
My father was sick, and I need to point out that he insisted on taking on the responsibilities of a parent even though he only had half a lung. In fact, he had already lost his job when that half of the lung was removed. After that, he did some jobs like garage janitor, and occasionally looked for better part-time jobs.
Min Xianyi's father supported the family under such circumstances, and she lived with her grandmother until she was ten years old.
Later, grandma fell ill and needed surgery. Due to family circumstances, they had to hire someone to take care of her. Finally, Min Xianyi returned to Seoul to live with his father.
At that time, she had been a trainee at JYP for two years. In such a situation, she encouraged herself with a smile as she watched her father, whose health was getting worse day by day. When she returned home from practice every night, her father would often go to work. As she got older, Min Xianyi felt more and more pain in her heart.
In the past two years, my father's condition has been getting worse. After fainting several times, the doctor has warned him many times that he can't go on like this. Not to mention his previous job, even an easier job should not be done for the time being. If he takes good care of himself for a few years, maybe he can recover a little bit.
These seven years were painful for Min Xianyi, who was becoming more sensible. Now that she is finally going to debut, her grandmother's health has gradually recovered a little, and she has also come to Seoul. However, her father's health has deteriorated, and her grandmother is not as good as before. However, she still does not have the ability to take care of them. Instead, she has to rely on their upbringing to stick to her so-called dream.
She was very scared. Whenever it was late at night, she couldn't sleep. She looked at her father's increasingly thin body and pale face. He always encouraged herself with a smile, telling herself to work hard and persevere. He always said with a tough face: "Dad can still work. When you become a star, Dad will rest. Then you just need to take good care of Dad and Grandma. Then Dad will appoint you as the head of the family!"
Half a month ago, Dad fainted again. The doctor said it was very dangerous. If he continued like this, it was hard to say whether he would wake up next time. His body had already reached a critical point. Even if he put everything aside and took care of himself now...
It is a machine whose parts cannot be replaced. It has been overloaded to the extreme and has reached the point of collapse. Even if the operating frequency is reduced to the lowest, it is no longer a question of whether it can be treated or not.
She should have been staying by her father's side and taking care of him, but she only had time to go back once in the past half month.
It’s painful, really painful.
The teacher at the company said that after debuting, you have to be cautious at all times and can no longer do what you want, even singing. On TV programs, even if the host asks you to show your singing ability, you cannot choose difficult singing, you only need to choose songs that you are good at.
Some songs may never have the chance to be sung on stage.
Such songs should not be sung to family members, as that would only make them sad, but the emotions in one's heart can never be locked away...
These days, Min Xianyi always thought naively that it would be great if he could use seven years of his time and his dreams to exchange for a healthy father. Some things are always the most important.
When he opened his eyes, Zheng Xiuheng saw the eyes filled with tears and endless pain...
"No matter what, please come back
Hope you come back again
Silently waiting for you until late
This won't work.
Don't stay away from me
Please, come closer to me..."
The emotions burst out like a mountain torrent, the high-pitched voice echoed in the room, and such sadness and sincerity reached everyone's heart.
Kim HyunA turned her head and looked at SunYe unni with a dull face. This was the first time she heard unni singing like this, with such emotions, such a voice... It was so painful.
Kim Hyoyeon should have expected the other party to perform poorly, but sitting behind Min Xianyi and looking at her back, her eyes were slightly red. It was not known whether she was thinking of something or was simply moved.
Park In-jeong looked at her opponent, who had already entered her own world. There was no longer anything else in her eyes. She stared at her blankly, then lowered her head after a while, clenching her fists tightly...
"Please, when can you come back?
If we break up, it will hurt
Silently waiting for you until late
This won't work.
Don't be too far away from me
Please, please, please..."
Everyone has his or her own story, even a ten-year-old child. Every story is special, perhaps full of sunshine and innocence, or perhaps full of pain and sadness.
There is not only one happy person in this world, and there is not only one suffering person.
Min Xianyi's earnest and trembling "request" finally brought the song to an end.
Tears could not stop flowing, she put the microphone aside and kept wiping her eyes with her sleeves. Except for the sound of her sleeves rubbing against her body, the room fell into silence...
"Wow, congratulations, you can become a singer!"
“98 points!”
Easter eggs popped out of the singing machine, and happy sounds and big numbers appeared on the screen.
“Pah!”
Kwon Yuri, who was sitting in the back, clapped twice with slightly red eyes. Although she was reluctant, she was undeniably moved. It was the first time she discovered that this girl from JYP could sing such a song and have such a voice.
Kim Hyoyeon, Lee Hwan-hee, and Park In-jung also applauded. Although it was short, the atmosphere finally changed a little.
Kim HyunA suddenly felt a little regretful. Perhaps she shouldn't have arranged a competition with SM's trainees, nor should she have asked SunYe to help. When she was about to move, Min SunYe straightened up and smiled. Although her eyes were still a little red, the pain in her eyes had subsided.
"Sorry, I got a little too into it!"
"It's amazing and sounds great!" Park In-jeong raised her head and said sincerely, and then the atmosphere suddenly became awkward again.
Perhaps it was because we were too sad just now, and everyone hasn't recovered yet.
Li Huanxi was a little better, with less experience, not as profound as the others, but he also felt the problem of the atmosphere, so he said: "Senior, it's your turn to give the score now!"
Li Huanxi's voice changed the atmosphere a little, and everyone's attention shifted to the senior in the windbreaker who was sitting at the door with no expression on his face.
Min Xianyi also shifted his gaze and looked at Zheng Xiuheng.
Kim Hyun-ah next to him was even more thinking: "This man in the windbreaker must have been scared by Sunye's singing. Will it be 100 points?"
“85 points!”
